Chuck C. from Laguna Beach, CA doing his workshop "A New Pair of Glasses" at the Pala Mesa Retreat
now
read
in
the
government
I'm
in
the
bathroom
security
there
is
thank
you
and
I
think
that
will
actually
sure
because
we
have
a
job
but
we
have
to
go
in
the
bank
this
is
that
is
the
everything
well
do
you
believe
that's
one
of
the
greatest
living
lessons
I
have
ever
because
there's
never
been
that
way
since
then
gotten
our
but
I
haven't
known
romance
with
my
own
relationship
with
my
and
so
yes
one
day
we're
second
at
a
time
is
one
of
the
now
the
only
thing
black
that
we
do
not
make
appointments
for
next
year
see
my
calendar
you
know
what
I'm
talking
about
we
don't
know
what
we're
going
to
do
tomorrow
and
the
business
world
that
it
will
blow
his
job
today
and
tomorrow
job
tomorrow
I
would
get
a
mixed
up
I
understand
I
can
stand
that
gentleman
guided
and
I'm
going
to
do
that
I
don't
lose
a
lot
of
the
stuff
that
but
remember
thank
god
remain
foundation
of
the
earth
that's
not
my
as
and
jar
that
I
act
like
he's
cute
that
is
very
I
wanna
rather
come
into
my
inheritance
and
is
that
it's
my
business
to
go
about
his
business
edit
okay
now
we
have
one
more
second
this
is
the
only
one
I
have
taken
over
that
and
it
was
your
fault
so
I'm
a
national
god
bless
you
don't
have
to
do
a
little
bit
because
but
I'm
glad
about
the
products
and
the
staff
there
for
a
little
while
and
it's
the
greatest
my
story
all
good
things
have
children
in
the
U.
S.
but
in
thank
you
again
just
write
me
just
getting
not
the
end
all
I
want
to
thank
you
gentlemen
coming
down
here
I
don't
believe
that
we
get
our
hands
a
group
of
men
that
would
have
been
more
through
our
purpose
the
no
wonder
you're
there's
a
fabulous
but
the
guy
more
than
a
most
amazing
beautiful
weekend
but
a
lot
of
love
in
that
round
in
the
reading
room
and
then
they
are
vality
room
a
lot
of
love
this
visit
is
that
actually
well
as
far
as
I'm
concerned
I've
never
been
through
anything
that
is
more
near
the
right
then
this
is
for
me
and
I
thank
you
very
much
seven
I
want
the
agreement
yeah
and
should
we
have
Bob
the
bagel
and
John
green
and
how
that
route
that
a
lot
of
work
gone
into
this
and
they
did
it
well
yeah
why
not
hello
back
they
would
go
back
I
can
think
of
nothing
that
I
am
not
able
to
say
when
I
got
down
here
that
I
haven't
sometimes
use
our
is
that
we've
been
together
good
we've
talked
about
this
thing
not
Christmas
never
get
through
because
there's
there's
no
way
that
you
can
get
through
talking
about
this
one
of
the
greatest
things
about
being
getting
older
and
non
is
the
memories
that
girl
over
the
years
the
memories
the
groups
is
that
we
have
one
with
another
as
we
go
along
I
remember
when
we
went
to
Toronto
five
for
their
national
up
there
all
there's
nobody
in
the
name
of
Frank
McLean
from
Edmonton
I
met
Frank
number
of
years
for
and
the
rich
but
I'd
be
recruiting
and
I
was
hoping
it
would
wind
up
there
with
Frank
might
be
the
and
you
can
and
when
I
bought
it
immediately
want
coffee
and
we
sat
down
and
talked
and
I
told
him
not
all
to
me
that
and
I
hello
yeah
I
was
thinking
about
the
poll
five
years
ago
I
said
to
myself
I
have
been
enough
I've
done
my
stint
I'm
going
to
make
it
easier
let
the
other
guys
have
it
now
I've
done
my
thing
and
I
was
happy
coming
up
that
I
hadn't
done
that
because
that
is
that
the
last
five
years
has
been
the
greatest
privilege
of
my
own
go
and
a
good
man
and
franchise
in
the
set
and
you
should
not
go
down
your
and
all
the
way
down
I
was
thanking
god
that
remains
active
and
although
it's
not
because
of
that
that
that
that
the
last
two
years
of
my
so
and
I'm
sure
that
one
of
the
great
spiritual
values
of
things
like
this
the
memories
that
will
eventually
the
years
yes
I
worked
very
very
well
one
with
another
love
it's
a
beautiful
thing
I
don't
want
to
go
no
big
deal
this
is
a
no
big
deal
people
don't
get
the
wrong
funded
this
there
will
on
intellectual
knowledge
Hey
no
big
deal
delivery
of
better
things
other
things
you
remember
there's
a
guy
came
up
to
me
twenty
some
years
ago
N.
Klamath
and
I
believe
regardless
then
ever
sell
your
call
six
four
five
and
I
never
stand
straight
up
and
it
is
like
that
written
on
it
I
know
I
know
the
dog
he
came
up
to
me
and
if
you
will
like
to
breweries
now
I
want
to
I
know
what
you
should
and
I'm
not
going
to
have
to
drink
a
little
and
every
Christmas
from
that
time
however
the
advent
on
Christmas
day
I
got
a
call
from
hello
if
you
don't
take
it
personally
we
don't
take
that
break
thank
you
good
luck
in
front
of
some
of
the
Mary
I
heard
what
you
said
and
I
don't
have
they
make
reference
to
break
add
value
someone
shared
with
you
before
we
go
in
the
slash
businesses
today
may
I
say
this
but
the
more
real
to
me
than
it
ever
was
twenty
some
odd
years
ago
I've
got
a
Sunday
night
in
Highland
Park
and
after
the
meeting
there
were
four
or
five
other
Stan
Miller
the
room
with
their
arms
around
each
other's
shoulders
I
haven't
done
that
I
let
me
get
a
man
be
how
lucky
can
a
man
be
how
fortunes
can
you
let
it
come
to
end
badly
needed
itself
could
have
a
life
like
this
how
fortune
could
be
I
want
anything
I'm
look
to
manage
the
fifth
you
did
not
make
I
don't
look
to
me
reading
books
because
I
don't
understand
the
man
of
god
he
said
they
don't
know
nothing
about
the
Bible
but
no
man
can
take
away
from
when
I
do
the
simple
things
one
day
at
a
time
that
the
mother
I
DO
clean
inside
and
good
things
happen
in
my
life
then
when
I
got
up
I've
done
no
never
read
notebooking
okay
that's
the
very
essence
of
all
of
the
rhetoric
that's
why
we
will
rock
that
we
might
be
a
clean
inside
and
they
have
good
things
happen
in
their
lives
and
about
three
four
years
ago
I
was
out
in
Highland
Park
group
and
any
hawthorn
woods
there
and
I
think
I'm
ready
within
that
group
not
like
when
this
monkey
said
I
made
it
Dr
to
speak
away
as
well
on
the
way
out
I
know
do
you
remember
who
it
was
that
the
I
never
read
the
book
I'm
a
big
no
out
of
all
and
it
came
back
these
entered
me
no
it
was
it
was
it
twenty
five
years
or
so
so
Innisbrook
that
I
would
and
yet
some
place
I
don't
know
where
and
it
could
have
been
me
he
said
you
know
what's
a
hardwood
floor
and
got
and
I
didn't
want
right
I
will
get
the
hell
out
of
it
and
I
thought
to
myself
I'm
going
to
have
to
listen
to
an
hour
some
explanation
of
why
it's
so
hard
for
fun
go
and
I
I
couldn't
get
away
from
it
I
have
to
say
no
why
not
approach
because
the
law
hello
come
back
home
and
with
nine
guys
always
been
there
we've
been
away
by
the
name
of
big
Smith
read
with
them
let
me
see
if
any
kind
of
a
joke
a
gunman
guided
go
weak
car
the
end
of
the
year
buildings
I
couldn't
have
a
better
one
lead
with
about
that
much
longer
yeah
they
need
while
we
can
up
on
somebody
read
again
in
a
meeting
and
I
thought
right
but
there
was
and
a
little
plaque
on
the
I
need
to
pick
it
up
in
the
hospital
down
in
it
is
and
the
fact
that
it's
not
as
close
to
god
as
you
once
were
as
you
would
like
to
be
make
no
mistake
you're
the
one
that
moved
thank
you
we
are
we
value
the
medical
refunded
god
all
we've
been
there
we've
been
away
right
now
I
have
very
good
over
the
years
I
don't
know
where
it
came
from
I
don't
know
what
but
I
really
do
I
remember
the
story
already
that's
what
this
is
about
three
to
three
well
then
good
really
good
if
they
had
breakfast
there
wouldn't
have
been
able
to
play
around
a
big
one
good
morning
boys
it's
fine
this
morning
well
and
it's
got
to
go
through
with
many
well
spoke
about
water
what
do
you
know
what
I
know
about
you
will
inevitably
well
I'm
all
over
the
Pacific
Ocean
for
one
and
what
they
learned
then
moved
and
that
they
be
that
now
there
will
be
a
live
story
hi
I
am
my
own
interpretation
of
some
of
you
might
not
think
I
have
the
right
to
change
it
a
little
but
I'm
sure
and
so
it
and
good
and
your
community
and
our
relationship
got
than
anything
I've
ever
seen
so
the
body
does
at
a
time
when
I've
read
well
the
man
had
two
sons
and
when
I
did
that
I'm
in
my
I
will
not
on
Hollywood's
they
do
I
think
that
is
a
big
deal
but
there
well
you
pick
your
industry
thank
the
that
there
well
let
me
reminder
the
product
is
Hey
wait
a
minute
the
will
they
we're
right
here
your
home
away
from
your
family
yeah
global
the
blonde
with
a
bottle
of
my
any
they
don't
do
that
one
and
it
is
a
good
and
when
away
from
home
in
one
country
and
we're
concerned
that
it
would
be
that
might
not
fit
you
but
it
fits
me
pretty
well
usually
like
thank
the
only
drivers
living
all
the
remaining
famine
in
the
land
and
it
will
every
bullet
could
understand
the
family
let
me
go
over
drunk
bye
bye
not
once
again
right
I
have
been
very
with
got
it
I
don't
balance
like
that
no
more
that
the
family
so
they
could
I
have
been
all
the
landlord
did
you
come
back
home
good
luck
and
I've
got
this
in
that
country
would
you
we
recommend
that
guarantees
doctors
that
great
great
he
went
to
a
man
in
that
country
and
I
don't
know
I
need
to
good
job
and
then
the
big
because
well
I've
got
a
story
and
I
did
not
do
it
do
then
when
well
it
is
because
that
means
the
guy
was
down
low
low
down
we
have
an
import
Rebello
bottom
hello
Bob
then
the
big
he
got
angry
and
that's
a
big
no
man
given
to
him
beyond
human
health
and
not
even
to
him
no
human
could
rid
itself
of
the
same
thing
with
everything
gone
it's
good
that
it
bothers
not
with
plenty
of
thank
overly
done
in
but
I
couldn't
go
back
to
my
father
look
bad
I'm
like
do
you
recognise
with
I'm
done
I
couldn't
do
that
I
couldn't
do
that
condemnation
that
goes
with
the
disease
of
alcoholism
how
do
we
condemn
ourselves
how
we
did
it
ourselves
for
the
film
we
were
making
in
the
business
but
it
wasn't
him
members
that
back
with
the
club
well
good
luck
making
that
up
there
were
eleven
allowed
Melanie
was
and
he
said
to
himself
I'm
real
medical
and
I'm
not
it's
but
the
word
back
on
but
he
said
I'm
one
of
but
instead
the
the
dollar
alive
and
go
to
my
father
we
made
the
with
one
of
our
lives
that
my
life
it's
my
story
and
your
story
the
so
I
got
up
and
started
now
you
know
a
lot
about
it
here's
the
thing
it's
self
this
is
the
of
our
program
the
magnet
made
decisions
start
home
and
the
father
not
an
immediate
hi
this
is
Ben
along
with
all
and
the
man
to
relook
at
somebody
and
I
could
not
what
we
looking
for
well
look
at
and
everything
about
that
man
changed
in
the
twinkling
lights
I
would
hope
but
wherever
we
need
about
because
it
was
obvious
that
he
was
glad
I
was
there
when
everybody
that
knew
me
wouldn't
even
fit
on
my
own
flesh
and
blood
wouldn't
have
anything
to
do
with
I
never
I
was
there
they
needed
at
I
would
vote
again
there's
nobody
that
it
is
what
they
got
cool
you're
in
the
right
place
Hey
Doug
may
not
mislead
you
will
meet
me
soon
you
had
already
found
your
way
I
didn't
know
you
but
you
knew
me
because
they're
not
all
that
I
didn't
make
any
difference
you
didn't
ask
me
about
hot
well
I
was
in
bed
with
the
law
if
I
owed
money
if
I
had
colonel
revenue
there's
no
sense
to
me
the
we
should
take
off
your
hat
and
coach
in
the
right
place
I
am
the
father
of
the
get
a
long
ways
off
I
got
a
gun
what
about
the
quote
at
the
end
in
the
business
but
in
the
end
did
not
even
tell
I've
got
I've
got
directed
on
you
right
yeah
a
bomb
you
know
good
I've
got
it
I've
known
you
know
everybody
right
when
you
get
a
good
laugh
back
here
on
the
back
forty
but
in
the
press
good
job
twenty
five
years
now
right
in
and
out
and
back
into
a
lot
of
he
didn't
say
that
the
I
need
them
but
we
can
all
live
no
beginning
and
no
end
I
don't
I
need
okay
one
I
need
not
a
lot
he
was
lost
I
need
a
medical
your
available
no
condemnation
no
man
no
argument
the
love
of
the
father
you're
not
having
run
out
of
room
resource
I
have
been
privileged
to
wonder
and
another
meeting
and
and
to
find
it
thanks
for
but
the
we
come
home
that
is
not
normal
walk
along
it
is
not
normal
to
walk
alone
no
I'm
afraid
to
walk
down
the
road
of
life
with
I
think
the
whole
phone
with
another
in
love
this
is
normal
normally
bring
the
father's
house
well
I
know
the
law
would
and
darkness
is
Kamal
good
day
hi
everyone
meeting
and
find
ourselves
in
each
other
and
got
but
even
this
what
a
fabulous
thing
in
it
now
recognize
my
problem
thirty
seven
years
before
coming
here
and
that's
thirty
nine
years
thirty
nine
year
and
in
nine
years
we
are
men
and
women
have
died
of
the
name
that
I
had
our
product
because
they
didn't
find
it
very
mmhm
there
are
many
dial
now
I
almost
didn't
write
a
shot
right
here
dying
of
the
disease
about
and
they
don't
know
they
don't
we
might
be
a
good
job
how
come
we
were
fortunate
and
there's
no
one
that
we
were
add
Mike
Alfa
having
over
ten
thousand
six
Hundred
Days
one
day
at
a
time
the
private
life
of
anybody
ever
being
Babylon
through
a
grueling
satisfactory
partnership
of
the
living
god
made
in
the
entire
business
with
what
trends
why
called
other
life
why
but
back
to
being
the
French
for
then
all
of
a
add
this
message
the
alcoholic
what
are
we
that
we
have
a
lifetime
job
outline
for
well
well
done
mitigation
I
don't
know
who
would
be
most
grateful
for
a
two
I
don't
know
because
I
didn't
come
here
to
find
god
I
didn't
come
here
to
get
my
life
back
thank
but
after
thirty
years
and
I
couldn't
find
because
I
had
a
located
someplace
else
when
I
came
here
to
find
out
I
would
have
wanted
to
well
I
think
you
and
like
you
yeah
and
click
the
open
but
more
than
that
more
than
that
they
love
but
I
didn't
know
but
they
know
me
they
know
me
you
see
as
I
am
capable
of
doing
it
I
date
this
thank
with
hello
make
and
again
and
again
and
again
your
guide
yeah
we
all
are
with
us
because
you're
the
guy
let
me
back
to
health
that
would
that
could
not
do
alone
and
love
on
me
that
I
became
I
hope
away
back
read
god
is
love
god
van
that
I
bought
in
love
abide
it
then
got
and
god
not
by
him
and
they
could
be
looking
at
the
I
love
it
thank
you
all
right
good
we
begin
with
the
and
I
will
never
forget
it
because
that
is
going
to
be
with
me
for
the
rest
of
my
life
thank
you
again
and
I
have
to
do
it
look
in
the
eyes
of
the
public
like
this
did
he
my
gosh
thank
you
very
much