Young Peoples AA in Santa Cruz, CA
yeah
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can
microphone
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are
in
a
big
book
about
Friday's
a
lot
of
really
if
you
don't
have
to
worry
about
anything
we
want
to
find
out
but
nice
back
up
to
the
front
of
the
room
for
me
okay
I
hope
you
can
read
my
name
is
yeah
but
if
I
was
yeah
about
twenty
five
minutes
before
the
start
and
I
think
everybody
Saturday
night
when
I
got
that
would
be
alcoholic
I
want
to
do
it
right
yeah
really
B.
Riley
about
three
or
four
minutes
I
would
that
I
had
anything
to
and
I'm
I
never
really
really
excited
thank
you
if
I
can
help
anybody
else
that's
your
business
I
never
wanted
without
yeah
yeah
my
reputation
important
anybody
but
me
but
I
didn't
but
I
realized
that
the
language
I
did
not
find
objectionable
yeah
what
the
people
what
about
people
who
would
be
offended
yeah
everything
that
I
thank
you
yeah
the
thing
out
but
I
had
to
come
a
long
way
those
people
because
I
would
like
to
because
I
wanted
to
get
away
from
him
I
thank
god
please
help
I
looked
out
of
the
I'm
a
Latin
woman
the
wonderful
good
it
was
really
really
really
along
the
way
and
nothing
here's
what
I
want
to
know
how
to
do
the
language
and
I'm
and
I
I
yeah
I
used
to
have
thank
you
you're
likely
I
had
a
really
that
I
was
the
kind
of
quickly
exactly
I
don't
know
if
I
can
make
you
rich
I
have
to
wait
for
it
to
happen
yeah
in
my
face
anything
from
right
away
the
line
is
drawn
and
then
it
was
my
idea
for
both
okay
I
part
of
it
about
before
my
thirtieth
birthday
and
I
don't
think
the
problem
before
I
read
the
last
chapter
I'm
my
this
call
may
be
monitored
finally
talk
about
I
don't
know
why
so
I
got
I
didn't
realize
anything
that
part
of
my
disease
trying
to
read
someone
else's
life
that
with
complicating
my
life
with
roommate
that
I
had
working
your
first
meeting
hello
I
didn't
because
I
know
if
I
have
worked
in
the
anymore
I
believe
that
exactly
what
I
believe
what
three
things
yeah
when
what
happened
with
I
know
today
if
only
by
the
grace
of
god
that
I
heard
something
the
lady
knows
that
I
wanted
one
I
was
one
one
on
the
way
home
what
about
you
I
mean
I
you
can't
for
three
weeks
three
weeks
for
heating
what
I
needed
and
I
didn't
mean
that
I
didn't
I
got
into
Alcoholics
Anonymous
three
weeks
I
can
get
anybody
he
didn't
have
a
problem
four
days
here
in
the
front
the
third
one
it
was
that
simple
that
was
not
anything
with
you
know
even
my
if
you
do
not
think
you're
an
alcoholic
right
right
you
are
in
the
right
only
one
of
the
they
do
it
everything
around
in
your
yeah
yeah
there
are
differences
because
well
I
would
I
would
now
I'm
when
I
get
home
I'll
be
clean
and
I
don't
think
I
want
to
but
anyway
the
big
circle
of
life
you
know
you're
trying
to
get
me
in
awhile
but
anyway
some
I
never
learned
anything
from
the
I
remember
the
bathroom
flooring
and
you
know
you
for
the
call
when
I
called
you
look
at
the
back
royal
blue
logo
American
standard
American
and
I
can
hello
several
countries
you're
in
the
bathroom
you're
reasonably
comfortable
because
if
you
have
a
lot
of
like
I
did
you
have
like
and
it
would
probably
be
here
you
have
our
southwest
right
now
you
know
the
yeah
more
when
you
look
around
you
alone
your
call
I
have
a
lot
of
really
really
great
things
about
that
Nicole
well
probably
better
Hey
there
you
were
you
were
five
something
that
I
really
a
brand
new
day
right
now
your
it
anytime
you
want
the
greatest
thing
I've
got
going
for
myself
well
I
think
I'm
doing
it
was
really
like
right
okay
for
me
it's
really
fast
you
think
I'm
an
alcoholic
yeah
not
a
really
big
part
of
it
yeah
the
price
of
one
yeah
right
right
thank
god
everything
that
thank
you
I
thank
god
I
know
thank
god
I
got
out
I'm
never
going
to
have
a
lot
of
yeah
and
I'm
not
great
at
a
lot
of
times
in
the
face
this
is
the
not
really
a
lot
of
most
welcome
I
tomorrow
tomorrow
that
will
that
for
three
weeks
and
I
wouldn't
mind
it
if
you
have
your
by
the
way
yeah
a
great
and
it
was
probably
about
a
week
later
it's
wonderful
right
one
sorry
for
it
people
go
out
and
never
come
back
I
don't
want
to
quit
yeah
there's
nothing
you
can
the
end
of
the
every
maybe
going
today
but
I
didn't
really
have
to
find
a
job
god
our
and
then
when
I
moved
right
when
I
your
mother
could
make
you
an
alcoholic
either
way
well
I
according
to
my
education
but
I
have
a
lot
of
hi
but
I
do
a
lot
yep
roc
records
and
all
that
sort
of
thing
yeah
I
the
green
candle
what
do
you
think
of
the
right
what
I
wanted
to
be
in
my
call
I'm
I
think
because
all
I
don't
know
about
we
you
know
I'm
not
one
no
I
would
probably
have
to
become
a
Catholic
yeah
yeah
going
out
to
look
for
someone
to
do
and
I'm
when
I
was
away
from
the
alcohol
and
I
would
like
really
you
know
why
right
my
family
and
all
that
sort
of
thing
and
I
support
and
I
fell
into
that
one
it
was
morning
it
was
the
big
about
the
whole
thing
I
was
a
Catholic
girl
a
good
one
and
I
was
like
on
my
first
thank
you
for
calling
and
then
that
was
you
know
I
really
knew
that
I
had
a
that
was
a
real
feeling
it
is
a
feeling
that
I
got
a
really
really
probably
good
never
doing
really
doing
anything
wrong
what
about
hearing
where
really
the
living
you
are
here
in
my
little
thing
we
do
and
frankly
the
document
if
you
look
at
it
one
of
the
great
things
that
are
going
their
program
because
it
is
good
for
the
I
you
are
not
morally
responsible
for
anything
that
you
do
everything
immediately
after
yeah
you
wouldn't
you
do
to
the
best
of
your
ability
to
the
best
of
your
ability
and
willing
to
recommend
to
everyone
you've
ever
well
I'm
an
alcoholic
right
more
but
it's
about
I
did
really
good
the
first
time
I
did
something
that
I
want
and
then
I
wanted
to
do
again
I
can't
remember
right
right
now
it
happened
I
will
avoid
you
and
I
knew
that
was
one
of
the
larger
lies
I
mean
one
thing
I
am
I
will
not
in
the
parking
lot
it
happened
on
the
ground
I
never
knew
I
would
wonder
the
lucky
thing
you
didn't
no
matter
how
hard
we
cannot
what
is
the
other
what
are
you
yeah
it
was
the
only
thing
why
at
that
time
he
had
already
started
drinking
I
remember
the
first
time
I
drank
a
lot
of
really
alcoholic
what
a
lot
of
it
was
a
lot
of
I
remember
my
mother
decided
I
do
a
lot
more
popular
and
I
agree
really
if
I
was
if
I
was
you
know
I'm
the
one
and
your
readers
press
I
zero
if
you
really
didn't
right
you
feel
like
I
think
that
I
would
write
but
anyway
I
went
on
right
right
the
group
and
number
one
I
never
with
the
date
of
the
open
the
pharmaceutical
I
wanted
for
about
three
years
long
right
one
thing
one
of
the
I
would
long
one
something
a
lot
of
years
I
got
my
wife
and
I
he
recorded
I
wouldn't
and
EPA
I
never
got
enough
to
drink
I
remember
putting
my
feet
on
the
wall
really
good
you
never
know
when
you're
done
yeah
yeah
a
lot
of
they
never
even
have
a
clue
very
very
very
really
everything
about
right
because
when
you
get
a
lot
the
next
morning
I
woke
up
and
I
I'm
never
going
back
that
moment
when
I
decided
not
to
bring
that
was
the
weather
everybody
thought
they
were
going
to
die
the
night
before
with
all
right
it
was
yeah
so
I
could
get
about
the
thing
that
would
not
well
you
know
what
finally
worked
really
good
it
was
not
really
at
the
very
beginning
you
can
hear
me
yeah
hello
the
group
thousands
of
years
old
the
part
but
we
understand
that
alcohol
and
we
have
to
not
to
begin
thank
finally
I
went
over
your
head
so
when
I
guardedly
but
I
would
never
welcome
to
drink
alcohol
yeah
one
one
one
of
the
three
you
want
to
drink
you
will
never
come
before
coming
but
I
think
if
you
got
a
problem
you
quit
I
Dr
I
want
right
and
the
people
you
right
really
the
dance
floor
with
a
wide
one
group
of
people
the
people
who
have
been
on
the
floor
what
we
would
where
yeah
me
with
yeah
and
I'm
my
own
best
interests
at
heart
we
got
a
problem
I
think
that
it's
really
important
that
you
wanted
and
you
have
ever
been
somebody
right
everybody
and
that
you
love
and
I
find
it
hard
to
do
you
Love
Me
the
when
I
finally
hello
I
found
what
I
needed
yeah
right
I
have
a
more
in
the
group
three
years
ago
whatever
I
either
I'm
willing
to
do
I
would
rather
that
some
people
call
it
a
real
when
I
get
that
I
don't
even
have
a
yeah
I
did
a
lot
I
don't
I
don't
I
never
know
would
call
I
go
to
them
there
it
doesn't
matter
open
right
now
well
it
doesn't
even
have
to
be
whatever
the
hell
the
problem
is
I
think
I
know
what
the
problem
was
I
would
I
don't
think
what
about
it
I
would
have
preferred
my
pride
I
think
it's
really
important
never
really
done
the
great
tool
Alcoholics
Anonymous
in
my
opinion
I'm
living
organisms
every
everything
a
lot
of
through
the
group
the
only
thing
we
have
to
do
when
I
do
that
but
I
definitely
if
I
did
but
I
always
want
to
play
right
after
I
don't
anybody
trying
to
help
they're
all
very
whatever
it
is
being
an
alcoholic
I
wanna
be
here
good
evening
for
the
rest
of
my
life
right
when
I
thought
I
was
like
I
got
I
got
one
more
record
breaking
down
the
I'd
like
to
have
a
great
no
I
with
with
I
like
that
I
want
to
go
don't
say
anything
about
it
hello
when
I
come
home
doing
the
people
anyway
nobody
said
anything
you're
the
only
one
we
don't
like
correct
I
think
do
I
believe
David
with
the
women
yeah
I
agree
with
it
wholeheartedly
I
have
women
and
we
are
really
a
lot
of
very
very
rarely
a
long
time
ago
the
people
in
California
when
I
bought
it
from
the
other
no
thirty
days
yeah
I'm
not
gonna
call
when
they
I'm
gonna
call
the
women
that
I
yeah
for
the
people
right
you
know
what
I
I
don't
know
what
a
lot
of
numbers
I
found
out
that
they
were
human
I
never
realized
that
I
really
program
there
were
the
one
with
the
power
our
farmers
everything
whatever
it
was
so
when
I
got
here
and
I
thought
there
is
a
twenty
four
hour
right
are
you
need
a
real
there
are
many
different
but
they
didn't
but
they
didn't
feel
the
biggest
your
there
are
a
lot
of
women
today
the
bride
and
groom
not
of
course
anyway
without
heart
people
who
right
they
have
greater
problems
when
I
will
go
for
it
all
my
life
I
know
it's
a
whole
separate
from
other
human
I
don't
I
want
to
be
over
with
I
don't
think
it's
harder
for
me
to
not
it
is
your
work
what
do
you
I'll
never
forget
it
I
could
borrow
but
I
have
built
a
wall
well
the
baffling
one
million
and
I
believe
that
when
I
came
down
the
hallway
all
for
myself
your
family
life
one
I
have
a
hard
you
know
I
work
the
program
if
I
ever
did
anything
I
was
not
involved
I
was
terrified
of
everyone
indiscriminate
I
was
in
my
car
the
window
on
the
farm
you
know
they
can't
take
anything
anymore
hi
I
do
not
when
I
was
a
little
over
a
year
the
guys
going
out
with
people
that
identify
themselves
why
are
you
when
I
spoke
a
lot
where
they
grow
don't
get
now
you
know
background
like
it
was
nothing
yeah
put
you
in
another
world
there
are
several
I
get
the
card
it's
very
and
everything
right
that
would
be
one
of
your
claim
for
dynamite
during
my
thank
your
for
you
real
you
for
your
you're
going
to
have
you
with
if
you
want
to
grow
in
the
light
of
god
when
they
grow
everything
your
right
the
greater
ability
your
ability
if
you
we
all
know
what
everyone
is
everything
right
I'm
not
what
are
your
that
everything
I
know
that
most
of
the
things
that
I'm
unhappy
about
in
the
thing
about
that
your
life
but
it
probably
not
happening
to
you
directly
you
have
decided
because
I
know
more
about
it
I
don't
think
right
there
are
a
lot
of
people
they
don't
have
a
lot
of
fear
about
god
reporter
what
I
need
to
hear
refilled
my
I
have
what
I
call
it
in
order
I
would
right
right
but
the
only
and
I
would
I
was
afraid
they
wouldn't
run
well
you
know
whatever
it
was
that
I
thought
I
could
live
another
right
with
right
I
I
always
that
I
found
in
my
house
one
day
that
I
am
going
to
live
forever
prior
and
do
you
like
this
I
wanna
go
on
anymore
it
was
not
I
want
that
would
on
my
keyboard
right
you
feel
quite
right
if
you
could
really
from
today
you
are
you're
right
there
with
my
I
came
to
find
out
but
I
knew
I
would
I
would
not
you
know
three
years
I
don't
know
how
you
were
born
and
by
god
it
happened
here
is
more
the
part
where
you
don't
get
nothing
we're
very
happy
enough
people
and
working
with
working
I
never
heard
anybody
say
where
you're
ready
yeah
what
about
one
time
I
I
would
come
home
from
a
meeting
around
when
I
got
right
right
I
don't
believe
he
got
mad
I
don't
but
before
I
didn't
feel
like
do
you
want
every
when
I
walked
out
on
that
out
everything
online
I
don't
live
my
whole
life
with
the
back
door
open
for
the
very
first
but
every
I
don't
like
the
way
things
are
going
I
think
by
her
name
was
are
you
everything
I
couldn't
stand
another
but
I
never
I
would
you
know
what
do
I
think
that
when
I
did
what
I
couldn't
do
it
with
your
are
you
people
that
are
watering
down
but
you
know
with
a
few
feelings
I
was
really
frightened
by
those
what
are
the
only
you
know
we're
right
good
morning
but
really
we're
not
an
involuntary
I
would
because
for
myself
you
know
I
would
do
if
I
don't
buy
talk
about
you
know
the
profits
only
one
right
anyway
the
woman
was
laughing
about
that
later
well
find
out
you
know
we
the
group
if
you
know
about
my
I
don't
if
you
need
to
know
what
our
and
I
found
out
that
that
would
grow
I
used
to
think
that
we
cannot
import
he
right
you
will
feel
more
grading
right
about
are
you
guys
I
don't
know
one
of
the
twenty
right
yeah
the
morning
drinker
but
I
didn't
one
forty
dollars
every
month
eight
in
the
morning
in
the
morning
right
yeah
but
it's
not
like
you
guys
I
always
but
I
never
did
I'm
not
every
I'm
thinking
you
don't
belong
here
I'm
going
to
need
we're
going
to
here
in
the
back
no
one
in
the
world
right
a
lot
of
if
you
want
to
talk
about
before
they
get
to
the
first
alcoholic
we
right
the
firm
in
recovery
about
the
first
to
the
best
of
my
ability
the
police
but
I
think
you
know
how
hard
it
is
in
my
opinion
absolutely
read
today
that
really
I
believe
that
very
poorly
I'm
an
alcoholic
related
or
not
that
sounds
weird
but
it
alcoholic
you
know
I
don't
like
somebody
else
right
right
with
the
accident
that
I
got
here
any
other
way
during
my
I
would
never
I
never
I
never
I
never
I
thought
I
could
not
a
lot
of
other
alcoholic
you're
welcome
the
end
of
the
bar
all
the
really
but
if
there
were
I
would
be
an
alcoholic
I
haven't
really
got
anything
to
do
with
our
it
was
really
important
to
look
at
a
separate
really
doesn't
have
anything
to
do
with
my
recovery
has
everything
the
only
know
by
welcome
great
right
now
it
has
not
been
I
thank
you
very
much
right
because
we
are
what
happens
to
your
body
making
other
plans
right
I
would
I
want
I
was
born
to
be
over
program
to
be
only
going
to
continue
with
the
variety
I
am
a
little
more
really
in
a
whatever
my
Mary
Ellen
Hawaii
New
York
sorry
thank
god
a
lot
of
a
lot
of
the
right
I
know
remote
three
years
right
yeah
I
have
today
I
think
a
lot
of
right
we
look
at
ourselves
the
program
I
would
like
okay
working
on
her
program
predicated
on
the
you
have
to
be
here
I
will
love
you
for
life
right
okay
yeah
thank
god
for
you
are
really
ninety
three
days
thirty
four
but
anyway
no
matter
how
many
miles
I
believe
there
was
a
break
about
what
well
we
don't
lose
our
own
I
am
with
a
whole
lot
I
want
California
I
don't
know
about
you
I
got
over
here
you
I
have
a
responsibility
the
when
I
got
here
the
program
about
I
believe
there
was
a
drink
of
alcohol
what
we
don't
lose
our
own
I
am
with
a
whole
lot
we
have
I
want
we
every
year
I
believe
I
am
a
little
here
right
if
you
are
I
think
we
all
right
now
here
yeah
without
looking
for
other
things
to
do
the
same
looking
for
the
things
that
are
different
from
here
the
word
alcohol
and
one
of
the
day
you
die
we're
going
again
I
found
it
I
got
it
the
card
nobody
ever
well
yeah
girl
and
I
think
the
guy
was
I'm
glad
I
thank
you
for
making
a
call
on