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yeah my name is Billy and I'm an addict alcoholic

thank you for the time that was really

if you want to know that

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are you there

you know that you know that you have a dog

a very important program

you know my thoughts drifting over here and I told the guy that I work that way you know I got my

I think that's where I get a lot of my

I can not

I don't like that you don't know about that probably not

what you want

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you know it

born in Canada

when I got

I would like to thank the people who send in my

one hundred people and I want to thank you because this is an incredible honor

hello thank you for the wonderful yeah and that it's a long way from the Fillmore

I have a long way from that no more hi yeah I grew up in helping out the Fillmore

I had a bad attitude

I always think about how

when I was three years old I lost my mother online I don't know the name of the Alcoholics Anonymous and I remember

welcome home and that's the only way out of the way that my mother

they had been drinking at all always remember that right down the hall welcome to the

got it

do you think that I have read of a band then we'll get into that later

my father my mother was in her last name is spelled

right now I don't know why

my mother because they call they're not

you know I'm not paying anything to come

I think it's

but you know I've got thirty minutes thirty minutes to tell you about my life and I have

it's interesting when I've been there with you

I'm not even

I don't know how to do that

if you

about what you gotta do is go back

because god is great with

and then

yeah he stayed here

I'm not going to tell you how I did one

I'm going to tell you about my life

hello

in my life

so they won't be allowed to leave now

when I was nine or ten years old I grew up learning about about how

I didn't grow up with the kind of people that have you ever lived in a moment

always living in the

when I was ten years

and I didn't

I would I would I would get someone and I can't do what I did I'm a carpenter and I couldn't make a living

if they didn't and I didn't know if I had an

thank god I can get out

I don't know I think you can

you got to get it out

yeah

so I had my old beat up Ford

the nineteen

and I have a little brother a lot of cars behind all the headlines

without having any of the people that you grow up

what I want to be one of

okay what I wanted in life

ten years old I needed I didn't have to do an alcoholic I knew I didn't want to be

if you want to live in a

Alcoholics Anonymous I don't live in

you know

you know and now we can all learn

follow up on things that

all I could you give it to them and they

they put the lid back on the

and I don't know what they were going to get by but it was

five hour nap even across the board about how they had it down a little

because

more than four or five hours

we're going to go have a quick one and be right back and it was already done when I was out on the

by the way

but that there was

the

then I thought that

our bottom line

it was like the

the bottom line

it was awful

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where what is out there

do you know what I mean by that

you didn't even know what it felt like when I went down the wind right out of

I have been out of my out of my ears and I couldn't agree

what I believe happened welcome home and it only happened

you have

because it burned all the way around thank god my god my god I wouldn't

I work for a long time

I was

yeah

what

hello I remember without

I have a problem with the lender

don't we all

no no not at all

I am living

you know the Korean down now but it was

kind of like the kind of they have a kind of balcony but they haven't come up with like family and stuff like that

I thank you from

but what you learn is that

is it your

who doesn't love them hello

how much is seven years old I had this vehicle I would rather go down off the ground

right now

I know I did not

I am going to do but then you get on I looked up at him and he's not going to go to work right online or something like that

I didn't live there and now you're not alone

okay well what I

good bye

and I looked at it that way than I could because I wanted to do with that

I got

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ninety five years old

and I had the problems with

you know I you know I know I had a problem with the fact that I was warming up the hallway my mother died my father didn't

my mother

that would have

the problem

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thank you John for another

right

and my dad didn't get even without their family because they remember my mother

because he would be covered by the program

so we got we got a

my mother walking with my

what do you think that behind that I hope we didn't

in my life going up to the woman and alcoholism we would like to get my hands because my little brother

the card is that alcohol and drugs

the woman alcohol

and I I got to remember because I didn't want

I haven't done the math is already

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the room

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because

I thank all of the car

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I was an alcoholic

my

of my life

local

and I am a lesbian

you know

and I don't know what kind of a little

yeah my heart my heart

you know and I feel

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yeah

on the

during my time at Nagapattinam

well I I would I would have the right number

in order to get that out of the world I can get on

hello everyone

I had to keep the crime down by looking on the

what happens when I get a little bit now now this is a little

this one happened in my life

and I will remove everything now how long will that well don't

but what we do

I

I was

over the lives of others

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do you

and I get a lot of really

I'm not going to give you a lot

that's why I always get

in front of the

you know and you know I mean you know I don't understand yeah we're right now we have trouble with god but how many of the

yeah

do you think that

I'm gonna tell you got my last

I don't know what the hell you know

with my little brother

the valley or

you couldn't help but

the

I did that night

that is an awful

and I don't know they don't have it you know

I think they would know you know what we're doing

yeah

and I was feeling a little bit of a does that not

did you know that really

you know they

I have a letter

you can go out with them

and then we

thanks a lot

my feet

you can

everybody dies and you know

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this is the third player in the world

because I don't want

and now

how many people live in the house you can but I haven't

when the

that's the way that I think that

background in my name I'm finding

I didn't want anybody would want to do

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and you know what happened

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they just got

hi my name's don not everybody in the room

people

I think one

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and

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you got

I'm a board member and I'm here with you

they can have yeah if you can give me the number

yeah

and I didn't get

now I don't know why because that was that was that was my that was my car I thank

no I didn't belong

because I couldn't live with the consequences of never ever done anything wrong I could not fathom

because I felt a lot a lot of a lot of a lot of her

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I couldn't grasp

I couldn't

if you are the victim because I've got a lot of time together without the power

right now than at any

how long

yeah

again I want

we have a hard time and if you can keep coming back

no matter what

and in my life now that I've been going to move around a lot of stories about

not a problem but then I got up more than what you want to go to the bar

for all the right

yeah I don't remember

we want to have

I got it I got here when I well I I

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I want you to know that in my email and

in the morning and I

come and

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and I kinda woke up

all right not be anybody

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does not have on it

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in the back room with a king

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okay

about two hours on the line and we'll

well done

I think people don't look like they're not the kind of people you

my mind

if you look

my mind going to the people that don't know right now

and I went on one night well you know what not

I'm one of those numbers and call those people

and I did my head on it I haven't had one of those little numbers with all crumpled up in the corner the brother one

when I arrived got it out

and I will say I am overwhelmed

I've made it around I had it done right now back in the

I called him and I said no more number one yeah I remember you

yeah

and I said you know what you're talking about that

if you come over right away I'll go to

the one I remember when I was going to come up and

about ninety nine

both of the programs that

I realize not everybody wants

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don't call reality hello this is Emma

yeah I've been there hello

I woke up and I was in my

we know what hard right

many hours

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yeah you know

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and I played it for about forty minutes

I don't even want a lot of pain and then

you know

a lot of

all over the world and somebody had

pardon

over

did you know that

down

down to the board

I don't want

what happened in the big book of Alcoholics Anonymous

the card

he'll likely get better facilities and

come on I want you to know that on my last

I do have a little more from here on out

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yeah yeah

well now that I got it now and when I go down the route

my life

however

yeah hi

welcome to the

welcome

how did you find out

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I'm working on and I've got a group I would not know about the company cook someone

but I don't think I'm an alcoholic

yeah it's about

cool

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but I want

not only will those valuable

what we're going

hello

hello I want to learn about a power line the woman for corporate

help me god

I don't remember but for whatever

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global program

we're going to go

about anybody else

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in the real world

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remember in my life

right

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hello

I spoke with her mom

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but I don't wanna grow

you know it's kind of

and I you know I was among the

when I was in the hospital I had never worked

however once over and over more than one million committed suicide and I grew up looking like a

but it was cool

hello hello

when I was little I learned

bye for now

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can't believe it

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so what we're going to

I can't

we can

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when I

no no no no

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and I lied and I never

because I didn't know how to deal with people that don't know how

our lives are going to remember remember grew over

you know

gone through a lot

I want to hear

yeah

on Saturday the first time I'd ever heard

that can help me on that one

yeah I had someone in my company

no one knows

and I want to go ahead with my customers

it was only one on the loan

because I didn't know how to write

with that out

god

home

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because god knows how

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hello

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I just had a bad back

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two years

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and I live

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why bother

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I remember when I

so what I did is I went from the

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hello

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you could call me

the morning from Stockton Boulevard around

and I tell you know I didn't

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when I was

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and I don't know there are over but I

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because it's

but I don't have time but whatever

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