AA myths and misconceptions at the Unity and Service conference in Concord, CA August 18th 2017 N. from Atlanta, GA speaking on the topic of 12 concepts at the Unity and Service conference in Concord, CA
At
this
time,
please
help
me
welcome
this
morning
speaker
Billy
N
from
Buford,
GA
with
a
presentation
of
the
12
concepts.
Thank
you.
Good
morning.
I'm
Billy.
I'm
an
alcoholic.
My
Home
group
is
the
early
morning
A
a
literature
discussion
meeting
in
Atlanta,
GA
730
every
morning
if
you're
around.
So
I
have
a
big
exciting
topic
this
morning,
the
12
concepts.
So
a
couple
of
things.
I
want
to
say
I
am
not
some
rigid
person
who
thinks
that
every
person
in
a
A
needs
to
study
and
know
the
concepts.
I
think
they
need
to
know
they
exist.
I
think
they
need
to
know
that
they're
out
there.
And
I
say
that
because
and
let's
just
I
have
till
10:00,
right?
Yesterday
there
was
some.
So
as
I
travel
around
Alcoholics
Anonymous
and
I've
been
sober
in
a
a
a
little
while,
I've
noticed
a
pervasive
problem.
I'm
not
some
kind
of
conspiracy
theorist
of
any
kind,
but
you
can
help
but
apply
certain
principles
between
legacies.
Our
Big
Book
is
very
clear
that
you
can't
fix
something
unless
you
know
what's
wrong.
That
is
pretty
much
the
basis
of
the
first
couple
of
chapters
of
the
Big
book,
that
until
you
know
what's
wrong
with
you,
it
is
very
hard
to
fix
you.
One
of
the
main
points
of
the
fourth
step,
based
on
how
it's
broken
down
in
the
big
book,
is
that
the
individual
resentments
and
other
stuff
that
you
list
there
isn't.
It's
not
really
about
those
things
because
there's
a
line
that
says
let's
get
down
the
causes
and
conditions.
And
so
you
can
help
but
be
alive
and
notice
certain
causes
and
conditions
and
certain
things
that
you
notice
in
the
fellowship.
So
for
me,
and
this
is
what
I
want
to
stress
forward,
if
there's
someone
here
who's
never
been
through
the
Big
Book,
with
someone
who's
been
through
the
Big
Book,
then
I
would
hope
that
you
start
to
do
that
and
find
someone
you're
comfortable
doing
that
with.
If
there
is
someone
here
who
has
been
through
the
Big
Book
and
has
never
been
through
the
concepts,
I
want
to
throw
out
a
big
warning.
If
you
have
not
been
through
the
traditions
with
someone
who
has
been
through
the
traditions,
do
not
go
through
the
concepts.
Some
people
say,
you
know,
we
get
so
up
in
arms
about
this
a,
a
group
that
a,
a
group,
this
meeting,
that
meeting.
It's
crazy.
There's
no
solution.
I
could
go
on
and
on.
Of
all
the
things
I
hear.
But
the
truth
is,
it
is
not
the
people
in
my
experience
who
are
armed
with
none
of
the
facts,
meaning
none
of
the
three
legacies
who
are
causing
us
the
most
trouble
in
our
fellowship.
It
is
the
people
who
are
armed
with
the
first
legacy
facts
and
stop.
They
have
a
spiritual
experience
as
a
result
of
the
12
steps
and
they're
on
fire.
I
mean,
I'm
sure
everybody
sitting
in
this
room
has
stories
of
when
they
became
on
fire
and
what
they
were
like
when
they
were
on
fire
and
what
other
people
had
to
deal
with
when
they
were
on
fire,
right?
I
mean,
I
think
everybody
has
those
stories
of,
you
know,
what
it
was
like
when
you
visited
other
groups
when
you
were
on
fire,
you
know,
to
let
them
know
that
they
had
a,
a
light
and
if
they'd
like
something
a
little
bit
more
substantial,
they
could
come
to
their
group
right
where
they
work.
The
program
that
the
first
hundred
had
out
of
the
1st
164,
the
big
book.
I
mean,
I
know
all
the
catchphrases
and
words
and
go
on,
but
that's
what's
causing
us
our
trouble
inside
the
Fellowship.
Its
people
armed
with
one
legacy
recovery
who
have
no
guidelines
about
what
we
do
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous
and
more
importantly,
what
we
don't
do.
And
people
ask
me,
what
can
we
do
about
that?
There
is
something
that
all
active
members
can
do
about
that.
There
is
a
very
important
thing
all
active
members
can
do.
If
you
go
to
any
big
book
retreat,
any
big
book
workshop,
any
Fellowship
of
the
Spirit,
go
to
the
original
one
in
Colorado.
Go
wherever
you
want.
Any
big
book
workshop,
pretty
much.
One
of
the
things
is
a
lot
of
things
I
could
throw
up
on
a
board
and
say
let's
play
Big
Book
Weekend
bingo.
I'm
going
to
list
a
couple
of
words
and
phrases
and
we'll
see
how
many
are
said
that
weekend,
right?
I'm
pretty
sure
I
could
be
80%
or
better,
right?
I
want
the
program
the
first
hundred.
Had
anyone
who's
heard
me
speak
before,
I
would
be
more
like,
well,
which
one
of
the
first
100?
Are
you
implying
that
all
first
hundred
stayed
sober
permanently
forever?
Or
are
you
saying
maybe
you
wanted
to
do
a
little
bit
more
research
and
you
want
#73
But
one
of
the
things
you'll
always
hear
is
that,
you
know,
one
of
the
great
things
about
most
big
book
weekends
I've
been
to
is
how
good
they
are
about
Step
12
and
working
with
others
in
that
chapter
and,
and
working
with
a
new
prospect
and
the
clear
cut
directions
about
are
you
wasting
too
much
time?
And
are
you
depriving
that
from
someone
else
who
needs
your
help?
And
but
one
of
the
lines
that
you'll
always
hear
at
those
big
book
workshops
is
you
have
to
ask
the
person
who
has
asked
for
your
help.
Are
you
willing
to
go
to
any
one
of
the
most
important
questions
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous?
Are
you
willing
to
go
to
any
to
keep
your
sobriety?
And
so
for
me,
I
just
have
to
redefine
what
any
Lentz
means.
But
that
can
only
be
done
if
the
person
who's
being
asked
to
take
someone
through
the
Big
book
defines
for
that
new
person.
What
does
any
Lent
mean,
if
any?
Lens
means
that
as
soon
as
you're
finished
with
the
1st
64
pages
and
have
gone
through
all
12
steps
means
that
you
should
just
immediately
go
on
fire
and
do
what
I
just
described
going
to
the
whole
a
world.
I
think
we
have
to
add
to
the
description
of
any
lens
that
I
can
only
agree
to
take
someone
through
the
big
book
if
it
includes
that.
Once
we
are
done
with
that,
we
will
go
through
the
12
and
12
and
the
12
traditions.
I
will
not
say
you
have
to
have
a
service
manual.
I
will
not
say
you
even
ever
have
to
own
one
or
even
go
through
the
concepts,
but
I
will
say
that
the
traditions
are
not
optional
and
I
already
heard
someone
you
know
jump
to
my
term.
But
I'll
steal
her
term
I
did
in
the
first
place.
But
the
term
legacy
skipping
is
an
accurate
description
or
phrase
of
what
I'm
describing
as
you
go
around
Alcoholics
Anonymous
assemblies
and
districts.
I
think
one
of
the
reasons
we
have
some
issues
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous
today
is
that
I
have
been
to
many
assemblies.
Last
time
I
counted
over
80
of
the
90
something
areas
at
one
time
or
another.
In
the
last
almost
3
decades
I've
been
to
that
many
assemblies
and
some
assemblies.
I've
been
to
many
more,
but
we
seem
to
do
a
good
job
of
talking
about
the
concepts
at
assemblies
and
districts,
but
we
don't
seem
to
do
a
good
job
of
talking
about
the
traditions.
And
every
two
years
we
get
a
new
group
of
GSR,
and
if
we're
lucky,
some
of
them
have
a
sponsor
and
have
been
through
the
big
book
and
maybe
they're
going
to
Start
learning
about
the
concepts.
Every
assembly
seems
to
have
what
they
call
AGSR
workshop
or
a
past
delegate,
who
is
often
a
separate
room
with
the
new
GSRS.
But
it
always
seems
to
be
focused
on
the
structure
or
the
concepts.
And
I
think
one
of
the
things
we
need
to
do
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous
is
bring
the
traditions
back
to
our
structure,
is
bring
the
traditions
back
to
our
assemblies
in
our
districts.
Because
you
can't
interpret
the
tradition,
the
concepts,
if
you
don't
have
a
foundation
in
the
traditions.
It's
just
impossible
If
a
math
equation
is
2
+
2
=
4.
If
you
remove
one
of
the
twos,
you
can't
get
to
four.
If
there
are
24
spiritual
principles
between
the
traditions
and
the
steps,
and
then
another
12
with
the
concepts,
you
can't
teach
someone
how
to
get
to
36.
If
you're
skipping
the
middle
12,
it's
it's
impossible.
And
so
I
would
stress
here
that
while
I
am
glad
that
this
many
people
show
up
to
hear
about
the
concepts,
what
I
would
stress
is
if
you've
never
been
through
the
traditions,
with
someone
who's
been
through
the
traditions,
that
before
you
decide
to
become
an
expert
on
the
concepts
that
you
get
armed
with
the
facts
of
the
tradition.
So
that
being
said,
let's
talk
a
little
bit
before
I
get
to
concept
one.
And
I
only
have
a
short
amount
of
time
to
go
through
at
a
high
level
these
concepts.
But
let's
talk
about
how
we
got
here.
If
you
go
to
a
big
book
workshop,
they'll
also
tell
you
that,
you
know,
they
make
1935
to
1945
seem
like
Shangri-La,
an
Alcoholics
Anonymous,
right?
That
it
was
the
greatest
time
ever
and
everybody
stayed
permanently
sober.
And
it's
just
not
true.
I
can't
stress
enough
in
my
own
opinion
that
if
you
have
decided
when
you
leave
here
today,
you
have
never
been
through
the
traditions
or
the
concepts
that
I'm
hoping
that
probably
you
have
a
12:00
and
12:00.
I
would
say
that
you
should
get
an
AA
comes
of
age.
And
while
you're
going
through
the
traditions
with
someone
who's
been
through
the
traditions,
read
a
comes
of
age.
Because
Bill
describes
1935
to
1945
as
the
flying
blind
period,
he
does
not
describe
it
as
Shangri-La.
In
fact,
when
you
look
up
to
194647,
you
can
become
a
member
of
the
Digital
Archives
at
the
Grapevine
at
www.aagrapevine.org.
If
you
join
the
digital
archives,
if
you
put
in
the
words
traditions,
the
first
things
that
will
pop
up
will
be
the
original
12
essays
that
Bill
wrote
about
these
spiritual
principles.
The
principles
to
guarantee
A
A's
future
they
described
as
How
did
Bill
get
there?
What
really
happened
between
1935
and
1961?
Let's
call
it.
But
really
what
really
happened
in
55
becomes
important
is
that
Bill
had
a
lot
of
things
going
on
in
his
mind
in
his
life.
He
was
after
Doctor
Bob
passed
away.
He
was
the
end
all
be
all
for
all.
A
a
problems.
You
know,
I
even
go
to
sometimes
trinket,
drunk,
junk,
whatever
else
you
want
to
call
them
areas
of
conferences
and
you'll
see
people.
I
have
a
Sandy
Bee
saying
wristband,
but
you'll
see
a
wristband
that
says
what
would
Bill
do,
right?
I
mean,
I
see
them
being
sold,
but
that's
really
how
it
was
at
that
time.
And
if
you
read
the
book,
it's
not
an
A
A
book.
But
I'm
not
afraid
to
read
not
A
A
books
besides
Not
God,
which
is
one
of
my
favorites.
There's
also
a
a
book
called
The
Soul
of
Sponsorship,
I
believe
it's
called.
It's
the
relationship
between
Father
Ed
Dowling
and
Bill
W
where
it
really
goes
into
describing
because
what
we
hear
in
a
A
is
that
Build
did
this
miraculous
thing
in
1955
and
gave
over
control
of
the
fellowship
to
the
groups.
But
if
you
read
the
relationship
between
Father
Dowling
and
Bill,
you
will
see
that
Father
Dowling
was
able
to
get
Bill
to
realize
that
as
long
as
he
was
the
end
all
be
all,
he
would
never
get
the
freedom
promised
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
That
as
long
as
it
all
rested
on
his
shoulders,
he
would
never
be
one
among
many.
Now,
Bill,
probably
no
one
lost
more
individual
freedom
in
their
life
as
a
result
of
being
an
A
A
member
than
Bill
couldn't
walk
away
from
it.
Everybody
knew
who
he
was,
but
Father
Dowling
was
able
to
convince
him
that
he
couldn't
be
the
end
all
be
all
on
a
a
policy.
So
around
194546,
Bill's
getting
all
kinds
of
letters
to
the
office,
letters
that
started
out
with
Dear
Bill.
Everything
is
great
at
our
group.
Couldn't
be
going
better.
Lots
of
people,
lots
of
newcomers
were
bringing
meetings
into
the
local
jail
and
hospital
detox.
The
only
problem
we
have
is
this
group
across
the
street.
You
won't
believe
what's
going
on
there.
And
a
couple
of
weeks
later,
Bill
would
get
another
letter
from
the
group
across
the
street.
And
guess
what?
They
were
on
fire.
They
had
lots
of
newcomers.
They
were
bringing
meetings
to
the
county
jail,
into
the
hospital
detox.
And
their
only
problem
was
this
group
across
the
street.
They
didn't
understand
how
anyone
was
staying
sober
there.
And
Bill
in
the
40s
realized
that
Alcoholics
don't
really
operate
well
without
shoulders
of
a
road.
Let's
call
it
that.
Alcoholics
need
a
shoulder,
and
after
the
shoulder,
they
need
a
little
gravel.
Like
the
shoulder
is
not
good
enough
for
people
like
us,
right?
We
get
into
the
shoulder.
We
think
they
meant
for
us
to
use
this
shoulder.
That's
why
they
paved
it.
So
we
have
gravel
to
wake
you
up
that
you've
now
left
the
shoulder.
You're
on
the
way
to
leaving
the
reservation,
right?
Bill
was
a
master
at
realizing
that
we
needed
some
shoulders,
some
guideposts.
And
if
you
read,
the
great
thing
about
reading
a
comes
of
age
as
you're
going
through
the
traditions
is
that
you
will
realize
the
traditions
didn't
materialize
out
of
Bill's
head.
My
favorite
name
of
the
traditions
is
The
12
Worst
Mistakes
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous
between
1935
and
1945.
Bill
was
able
to
take
every
problem
and
he
was
able
to
drop
him
in
12
buckets.
Many
of
those
mistakes
his,
especially
in
the
last
two,
anonymity,
but
many
of
those
mistakes
were
his
own.
And
so
Bill
decided
to
put
pen
to
paper.
And
the
traditions
were
not
eagerly
adopted
by
the
Fellowship.
There
are
records,
there
are
letters
in
the
archives
where
Bill
would
be
invited
to
speak
and
they
would
add
a
little
PS
on
the
letter.
By
the
way,
we
only
want
to
hear
your
story.
Don't
talk
about
those
12
tradition
things,
you
know,
but
the
12
traditions
get
adopted.
And
the
reason
I
talked
about
the
A,
a
digital
archives
on
the
Grapevine
website
is
because
I
love
those
original
12
essays.
They're
almost,
they're
probably
95%
of
what's
in
the
12:00
and
12:00,
but
obviously
by
the
time
a
book
was
published,
it
was
edited
a
little.
Those
12
essays
are
very
raw,
and
there's
a
message
weave
through
those
essays
that
I
don't
find
as
well
in
the
12
and
12,
which
is
the
reason
for
the
traditions
is
that
we
are
such
broken
people
who
don't
operate
well
with
other
people
that
we
need
to
make
sure
that
that
door
is
open
today
and
tomorrow
like
it
was
when
we
arrived.
That's
what
we
owe
the
future
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
We
owe
them
that
door,
we
owe
them
a
welcome
once
they
come
in
that
door,
but
if
we
keep
going
down
the
path
we're
on,
that
door
is
starting
to
close.
So
the
traditions
come
into
a
A
and
in
1950,
at
the
first
International
Convention
in
Cleveland
where
Doctor
Bob
gave
his
last
message,
they're
adopted.
Go
to
1955
and
that's
the
term
comes
of
age
in
Saint
Louis
and
that's
where
we
run
into
the
conference
charter.
It's
really
hard
to
talk
about
the
tradition,
the
concepts.
And
like
I
said,
if
you
gave
me
6
hours,
I'll
give
you
much
more
than
you
ever
and
you'll
be
sick
over
what
I
have
to
say
about
the
concepts
right
today.
I'll
be
able
to
give
you
a
few
minutes
on
each,
but
you
can't
talk
about
the
concepts
without
the
charter.
The
charter
is
basically
the
Declaration
of
Independence
of
the
groups
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
I
don't
care
about
the
politics
involved,
that's
an
outside
issue.
But
as
an
example,
a
long
time
ago
there
were
a
bunch
of
colonies
in
this
country
who
broke
off
from
another
country.
They
call
that
a
couple
of
things,
but
the
three
probably
most
important
documents
would
be
the
Declaration
of
Independence,
the
Emancipation
Proclamation,
and
the
US
Constitution.
Inside
Alcoholics
Anonymous
up
until
Saint
Louis,
a
small
group
of
people
predominantly
in
New
York
were
the
end
all
be
all
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
It
was
Bill
and
a
hand-picked
board
of
trustees
in
1955,
when
then
conference
charter
was
adopted,
the
groups
took
over
control
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
Sometimes
I
don't
think
we
give
that
enough
significant
thought.
It
didn't
say
the
trustees
were
in
charge
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
It
didn't
even
say
the
general
service
conference
was
the
end
all
be
all.
It
said
the
groups
and
what
that
charter
really
is,
is
a
spiritual
handshake
between
the
groups
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous
and
the
board
of
trustees,
the
General
Service
Board
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
And
that
spiritual
handshake
says
that
while
the
trustees
are
the
legal
owners
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous,
the
General
Service
Board
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous
AWS
the
Grapevine
that
the
groups
are
the
spiritual
owners
and
that
the
groups
always
supersede.
Now
there's
a
couple
of
carve
outs
in
certain
concepts
and
the
bylaws
of
the
General
Service
Board
when
you
go
through
the
concepts
that
you
can
find
out,
but
the
groups
were
supposed
to
be
at
the
top.
And
when
you
look
what
happened
between
55
and
the
early
60s,
Bill
decided
to
write
the
concepts
and
the
concepts
are
additional
shoulders
of
the
road,
additional
guideposts
to
make
sure
that
as
we're
carrying
out
these
services,
we're
doing
it
the
way
we
were
supposed
to
inside
our
12
traditions
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
But
that
conference
charter,
most
people
don't
now
I
realize
it
painfully.
I'm
sure
Paul
realizes
it
painfully.
Sometimes
people
would
ask
me
what's
it
like
being
chair
of
a,
a
world
services?
And
I
would
say,
well,
you
know,
that
upside
down
triangle
with
the
point
at
the
bottom,
it's
like
waking
up
every
morning
with
that
stuck
in
your
head.
That's
how
painful
some
days
are.
That's
truthfully
how
it
is,
and
a
lot
of
people
don't
realize
the
authority
given
to
our
boards
and
what
our
boards
need
from
that
authority
to
carry
out
the
work
every
single
day,
365
days
a
year.
Even
when
I
hear
people
get
really
upset
about
things
at
a
forum
at
an
assembly
somewhere
else,
the
difference
between
them
and
the
people
that
are
working
at
the
office
and
the
and
the
people
that
are
on
the
board
is
it
just
don't
get
to
leave
the
forum.
Tomorrow
morning
I'll
be
on
another
conference
call
with
some
trustees
committee
and
maybe
our
auditor
and
maybe
at
the
end
of
the
week,
our
legal
team
about
God
knows
what
problem
that
just
came
down
the
road.
And
sometimes
listen,
Bill
Wilson
was
the
board's
largest
critic.
That's
a
fact
proven
by
our
archives.
Bill
just
didn't
give
it
over
and
turn
his
back.
Bill
had
a
lot
of
discussions
with
the
board,
many
of
them
be
memorialized
in
writing,
and
was
not
afraid
to
speak
up
when
he
thought
they
would
go
in
the
wrong
direction.
But
it's
important
to
understand
that
relationship
where
the
legal
and
spiritual
meet.
Now
I'll
quickly
talk
about
advisory
actions
of
the
conference,
which
are
binding
on
the
General
Service
Board.
If
2/3
of
the
conference
votes
and
it's
passed
by
the
conference,
it's
binding.
The
service
manual
actually
says
that
if
a
majority
of
conference
delegates
votes
a
certain
way
that
it
should
be
a
strong
suggestion
to
the
general
service
board.
To
me,
that
is
a
problem
in
our
structure
right
now.
We
do
not,
we
do
not
give
majority
votes
at
the
conference
enough
credit.
We
almost
just
say
it
failed.
A
majority
vote
at
the
conference
should
not
be
in
a
bucket
of
it
just
failed.
It
should
be
in
a
bucket
of
passed
by
a
majority
but
did
not
reach
2/3.
The
last
important
vote
I
saw
about
that
was
a
floor
action,
and
it's
not
listed
that
way,
so
I'm
not
going
to
go
on
that
tangent
here,
but
I
would
just
say
we
we
have
to
honor
the
service
manual.
If
we
don't
mean
it,
we
should
take
it
out
of
the
book.
That's
always
my
view
of
guidelines.
When
we
start
ignoring
what's
in
writing,
it
sets
a
precedent
like
it
becomes
optional.
And
what
I've
noticed
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous
is
we
like
the
easier,
softer
way,
so
it's
much
easier
to
ignore
and
let
people
think
it's
optional.
Then
they
go
through
the
proper
channels
to
change
something.
So
Bill
creates
these
12
concepts
for
World
Service.
The
first
one,
the
final
responsibility
and
ultimate
authority
for
a
World
Services,
should
always
reside
in
the
collective
conscious
of
our
whole
fellowship.
That's
basically
what
the
conference
charter
says
that
at
the
end
of
the
day
the
AA
groups.
Now
I
will
say
this,
I
do
think
as
we
go
on
in
the
next
20-30,
forty
50
years,
we're
going
to
have
to
really
take
a
look
at
what
do
we
mean
by
the
groups
who
do
we
serve?
Do
we
serve
the
groups
who
have
a
GSR
and
who
contribute
and
are
part
of
our
structure,
or
are
we
in
office
that
just
serves
everybody
who
calls
themselves
a
A
and
gets
a
group
number?
Because
at
the
end
of
the
day,
it's
a
math
problem.
It
comes
down
to
economics.
If
only
40%
of
the
groups
are
participating
in
contributing,
but
you're
serving
another
60%,
how
can
you
make
that
work?
If
you
have
a
house
with
10
roommates
and
only
four
pay
rent,
but
you
allow
the
other
six
to
live
there
and
you
provide
them
services,
are
you
ever
going
to
be
right
side
up
when
it
comes
to
being
fully
self
supporting
like
our
7th
tradition
says?
But
for
now,
that's
a
discussion
for
another
day.
But
I
do
want
to
stress
that
the
first
concept.
I
also
want
to
say
I
should
have
said
this
before
I
said
this.
The
most
recent
least
read
page
of
a
a
literature
in
my
experience
of
even
people
who
read
a
literature
is
this
page
called
the
Introduction
to
the
concepts.
The
introduction
to
the
concepts.
It
is
found
directly
before
concept
one.
It
is
a
note
from
Bill.
It
is
very,
very,
very
important.
There
is
a
line
in
here
when
people
say
we
can
never
change
the
structure.
That
is
not
true.
We
have
three
boards
today.
We
had
four
boards.
Most
people
don't
know
that
we
had
a
board
up
in
Canada
for
a
while
of
a
company
that
we
owned,
but
today
we
have
the
General
service
board,
a
World
Services
in
the
A
Grapevine
Inc.
But
it
says
here
concern
has
been
expressed.
The
portrayal
of
our
internal
structure
might
not
later
harden
down
into
such
firm
tradition
or
gospel
that
necessary
changes
would
be
impossible
to
make.
Nothing
could
stray
further
from
the
intent
of
these
concepts.
That
is
a
strong
statement.
Nothing.
The
future
advocates
of
structural
change
need
only
make
out
a
strong
case
for
their
recommendation,
a
case
to
both
the
trustees
in
the
conference.
This
is
no
more
than
would
be
required
for
the
transaction
and
passage
of
any
other
important
piece
of
a
a
business,
save
for
an
exception
or
two.
It
is
noteworthy
that
the
conference
charter
itself
can
easily
be
amended.
Bill
laid
it
out
there
very
clearly.
So
as
I
talk
a
little
bit
a
minute
or
two
more
about
Concept
One,
let
me
just
say
this.
Here's
another
pattern
that
I
have
noticed
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
The
General
Service
Board
gets
accused
of
it
all
the
time.
We
don't
allow
things
on
the
agenda
at
the
conference,
but
I
go
to
assemblies
and
I
am
amazed
that
now
assemblies,
a
lot
of
areas
have
steering
committees
or
officer
meetings
where
things
need
to
go
through
them
to
get
on
the
floor
of
an
assembly.
And
what
I
have
noticed
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous
is
we've
kind
of
veered
away
from
the
groups
being
in
charge.
If
a
GSR
has
something
that
their
group
feels
is
important
for
the
area,
they
should
be
able
to
put
it
on
the
floor
at
their
area.
If
it
fails,
it
fails.
But
what
I've
noticed
is
we've
kind
of
stolen
the
Congress
model
where
it's
not
about
the
vote,
it's
about
getting
it
to
the
floor.
And
we've
created
all
this
bureaucracy
about
how
to
get
something
to
the
floor,
and
that
was
never
the
intent.
Read
anything
an
A,
a
comes
of
age,
anything
that
Bill
wrote.
The
intent
was
that
if
a
group
had
an
issue,
they
should
be
able
to
be
heard
and
get
a
fair
hearing.
And
so
I
just
throw
that
out
of
that
concept
one,
but
I
want
to
read
it
again.
The
final
responsibility
and
ultimate
authority
for
a
World
Services
should
always
reside
in
the
collective
conscience
of
our
whole
fellowship
concept
two,
when
in
1955
the
AA
groups
confirmed
the
permanent
charter
for
its
General
Service
Conference,
they
thereby
delegated
to
the
conference
complete.
I
would
ask
you
to
look
that
word
up
when
you're
going
through
this
book,
but
it
is
the
word
complete
authority
for
the
active
maintenance
of
our
world
services
and
thereby
made
the
conference
accepting
for
any
change
in
the
12
traditions
or
an
article
12
of
the
conference
Charter,
the
actual
vote
and
effective
conscience
of
our
whole
society.
I
always
say
I
sat
next
to
somebody
in
Seattle.
I
was
traveling
on
business
in
2003.
I
just
rotated
out
as
being
a
delegate
and
they
said
to
me,
I
can't
believe
they
changed
the
big
book
now
for
me
who
had
been
in
service,
I
couldn't
believe
we
were
still
talking
about
it
in
2000
and
2001.
Seemed
like
the
idea
came
in
1996
that
we
should
have
a
4th
edition.
And
every
place
I
went
it
was
all
we
talked
about.
But
here
was
an
active
member
who
did
not
know,
and
they
were
very
upset,
very
upset
that
their
favorite
story
by
Doctor
Paul
that
the
title
was
changed.
How
dare
they.
Very
upset
if
you're
a
third
edition
variety
alcoholic
like
I
am.
Between
1976
and
when
they
published
that
book
in
2002.
You
grew
up
with
a
third
edition
big
book.
If
you
went
to
any
conference
or
any
international
conference
and
went
to
a
junk
drunk
junk
section,
there
would
be
all
these
magnets
about
four
49449
this,
449
that,
449
calendars,
refrigerator
magnets,
wristbands,
everything
449
about
acceptance.
Acceptance
is
the
answer
to
all
your
problems
and
you'll
be
fine.
I
am
so
glad
they
changed
that
page.
But
that's
just
me,
right?
I
come
from.
I
come
from
a
line
that
believes
for
a
person
like
me,
that
page
should
be
ripped
out
because
the
page
is
2
before
and
the
page
is
2
after.
That
person
describes
that
action
is
the
answer,
that
once
you
accept
what
an
idiot
you
are,
we
take
action.
But
but
this
woman
was
upset.
And
I
say
that
because
when
we
have
so
many
groups,
NAA,
that
don't
participate,
you're
giving
up
your
say,
you're
saying
I'm
going
to
let
the
rest
of
AA
decide
what
to
do
and
I'm
just
going
to
complain
about
it
later.
That's
what
you're
effectively
saying.
And
again,
I
go
back,
we
have
so
many
meetings
that
aren't
groups,
these
kind
of
often
not
connected
to
the
center
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous,
to
their
local
district,
their
local
central
office
or
in
a
group.
Delegated
to
the
conference
complete
authority.
So
when
you're
going
through
this
someday,
just
take
out
a
dictionary
and
and
look
up
complete
when
someone
says
you
got
to
look
at
what
the
principle
is.
If
it's
a
legal
issue,
the
trustees
have
to
respond
for
sure,
but
respond
starting
litigation
is
much
different
than
responding
to
litigation.
I've
been
the
chair
of
AWS
twice.
Actually.
I
was
a
trustee
for
four
years,
took
that
responsibility
very
seriously.
My
duty
to
the
fellowship
spiritually,
my
duty
to
the
state
of
New
York
as
a
fiduciary
of
a
registered
nonprofit
in
the
state
of
New
York,
that
the
attorney
general
expects
them
to
act
in
a
certain
way
like
they
expect
every
nonprofit.
And
I'll
get
to
that.
When
I
mentioned
Concept
6.
Sometimes
we
think
there
are
special
rules
for
a
A
we
we
mold
the
spiritual
and
illegal
together.
Well,
we're
a
A.
I
use
the
driving
scenario
for
that.
There
was
a
time
in
my
sobriety
where
I
believed
that
if
I
had
a
good
purpose
to
drive,
like
to
a
meeting,
it
should
override
that.
I
don't
currently
have
a
drivers
license,
right?
I
figured
that
out
myself,
right?
Like
the
end
justifies
the
means,
and
I
have
a
good
spiritual
end
here.
But
I
learned
in
First
Legacy
Recovery
that
following
the
Motor
Vehicle
Code
of
the
state
of
New
York
is
part
of
getting
sober.
So
the
trustees
have
certain
things
they
need
to
do.
If
we
get
sued,
there's
not
a
choice.
We
have
to
respond,
but
starting
litigation
is
a
complete
different
matter
and
that's
where
it
says
complete
authority
Concept
3
as
a
traditional
means
of
creating
and
maintaining
a
clearly
defined
working
relation
between
the
groups
in
the
conference,
the
A
a
general
service
board
and
service
corporations,
Staffs,
committees
and
executives
and
thus
ensuring
their
effective
leadership.
It
is
suggested
that
we
endow
each
of
these
elements
of
World
Service.
What
a
traditional
right
of
decision.
I
could
talk
about
this
for
hours,
but
here
is
what
I'm
going
to
stress
to
the
A
a
group
body,
the
most
important
right
of
decision
that
you
have
as
a
group
and
as
a
member
is
who
you're
sending
to
the
conference.
When
it
comes
to
complete
authority,
how
important
is
it
who
you're
electing
to
be
your
GSR?
How
important
is
it
as
who
those
GSR's
are
electing
to
be
the
delegate?
Once
you
elect
the
delegate,
you're
locked
and
loaded
for
two
years.
You
can
tell
that
delegate
how
your
area
feels
about
something.
A
whole
bunch
of
other
stuff.
That
delegate
shows
up
in
New
York
and
they
have
the
right
of
decision,
much
like
the
trustees
and
the
directors
on
the
corporate
boards
have
the
right
of
decision
to
carry
out
business
during
the
year.
But
again,
it
should
be
inside
parameters.
I
don't
think
sometimes
that
we
take
that
right
of
decision
serious
enough
when
it
comes
to
voting.
Voting
is
your
participation
in
the
right
of
decision.
You're
deciding
who
should
make
decisions
for
you.
And
sometimes
I
think
we
let
that
slide
a
little
bit.
We
just
think
about,
Oh
my
God,
I
can't
wait.
They'll
probably
have
an
awesome
PowerPoint
presentation
of
all
the
places
they
visited
in
New
York
and
stepping
stones
and
and
and
and
all
this
stuff
when
at
the
end
of
the
day,
that
stuff
is
nice,
but
it's
not
what
the
conference
is
about.
At
the
end
of
the
day,
a
delegate's
job
is
to
go
there,
do
their
best,
and
come
home
and
adequately
report
it.
We
vest
a
lot
of
trust
with
the
right
of
decision
in
our
trusted
servants.
There
is
something
here
though.
That
I
want
to
read.
I
believe
that
in
the
business
world,
see,
business
has
become
a
bad
word.
Naye,
when
we
think
of
business,
we
think
of
all
the
criminal
business
enterprises.
And
I'm
not
talking
about
the
ones
with
family
names.
I'm
talking
about
the
ones
with
corporate
names
who
we
see
in
the
paper
and
read
and
watch
on
the
news.
Business
is
never
supposed
to
be
bad.
Business
is
supposed
to
be
ethical,
honest,
responsible,
and
transparent.
I'll
say
that
again.
Ethical,
honest,
responsible
and
transparent.
The
end
of
concept
three
has
a
warning
for
us.
The
right
of
decision
should
never
be
made
an
excuse
for
failure
to
render
proper
reports
of
all
significant
actions
taken
it
or
never
be
used
as
a
reason
for
constantly
exceeding
a
clearly
defined
authority,
nor
as
an
excuse
for
persistency
for
persistently
failing.
Consult
those
who
are
entitled
to
be
consulted
before
an
important
decision
or
action
is
taken.
I
don't
have
time
to
talk
about
recent
decisions
by
the
General
Service
Board,
but
it
is
amazing
to
me
that
one
of
the
largest
and
most
critical
decisions
made
by
the
General
Service
Board
in
the
entire
history
of
our
conference
structure
was
made
less
than
20
days
after
last
year's
conference
ended.
The
conference
costs
about
$800,000
a
year.
If
anyone
doesn't
know
that,
just
give
or
take
7
or
800.
All
in
all,
your
chips
in
the
middle,
travel,
parking,
trains,
planes,
food,
hotel,
everything.
That's
a
lot
of
a
a
money
and
I'm
glad
we
spend
it.
I
want
those
90
something
delegates
to
come
to
New
York
and
exercise
their
right
of
decision
and
their
right
of
participation.
But
how
do
you
make
the
largest,
one
of
the
largest
decisions
in
a
a
history
less
than
20
days
after
the
conference
ends
and
you
never
disclosed
or
reported
to
the
conference
that
something
like
that
was
going
on
in
the
background?
I
have
a
lot
of
beliefs
about
that
situation,
but
the
one
that
bothers
me
the
most
is
that
even
if
they
were
right
in
doing
it,
if
I'm
at
the
conference,
it
is
about
the
same
amount
of
people
in
front
of
me
as
would
be
at
the
conference.
It's
easy
to
adjust
the
conference
schedule.
Painful,
but
easy
because
people
have
the
right
of
decision
to
do
it.
Why
not
just
get
in
front
of
the
conference
and
say
we
want
to
give
you
a
heads
up?
This
important
issue
has
come
to
us
in
the
last
couple
of
weeks.
We
think
we're
going
to
have
to
take
action.
We
don't
know
what
action
we're
going
to,
but
we
think
we're
going
to.
And
we
want
you
to
know
that
I
think
if
that
had
happened,
a
lot
of
the
fallout
would
have
been
much
less.
People
might
not
have
been
happy
with
the
decision,
but
they
wouldn't
have
felt
like
one
of
the
most
critical
important
issues
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous
was
kept
from
what
Bill
called
the
permanent
Successors
to
the
Founders.
Concept
4.
Throughout
our
conference
structure,
we
ought
to
remain
ought
to
maintain
all
responsible
levels
of
traditional
writer
participation,
taking
care
that
each
classification
of
group
of
our
world
servants
shall
be
allowed
a
voting
representation
in
responsible
proportion
to
the
responsibility
that
each
may
discharge.
That's
why
we
let
staff
members
vote
at
the
General
Service
Conference
once
a
year.
That's
why
directors
who
would
not
trust
ease
get
to
vote.
All
trustees
vote
at
the
conference.
There's
an
important
note
I
just
want
to
reference
inside
the
bylaws
of
the
General
Service
Conference
about
how
important
that
week
really
is.
Look
at
that
door
and
pretend
it's
a
door
going
into
this
room
at
the
Crowne
Plaza
in
New
York
City.
It
has
doors
exactly
like
that
with
the
same
exit.
Sign
the
bylaws
of
the
General
Service
Board
Say
that
every
member
of
the
conference
will
be
referred
to
as
a
delegate.
So
what
that
means
is
when
I
cross
that
carpet
in
the
Crowne
Plaza,
the
last
general
service
conference
I
attended,
I
was
a
trustee,
a
class
BA
non
trustee,
a
director
on
the
a
World
Services
board,
the
current
chair
of
AWS.
But
when
I
cross
that
threshold,
I'm
a
trustee
delegate
to
the
conference.
There
are
area
delegates,
staff
delegates,
non
trustee
director
delegates
and
trustee
delegates.
I
might
have
some
other
duties
at
that
conference
because
I'm
a
trustee
or
the
OR
the
chair
of
AWS,
but
inside
that
room
I'm
one
among
equals.
That's
how
important
the
annual
conference
is.
That's
why
the
right
of
participation
is
so
important
throughout
our
World
Service
structure.
Concept
5
says
a
traditional
right
of
appeal
ought
to
prevail,
thus
assuring
us
that
minority
opinion
will
be
heard
and
that
petitions
for
redress
or
personal
grievance
will
be
carefully
considered.
All
I'm
going
to
stress
is
this.
It
does
not
say
that
every
issue
needs
a
minority
opinion,
because
it
doesn't.
It
doesn't
say
that
every
issue
requires
a
personal
grievance.
I
would
just
stress
that
you
should
read
this
section
because
they
use
the
word
grave
and
look
up
that
word
when
something
is
considered
to
be
in
grave
error.
You
can
make
an
appeal
to
the
General
Service
Conference
or
the
General
Service
Board,
but
if
you
do
it
every
time,
no
ones
going
to
take
you
seriously.
If
you
are
the
person
who's
given
the
minority
every
single
time
and
take
it
from
someone
who's
been
in
the
minority
80%
of
the
time,
let
it
go.
If
you
want
your
words
to
be
taken
seriously,
save
them
for
grave
matters.
Save
them
for
things
that
are
super
important.
Let
the
other
stuff
go.
Believe
that
is
God
talking
through
group
conscience.
A
A
is
self
corrected
itself
so
many
times.
It's
the
world
champion
of
self
correcting
societies
I
think.
Just
look
at
the
General
Service
Conference
report
of
Final
actions
and
Agendas
and
you
will
see
that
The
agenda
while
it
looks
fresh,
the
topics
not
so
much.
They've
been
to
the
conference
before.
Concept
6.
The
Conference
recognizes
that
the
Charter
and
bylaws
of
the
General
Service
Board
of
Legal
Instruments
that
the
Trustees
are
thereby
fully
empowered
to
manage
and
conduct
of
all
of
the
World
Service
affairs
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
It
is
further
understood
that
the
Conference
Charter
itself
is
not
a
legal
document,
that
it
relies
instead
upon
the
force
of
tradition
and
the
power
of
a
purse
for
its
final
effectiveness.
My
favorite
line
and
all
the
concepts
is
in
Concept
6.
I
will
read
it.
I
thought
I
did.
I
Of
course
our
objective
is
only
a
spiritual
is
always
a
spiritual
one,
but
this
service
aim
can
only
be
achieved
by
means
of
an
effective
business
operation.
I
would
ask
you
to
look
up
the
word
solely.
Solely
is
defined
quite
well
in
the
dictionary,
but
this
service
aim
can
only
be
achieved
by
means
of
an
effective
business
operation.
That
means
that
just
saying
and
doing
God's
work
doesn't
mean
the
money
keeps
rolling
in.
It
doesn't
mean
if
you
have
a
good
mission,
preamble,
whatever
your
God's
work
is,
it
says
you
have
to
run
a
responsible
business
first.
I
mean,
I
know
the
trustees
get
a
ton
of
God
knows
how
much
they
take.
I
know
I've
been
there.
The
Flack,
the
criticism,
but
it's
time
to
take
the
mirror
in
some
areas
around
the
country.
It's
time
for
a
lot
of
areas,
districts,
central
offices
in
a
groups
to
look
themselves
in
a
mirror.
Because
I
can
tell
you
what
I
see.
I
see
where
it's
readily
acceptable
to
have
a
deficit
budget
where
AA
entities
at
the
beginning
of
the
year,
year
after
year
are
planning
on
spending
more
money
than
they
take
in.
I
see
other
AAA
budgets
out
there
that
still
don't
plan
for
income.
They
just
list
all
last
year's
expenses
and
add
a
little
money
to
it.
That
is
not
an
effective
business
operation.
We
have
a
pattern
of
untreated
alcoholism
inside
all
of
our
service
structures.
We
do
imagine
that
all
of
you
leave
here
and
go
to
your
various
diners
or
Denny's
or
coffee
shops
to
meet
a
sponsee
and
the
sponsee
sits
down
and
says
to
you,
I'm
in
bad
financial
shape.
I
got
so
bad
financial
problems
having
heard
that
discussion
on
both
sides.
Usually
about
100%
of
the
time
for
AA
alcoholic
members.
What
that
means
in
plain
English
is
that
they
spend
more
money
every
month
than
they
make.
That's
usually
what
it
means.
It
means
that
their
expenses
are
more
than
their
income.
We
would
define
that
as
untreated
alcoholism,
living
in
the
bedevilments.
That's
how
we
would
define
it
for
an
individual.
Why
is
a
society?
Do
we
think
we
should
be
held
to
a
different
standard
now?
It's
not
bad
that
we
got
ourselves
in
that
situation
because
we
know
all
of
us
in
this
room
have
been
in
that
situation.
We
know
our
loved
ones.
Everybody's
been
there.
But
when
you
acknowledge
it,
I
might
need
5
extra
minutes.
When
you
acknowledge
it,
When
you
acknowledge
it,
you
don't
in
a
a
say,
well,
I'll
keep
doing
the
same
thing.
You
make
a
plan
of
action
and
take
corrective
measure
so
that
slowly
you
can
correct
that.
And
sometimes
I
hear
people
talk
about
that
in
areas
and
districts
and
they're
like,
the
money
will
just
come
in.
One
of
the
downfalls
of
our
7th
tradition.
I
love
our
traditions,
but
he
is
one
of
the
downfalls
of
our
7th
tradition.
We
only
take
our
own
money,
which
is.
I
could
write
a
list
of
1000
reasons
why
that's
the
best
thing
in
the
world.
There
is
one
reason
why
it
bothers
me
a
little.
We're
not
as
accountable
as
other
nonprofits
are
with
our
money.
Other
nonprofits,
because
they
take
other
people's
money,
they
have
to
work
hard
every
year
to
clearly
show
how
much
of
that
money
is
carrying
out
the
mission
and
how
much
of
that
money
is
being
used
for
management.
That
should
be
the
test
of
every
nonprofit.
No
one
forced
us
to
be
a
non
profit.
We
decided
to
be
a
non
profit.
Nonprofits
are
held
to
higher
standards,
but
there's
many
organizations
out
there
that
rate
nonprofits
that'll
say
give
to
this
nonprofit.
We
know
that
they
spend
most
of
their
money
on
the
mission,
not
on
the
bureaucracy.
So
I
think
we
need
to
look
at
all
AA
entities
and
we
need
to
take
a
hard
look.
Is
that
money
being
spent
to
be
effectively
used
to
carry
out
our
mission,
which
is
for
service
entities
to
facilitate
12
step
work
to
help
our
members
carry
the
message?
Is
that
where
most
of
our
money
is
being
spent?
For
me,
that's
an
effective
business
operation.
Concept
8.
The
trustees
of
the
General
Service
Board
act
in
two
primary
capacities,
what
respect
to
the
larger
matters
of
overall
policy
and
finance,
they
are
the
principal
planners
and
administrators.
They
are
their
primary
committees
directly
manage
these
affairs.
But
with
respect
to
our
separately
incorporated
and
constantly
active
services,
the
relation
of
a
trustee
is
mainly
that
of
a
full
stock
ownership
and
of
custodial
oversight,
which
they
exercise
through
their
ability
to
elect
all
directors
of
their
entities.
I
would
say
most
new
delegates
that
I
meet
don't
really
understand
sometimes
what
this
really
says.
First
of
all,
there's
no
more
full
stock
ownership
of
the
entities.
There's
footnotes
in
the
service
manual
that
went
away
in
the
60s.
The
trustees
do
not
own
a
A
Grapevine
and
a
A
World
Services.
The
General
Service
Board
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous
does
not
own
a
World
Services
and
the
A
A
Grapevine.
Spiritually,
yes.
Legally,
no.
The
21
individual
members
who
happen
to
be
on
the
General
Service
Board
are
what's
called
members
with
a
capital
M
Under
New
York
State
law,
they
are
the
21
members
of
those
3
corporations.
That's
why
at
the
end
of
the
General
Service
Conference,
there's
an
annual
meeting
of
the
membership
of
the
General
Service
Board,
an
annual
meeting
of
the
members
of
the
Grapevine
Board,
and
an
annual
meeting
of
the
members
of
the
AWS
Board.
Because
they're
the
only
ones
that
can
elect
the
directors.
And
a
lot
of
people
don't
realize
it.
It
says
custodial
oversight
which
they
exercised
through
their
ability
to
elect
all
directors.
That
means
once
a
year
the
trustees
elect
those
directors.
Some
are
staff
directors,
some
are
non
trustee
directors
like
I
was,
some
are
trustee
directors.
That
there
always
has
to
be
4
trustee
directors
on
each
board
at
a
minimum
per
the
bylaws
of
those
corporations.
But
the
General
Service
board
doesn't
micromanage
what
those
corporations
do.
Would
be
impossible
with
21
people
to
do
that.
The
general
service
board
really
only
meets
3
*
a
year.
They
meet
at
the
conference
but
that's
they're
three
working
weekends
are
July,
October
and
January.
And
weekend
we
have,
we
use
the
alcoholic
term
of
weekend.
It's
like
Wednesday
night
to
Monday,
right?
That's
our
definition
of
a
board
weekend
the
last
time
I
checked.
And
I
say
this
because,
you
know,
I
run
into
delegates,
trustees,
past
delegates,
and
trustees,
some
of
them
that
I
agree
never
with.
Ever.
There's
not
one
thing
I
agree
with
them
on,
but
I've
found
that
you
have
to
in
a
A,
you
have
to
give
respect,
even
if
you
don't
agree
with
people.
For
those
people
who
have
decided
to
put
a
A
in
front
of
their
own
life,
I'm
not
retired.
The
last
time
I
counted,
I
burnt
through
like
160
vacation
days
for
my
eight
years
of
service.
That's
not
counting
The
Saturdays
and
Sundays.
That's
just
the
Thursdays,
Fridays,
regional
forums.
So
when
I
run
into
somebody
who
maybe
thinks
differently
than
me,
what
I
try
to
remember
first
in
my
head
is
how
thankful
I
should
be
that
they
give
their
life
to
Alcoholics
Anonymous
because
so
many
people
do
not.
I
would
suggest
reading
that
concept
and
really
with
a
sponsor
really
understanding
all
those
paragraphs,
because
the
trustees
have
great
authority,
but
every
year
they
ask
nine
or
ten
people
to
run
each
board.
Now
that
does
not
mean
that
those
boards
do
not
have
to
act
like
I
just
read
in
the
write
off
participation.
I
mean,
the
right
of
decision,
if
those
boards
make
an
important
decision,
they
have
a
duty
to
disclose
it
to
the
General
Service
Board
of
Trustees,
not
to
just
keep
it
at
their
board
level.
They
have
a
duty
to
disclose
it,
especially
if
it's
a
major
policy
change
or
an
action
that
that
implicates
one
of
the
warranties,
They
have
a
duty
to
disclose
it.
They're
not
different
than
a
delegate
or
anyone
else.
It
doesn't
say
this,
that
the
right
of
decision
doesn't
apply
to
the
AWS
and
Grapevine
Board.
And
that's
why
I
say
going
back
to
that
decision
last
year,
even
if
the
General
Service
Board
didn't
know
about
what
was
going
on
those
last
couple
of
weeks
of
April
2017,
even
if
only
a
couple
of
people
on
AWS,
I
was
the
chair.
I
had
no
knowledge
of
any
planned
litigation.
I
was
not
involved
in
any
meetings
or
conference
calls
about
planned
litigation.
In
fact,
to
me
it
was
a
non
issue.
I
want
that
book
as
far
away
from
the
general
service
office
as
possible.
I
wanted
it
then
and
now.
But
if
a
couple
of
people
on
AWS
went
to
the
67th
General
Service
Conference
knowing
that
they
were
going
to
do
this
weeks
after.
That
right
a
decision
says
that
they
should
have
transmitted
that
information
to
the
conference.
Concept
9.
Good
service
leaders,
together
with
sound
and
appropriate
methods
of
choosing
them,
are
at
all
levels
indispensable
for
our
future
functioning
and
safety.
The
primary
World
Service
leadership,
once
exercised
by
the
founders
of
AA,
must
necessarily
be
assumed
by
the
trustees
of
the
General
Service
Board.
We
need
good
people.
We
need
the
best,
whether
they're
publishing
experts
on
the
Grapevine,
management
experts
on
AWS,
the
best
appointed
committee
members
possible.
I'll
tell
a
little
story
and
one
of
the
people
that
was
in
my
interview
room,
I've
never
told
this
story
while
one
of
them
was
present,
but
one
of
them
is.
I
interviewed
four
times
to
be
a
non
trustee
director,
three
times
for
AWS,
one
time
for
Grapevine.
The
first
three
times
I
interviewed
I
thought
it
was
the
best
interviews
of
my
life.
I
thought
I
smoked
it.
I
remember
walking
outside
475
Riverside
Dr.
knowing
I
was
going
to
get
that
phone
call.
There
is
no
way
anyone
could
have
done
better
than
me.
And
guess
what?
There
was
no
way
anyone
could
have
done
worse
than
me,
right?
I
go
to
my
last
interview.
It's
September
of
2008.
I've
just
left
the
meeting
because
my
company
is
building
a
large
data
Center
for
a
company
that
used
to
be
called
Lehman
Brothers,
A
$200
million
data
Center
for
a
company
that
no
longer
exists.
I
work
in
the
insurance
side
of
the
construction
industry.
My
major
insurance
company
that
used
to
have
a
name
that
had
three
letters
that
now
has
a
name
that
has
three
letters
in
between
they
change
the
name.
But
that
there
was
question
that
that
insurance
company
was
going
to
fail,
which
would
mean
that
all
my
contracts
at
work
were
I
promised
that
my
insurance
would
have
a
certain
AM
best
rating
was
going
to
go
away.
For
the
prior
four
weeks,
I
had
done
nothing
except
work
around
those
issues.
I
showed
up
for
my
interview
and
usually
my
first
three
interviews.
It's
like
a
personality
disorder
clinic.
You
have
five
people
in
the
room.
You're
on
one
side
of
the
table
and
they
each
have
an
AA
pet
peeve.
You
have
your
literature
prophet
person,
your
7th
tradition
person,
your
singleness,
a
purpose
person,
your
I
mean
it's
like
and
you
just
go
around
the
room
and
they
fire
questions
at
you.
My
last
interview
changed
a
little
bit
because
a
man
named
John
S,
God
rest
his
soul,
passed
away.
He
asked
a
question
at
the
beginning
and
I'll
never
forget
it,
he
said.
Have
you
had
a
chance
to
look
at
our
recent
financials
and
is
there
anything
on
there
that
concerns
you?
And
I
remember
thinking
about
answering
that
question
and
I
said
yes
and
yes.
And
he
said
what
concerns
you
and,
and
I
said
it
appears
to
me
that
your
pension
is
an
out
of
control
freight
train
and
if
not
corrected
the
General
Service
Board
in
30
years
will
be
picking
up
the
pieces
because
it
is
way
past
time.
You
have
a
pension
that
is
built
for
a
time
that
no
longer
exists
in
the
world.
And
for
like
the
next
20
minutes
all
we
did
was
talk
about
that
subject.
And
I
remember
leaving
there
thinking
that
was
the
worst
interview
I've
ever
had
and
there
is
no
way
I'm
getting
chosen.
And
two
days
later
I
got
a
call
and
I
think
about
that
and
this
concept
because
as
of
January
1st,
2013,
all
employees
who
joined
GSO
are
in
the
new
retirement
program.
We
were
able
to
take
some
money
from
the
reserve
fund
and
move
it
over
to
our
pension
fund
to
stabilize
that
a
million
and
a
half
dollars.
A
couple
of
years
ago,
we
were
able
to
decrease
the
amount
of
money
that
AWS
and
the
Grapevine
needed
to
spend
because
when
you
look
in
2002
combined
AWS
and
the
Grapevine
spent
about
$400,000
that
they
deposited
a
year
into
the
pension
fund.
By
2009
and
10,
that
had
grown
to
$1.5
million,
an
extra
$1,000,000
needed
from
a
A
baskets
and
getting
worse.
So
I
realized
when
I
look
at
this,
sometimes
people
say
I
don't
know
why
that
person
gets
elected.
I
don't
know
why
that
person
got
selected.
Trust
that
the
board
knows
what
they
need,
they
know
their
own
gaps,
they
know
what
they
want
to
do
in
the
future.
So
I'll
just
say
quickly
in
Concepts
910,
all
1011
and
12,
which
I
could
give
a
four
hour
workshop
on.
I'll
close
with
saying
this.
There
are
a
couple
of
essays
in
those
concepts
that
I
love.
The
one
on
leadership.
There
are
a
couple
of
qualities
that
are
found
inside
those
essays.
There
are
a
couple
of
words
that
are
very
important.
I
want
to
say
those
words
are
vision,
tolerance,
flexibility
and
responsibility.
The
concepts
make
clear
that
those
four
qualities
or
a
bar
for
entry.
If
you
do
not
have
those
four
qualities,
you
will
not
be
an
effective
trustee
or
director
or
appointed
committee
member
or
staff
member.
I
heard
a
tape
of
a
past
trustee
who
I
never
got
to
meet,
but
he
gave
a
simple
math
equation
with
those
words
that
I've
taken
to
heart.
Vision
plus
responsibility
plus
flexibility.
Equal
responsibility,
lack
of
vision,
inflexibility.
Non
responsibility.
Yeah,
Note
intolerant.
No
flexibility,
lack
of
vision
equals
irresponsible.
That's
what
I
would
say
about
those
things.
And
in
my
experience,
if
you're
going
to
be
an
effective
a
a
leader,
you
have
to
be
flexible,
you
have
to
be
tolerant.
My
prayer
that
I
had
to
just
embrace
in
my
heart
still
today.
And
it
works
in
all
forms
of
life,
but
a,
A
gave
it
to
me
is
to
pray
to
be
tolerant
of
the
intolerant.
It's
my
hardest
job
in
life.
It's
my
hardest
job
in
life
everywhere,
every
aspect
of
my
life.
Even
a
I
have
to
pray
to
be
tolerant
of
the
intolerant
because
I
know
how
intolerant
I
could
be.
And
do
I
have
a
right
to
be
intolerant?
Do
I
have
a
right
to
be
not
flexible,
but
vision?
Vision
is
the
board's
number
one
job.
The
general
manager
and
the
staff
run
the
office
day-to-day.
The
board's
job
is
to
look
into
the
future.
This
is
A
we
want
to
get
to
B,
tell
the
staff
where
B
is
and
let
them
get
us
there.
So
I
know
I
went
a
little
over,
I
apologize,
but
this
is
a
tough,
tough
assignment.
But
I
would
suggest
again
to
tell
you
that
if
you've
not
been
through
the
traditions,
do
that
before
you
go
through
the
concepts.
Thank
you
very
much.