3rd Buckeye Roundup in Cincinnati, OH
the
grace
of
god
twenty
seven
this
is
my
first
time
in
the
beginning
the
New
York
in
yeah
I
don't
for
and
a
lot
of
great
people
and
I
have
learned
in
my
so
when
you
see
a
person
who
has
number
and
their
willingness
right
I
don't
more
than
and
well
it
was
really
my
so
you
really
never
know
when
you
going
very
well
my
mother
wanted
before
it
was
in
nineteen
forty
two
and
then
the
thirty
nine
year
more
they
learned
a
lot
really
many
other
and
it
was
and
you
know
the
only
thing
is
my
father
when
he
was
on
call
and
I
would
during
well
it
was
really
they
were
really
nice
people
everything
I
wanted
okay
or
something
like
I
was
never
anything
to
you
I
would
look
you
know
I
would
look
no
he's
getting
ready
we
learned
that
a
couple
weeks
ago
working
with
one
thank
you
I
yeah
early
years
one
you
know
and
I
was
quite
young
ready
to
drink
the
representative
the
problem
with
somebody
else's
he
was
very
very
very
well
yeah
regulation
great
I
had
feeling
of
watching
you
in
what
you
want
all
right
really
the
beginning
it
was
I
hope
you
get
it
when
I
use
it
what
because
but
in
the
you
never
want
anything
failing
your
fifteen
years
all
right
taking
up
from
the
people
that
I
because
I
learn
all
think
about
you
know
more
than
when
I
was
in
I
really
don't
look
back
and
remember
the
people
but
I
I
really
can't
remember
I
was
in
school
in
I
when
I
worked
in
the
I
got
a
little
later
in
the
morning
we
got
he
was
we
had
a
great
great
great
wonderful
communication
I
don't
think
come
across
because
there's
no
central
heating
and
I
wouldn't
want
and
I
was
it
was
one
of
the
only
and
that
was
another
and
three
children
and
I'm
only
a
little
weakness
I
was
drinking
only
one
which
is
not
only
I
mean
in
the
morning
a
couple
of
the
lady
right
all
the
duties
and
responsibilities
right
the
way
I
want
to
because
when
I
walked
I
was
very
only
like
so
that
was
the
way
it
was
it
was
really
a
lot
of
rain
a
lot
of
great
together
the
place
hold
we
really
are
there
any
because
the
nineteen
program
he
was
very
they
were
very
when
we
come
to
our
it
was
planted
in
the
back
of
my
mind
that
if
you
have
a
I
mean
there
was
there
was
there
was
I
am
in
the
middle
of
in
order
three
thank
my
or
I
would
six
years
thank
you
and
remember
everything
the
next
day
there
was
no
controlling
only
certain
every
morning
I
needed
your
current
I
would
think
of
and
the
only
because
there
was
nothing
going
on
the
only
thing
that
everyone
else
in
my
life
I
didn't
exactly
what
I
wanted
to
I
didn't
I
didn't
know
how
much
money
my
husband
and
and
that
would
be
wonderful
because
then
I
can
help
but
I
was
coming
I
didn't
want
predictable
feeling
great
where
I
would
end
up
what
I
would
feel
during
rate
and
we're
now
awaiting
I
think
we
maybe
like
you
never
this
is
a
a
look
at
I
remember
working
in
the
background
people
in
my
life
thanks
for
I
would
take
one
day
I
was
in
my
family
in
the
morning
in
the
morning
right
right
and
it
was
about
more
and
I
suddenly
realized
in
the
research
somebody
every
day
my
mother
thank
you
for
we
got
the
card
during
even
if
it
was
in
the
middle
of
I
would
not
thank
you
morning
drink
in
the
morning
I
went
to
the
refrigerator
and
I
remember
putting
my
hand
on
the
door
of
the
refrigerator
yeah
even
a
little
bit
blackout
my
husband
and
I
have
deliberately
going
to
my
brother's
in
the
middle
of
the
week
because
he
was
on
vacation
and
I
agree
in
the
middle
of
the
week
not
the
way
they
you
need
to
do
something
about
I
really
don't
don't
worry
about
it
I
want
yeah
what
you
can
the
lady
was
sitting
at
the
table
second
really
and
the
reservation
kind
of
one
two
days
later
I
don't
know
when
it
started
going
cars
cars
and
we
don't
take
me
everywhere
everyone
okay
the
lady
across
the
road
looking
for
a
couple
weeks
another
thing
Schering
that
was
like
nothing
had
ever
working
in
the
program
you
know
because
everything
is
during
the
program
and
everything
do
something
and
they
never
thank
when
I
didn't
want
to
go
to
meetings
and
go
the
program
I
don't
think
that
I
think
every
in
my
the
reason
I
was
feeling
that
I
got
I
went
to
the
in
that
room
okay
this
meeting
Leo
but
and
everything
was
when
you're
and
you
want
you
know
you
I
need
your
I
am
his
record
we
always
go
to
the
doctor
the
only
you
know
you
could
you
know
the
whole
feeling
like
you
know
even
the
only
thing
here
here
are
you
getting
your
problem
well
you
know
right
yes
what
but
we
got
what's
the
meaning
of
thank
okay
we
have
and
I
would
probably
thank
we're
going
to
learn
what
I
the
the
group
every
year
because
and
then
you
can
I
mean
and
all
of
that
because
many
and
I
mean
everything
else
what
you
can
look
anywhere
in
the
I
was
talking
about
moving
we
in
the
morning
at
the
corner
when
I
can't
currently
in
the
northwest
corner
the
area
one
and
you
could
never
mind
you're
right
there
were
no
right
no
more
no
more
the
report
card
it
will
be
all
in
nineteen
seventy
one
thank
you
very
when
one
one
three
four
because
but
you
have
to
go
away
you're
we
need
to
your
life
currently
we
were
the
only
one
well
earlier
in
recent
finally
tonight
here's
right
every
one
of
those
things
that
I
could
be
when
I
was
drinking
right
you
can
get
great
great
what
happened
or
not
are
you
talking
the
same
language
they
were
working
they
would
talk
about
the
news
these
people
in
in
we're
using
only
people
that
are
you
and
I
would
open
the
twenty
one
we
would
look
at
the
girl
at
the
door
open
I
don't
you
don't
worry
in
the
world
I
do
not
are
you
how
are
you
I
used
to
try
to
put
the
liability
everything
in
the
program
anybody
I
cried
I
guess
I
would
only
be
able
to
do
what
these
people
are
asking
you
to
do
things
like
and
I
would
try
to
write
you
need
to
know
what
the
word
I
didn't
know
I
think
that
I
don't
like
about
myself
along
with
I
really
am
morning
right
in
my
right
right
right
okay
people
can
be
with
my
husband
on
the
cover
you
you
really
great
my
experience
with
try
to
get
into
that
for
because
I
have
a
lot
of
right
the
only
don't
think
that
to
make
everything
was
making
her
in
the
wake
whether
we're
and
he
is
a
director
of
operations
place
one
night
with
a
bunch
of
people
in
the
long
somebody
playing
to
this
day
I
never
heard
it's
a
combination
to
start
to
start
this
guy
was
a
white
guy
and
he
was
an
alcoholic
and
he
wanted
me
to
school
shopping
in
the
wake
of
plain
the
only
electric
shop
I
thought
to
myself
nobody
on
the
I
didn't
even
order
I
think
you
came
into
my
mind
what
I
want
to
start
she
told
me
to
make
a
point
in
my
go
up
to
a
meeting
can
you
tell
them
what
happened
in
the
start
to
work
the
program
the
way
the
people
of
Sussex
county
wanted
me
to
work
I
know
that
I
had
to
move
I
think
we
all
have
a
at
some
point
along
the
way
where
happens
in
treatment
whether
it
happens
the
day
we
walk
into
the
program
come
face
to
face
in
the
big
the
only
difference
is
the
first
thanks
for
having
me
in
the
I
had
developed
from
coming
to
these
rooms
one
for
the
license
we
can
at
least
to
sweep
the
floor
really
one
the
floor
in
the
room
before
we
left
we
picked
up
the
check
commitments
is
and
those
in
the
in
the
afternoon
that
in
Sussex
county
because
the
foundation
I
had
away
here
there
are
times
when
my
my
thing
with
the
blues
I
don't
I
came
back
to
this
program
and
I
started
to
understand
what
the
key
words
I
would
I
think
people
want
to
do
god's
will
I
want
to
understand
everything
one
a
meeting
I
probably
wouldn't
even
to
any
place
for
me
so
you
know
you're
doing
god's
will
when
you
have
where
all
of
this
the
meeting
one
night
and
I
was
facing
works
on
the
long
during
this
meeting
with
an
open
speakers
meaning
I
was
reading
that
thanks
for
bringing
by
honesty
the
only
started
a
local
it
was
it
was
like
a
I
can
understand
things
about
myself
somebody
right
right
when
I
started
when
I
called
I
started
to
get
down
to
the
core
might
be
forgive
myself
for
everyone
else
drinking
because
I
don't
do
some
the
way
I
was
I
should
be
living
one
for
the
I
really
want
to
live
with
my
twenty
years
dictated
my
one
my
focus
was
on
the
phone
I
didn't
have
anything
else
in
my
head
I
didn't
learn
anything
from
in
my
room
from
my
experience
and
I
really
know
today
the
nation
is
not
integrated
into
knowledge
until
I
have
a
feeling
in
my
life
today
everything
that
you
see
in
my
person
whatever
you're
saying
it's
a
direct
result
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous
you
were
acting
like
the
world
one
is
thank
you
for
the
work
in
this
this
person
and
then
my
greatest
education's
online
it's
not
out
of
a
college
degree
I
have
gotten
my
education
you
know
I
have
gone
to
school
since
I'm
an
Alcoholics
Anonymous
I
can
graduate
from
high
school
I
never
graduated
I
never
have
seen
your
I
didn't
have
a
big
wedding
I'm
married
I'm
riding
on
in
the
fall
you
know
which
symbol
three
beautiful
so
that
was
what
it
was
kids
are
great
kids
great
so
there
was
a
reason
to
be
together
but
we
were
not
alone
because
I
could
not
have
done
the
things
that
I've
done
in
this
program
there
was
no
way
and
I
have
to
leave
and
that
was
very
painful
you're
not
somebody
for
twenty
one
years
and
leave
them
and
not
it
was
very
painful
but
I
was
seven
years
old
and
I
have
done
a
lot
of
things
I
had
gotten
to
the
core
of
my
being
I
have
gone
through
the
fourth
I
was
beginning
to
understand
what
it
meant
to
turn
my
world
my
life
over
to
the
our
I
have
gone
into
that
marriage
and
I
know
they
made
amends
to
the
best
of
my
ability
because
they
were
not
accepted
but
it
really
didn't
matter
not
not
one
of
them
not
even
the
kids
in
those
years
except
they
really
couldn't
they
didn't
understand
what
you
know
that
and
by
the
time
I
did
that
I
knew
it
didn't
matter
it
was
important
that
I
did
that
was
what
was
important
but
I
was
willing
we
are
willing
to
such
an
important
part
of
our
program
and
anything
I
really
don't
well
I
have
to
do
is
they
will
such
an
important
thing
so
simple
I
have
a
friend
we
were
really
good
people
I
was
on
the
ballot
in
my
life
thank
you
the
world
from
somebody
have
a
lot
of
attention
to
in
the
program
you
want
to
put
out
of
your
life
things
that
are
that
are
you
instead
of
going
to
make
you
happy
I
want
to
I
mean
I
you
know
this
week
you
know
today
is
the
product
of
what
can
you
I'm
a
crazy
I
really
I
was
everything
was
your
issues
today
I
absolutely
hate
that
word
so
many
the
world
the
only
other
issue
about
every
it
was
really
so
my
negativity
kicked
in
right
away
when
I
met
him
I
was
going
to
pop
up
this
guy
right
different
ideas
I
had
graduated
from
school
from
nursing
school
you
gave
me
through
the
eleven
staff
and
putting
some
work
into
my
meditation
and
prayer
I
decided
that
I
should
investigate
nursing
school
now
I
really
like
because
all
my
life
going
to
be
a
dancer
so
I
couldn't
understand
why
there
is
telling
me
to
go
see
somebody
cut
out
really
not
my
I
think
one
of
the
things
I
forgot
to
tell
you
which
is
really
important
but
a
lot
of
time
trying
to
get
the
world
to
get
in
touch
with
with
how
I
could
be
in
the
world
without
only
one
of
the
ways
I
did
was
I
started
to
do
some
real
meditation
I
used
to
have
to
go
off
by
myself
I
don't
mean
physically
by
myself
in
a
mostly
by
myself
and
get
answers
to
some
reading
and
I'm
going
through
all
the
steps
that
are
used
to
read
quiet
because
I
couldn't
stand
alone
employ
a
lot
of
stress
I
just
couldn't
handle
it
I
would
get
out
there
in
the
world
you
know
so
I
would
have
to
come
back
and
today
they're
probably
put
me
on
some
they
really
want
to
come
in
today
I
don't
know
if
I
would
be
you
know
I
got
sober
and
I'm
from
the
okay
the
people
getting
things
together
so
I
get
really
upset
because
I
was
really
a
mess
when
I
started
when
the
rain
started
open
up
I
was
in
bad
shape
so
I
would
have
to
go
by
myself
emotionally
kind
of
eliminate
everybody
in
I
have
power
unless
you
give
me
some
and
I
I
believe
the
words
in
the
book
it
says
that
we
will
be
granted
a
glimpse
the
road
because
reality
and
I
have
experience
that
might
surprise
that
is
anytime
if
I
make
myself
quite
enough
that's
why
I'm
so
definite
about
the
program
because
I
have
kind
of
one
of
his
realities
with
investigating
the
doors
open
right
away
I'm
a
nursing
school
in
the
nurse's
from
there
things
going
on
I
couldn't
take
the
house
anymore
it
was
it
was
terrible
I
had
a
lock
on
my
phone
number
is
seven
years
old
I
have
no
access
to
it
I
mean
this
man
that
was
a
great
control
of
your
life
with
money
probably
a
little
bit
you
know
you
should
get
out
of
there
along
but
anyway
I
got
a
job
I
got
some
more
money
for
school
and
I
went
back
to
school
almost
school
and
I
was
in
a
room
come
with
me
sorry
about
that
that's
an
interesting
story
anymore
if
you
just
moved
three
weeks
later
was
wanted
to
move
into
maybe
he'll
be
on
this
from
your
current
inventory
only
only
last
night
the
government
money
for
school
France
and
I
went
to
school
the
great
and
I
got
a
professional
certificate
what
I
needed
another
door
opened
the
door
open
there
and
before
you
know
what
I
waited
from
nursing
school
yes
graduated
because
in
a
lot
of
one
of
the
biggest
story
in
my
life
is
working
down
the
pump
and
circumstance
walking
down
the
well
the
Korean
mile
at
my
current
I
got
a
job
finally
there
was
what
is
the
name
of
the
evidence
yeah
I
know
for
coercing
husband
and
we
our
relationship
because
there
are
certain
lines
you
don't
cross
and
I
got
another
degree
in
my
profession
we
decided
what
and
I
want
to
thank
your
father
married
I
mean
I
wonder
what
the
second
one
at
the
high
school
friends
you
know
I
would
like
you
know
the
thing
I
mean
what
do
you
you
know
if
you
could
please
put
I'm
not
going
to
go
to
school
and
I'm
living
with
my
father
so
I
do
think
he
said
yes
and
I
think
president
when
the
winning
yeah
do
you
think
maybe
you
could
we
have
a
we
had
a
real
a
lot
of
the
family
and
it
was
like
a
border
it
was
incredible
another
your
another
thing
that
I
didn't
do
another
thing
I
didn't
like
so
it
won't
go
away
I
probably
have
half
of
the
things
these
are
one
of
the
things
you
can
somebody
like
me
who
looks
okay
on
the
outside
kind
of
all
of
that
stuff
going
on
the
world
is
important
right
well
that's
but
there's
nothing
going
on
and
he
no
guilt
for
a
living
no
ability
to
reason
or
make
decisions
or
even
they
come
in
and
look
for
you
know
I
thought
about
getting
married
but
it
was
just
as
important
Mike
it
wasn't
a
marriage
but
it
was
an
emotional
my
ability
to
reach
out
by
myself
I
hope
you
because
with
all
of
that
giving
away
all
of
that
and
then
some
of
the
people
I
couldn't
about
anybody
but
myself
my
world
is
wrapped
up
in
the
social
media
I
know
that
you're
here
today
they
want
some
girls
from
all
three
of
these
right
this
is
a
miracle
it
is
not
in
their
program
everything
I
need
here
to
grow
and
change
in
the
morning
you
this
is
the
growth
I
made
up
my
mind
this
morning
when
I
got
out
Hey
one
thing
my
heart's
desire
my
son
it
gets
in
the
way
of
my
telling
people
what
the
programs
the
name
so
we're
in
a
again
speaking
in
many
many
anywhere
else
in
something
I
don't
understand
the
answer
to
a
problem
somebody
and
bring
solutions
hello
I'm
the
simplicity
of
because
right
but
each
one
of
or
I
couldn't
be
leading
in
so
we
all
have
a
different
world
we
all
have
a
different
perspective
my
perspective
from
the
time
I
was
a
little
girl
I
just
had
more
respect
thank
you
your
call
here
trying
to
think
I
can
add
anything
more
since
the
last
two
years
I
have
really
been
reading
W.
or
something
it
was
all
right
or
annals
of
our
experience
whatever
it
is
I
have
found
something
something
else
that
I
would
like
to
read
because
of
the
I
really
believe
in
unity
service
and
recovery
I
really
do
I
feel
that
they
so
the
problem
is
an
ongoing
thing
I
go
back
when
I
when
I'm
afraid
I
when
I
feel
powerless
the
first
I
have
to
realize
how
in
my
life
with
my
sanity
is
more
important
I
don't
think
about
picking
up
a
three
you
know
one
the
most
precious
and
there
is
only
one
way
that
I
can
restore
my
because
when
I
say
there's
no
so
I
just
want
to
read
you
something
that
I
found
in
a
letter
in
nineteen
fifty
all
the
happiness
the
goal
and
that
was
what
I
spend
my
life
looking
for
something
outside
I
don't
think
that's
going
to
happen
this
is
the
point
how
do
we
meet
the
problems
we
face
learn
from
them
and
transmit
what
we
are
going
to
want
to
they
would
receive
in
my
view
we
have
this
for
all
the
peoples
of
the
grade
school
of
life
is
intended
that
we
try
to
grow
and
we
try
to
help
our
fellow
travelers
to
grow
in
the
kind
of
long
but
makes
no
demand
we
tried
to
move
towards
the
image
and
likeness
of
god
as
we
understand
we
spectacular
well
and
help
others
to
learn
we
thank
god
for