Bill W., co-founder of AA, talking on the 12 Traditions of AA
Greetings
friends
out
there.
We're
gathering
together
here
today,
very
special
kind
of
an
AME,
one
that
was
dreamed
up
by
my
friends
at
the
headquarters
and
thought
wise
that
we
would
discuss
the
A,
a
tradition.
I
like
this
idea
because
if,
you
know,
it's
been
impossible
for
Lois
and
me
to
travel
extensively
in
IA
and
to
contact
you
as
we
used
to,
it
strikes
us,
uh,
that
films
of
this
sort
may
be
the
very
best
bet.
Of
course,
one
thing
I
like
about
this
a
a
meeting
in
particular
is
that
I'm
assigned
to
do
all
the
talking.
I
still
have
some
vestiges
of
Ingo.
Speaking
of
Angel,
this
had
a
great
deal
to
do
with
the
formation
of,
AH,
tradition.
In
first
place,
as
every
AA
knows,
we
shall
always
be
threatened
by
menacing
forces
within,
and
certainly
in
the
world
of
great
peril
in
which
we
Live
Today,
by
menacing
forces
without.
So,
a
very
fine
problem,
the
prime
problem
of
a
A
is
first
how
to
survive
and
then
to
grow
and
prosper
in
numbers
and
in
spiritual
substance
over
the
years
to
come.
As
practically
every
error
knows,
the
traditions
are
the
application
of
A
a
12
steps.
The
spirit
of
those
steps
to
the
practical
problems
are
living
and
working
together
as
a
harmonious
society.
A
rightly
relating
ourselves
to
those
forces
which
I
so
often
torrent
side
is
apparent.
The
problems
of
money,
problems
of
power,
our
prestige,
our
management
of
properties
and
so
on.
As
I
look
over
the
list
of
conditions,
I
am
frankly
flabbergasted
at
the
choices,
apparently
rather
successful
choices
or
principles
that
we
have
made.
I
might
remind
you
that
the
AA12
steps
to
recovery
first
occurring
in
1939
in
the
Big
Book,
are
now
30
years
old
and
they
have
served
us
extremely
well.
The
traditions
now
approach
25
years
since
their
publication
in
46
and
they
too
have
served
us
well.
And
while
there
is
great
room
for
interpretation
of
these
principles,
and
the
applications
are
innumerable,
the
solid
substance
of
each
remains
still
about
as
written.
So
these
are
reassuring
facts
about
the
traditions.
People,
in
looking
at
the
traditions,
find
very
clear
statements,
and
yet,
paradoxically,
some
of
them
are
baffling.
Newcomers
ask
these
questions,
they
said
What
do
you
mean
there
are
no
rules,
regulations
here?
What
do
you
mean?
I
remember
if
I
say
so.
What
do
you
mean
nobody
is
can
run
this
thing
permanently?
What
do
you
mean
there
are
no
penalties
or
punishment?
What
do
you
mean
there's
no
public
controversy?
Every
society
is
mixed
up
with
public
controversy
and
once
a
while
to
controversy.
What
do
you
mean
no
controversy,
etcetera,
etcetera.
So
the
thing
that
is
not
so
well
understood
among
the
A
generally
and
among
our
friends
is
why
we
selected
these
particular
principles
and
how
they
came
into
being.
And
two,
at
this
time,
now
that
we
are
of
this
age,
remember
today
the
tremendous
struggles
that
we
had
among
us
in
trying
to
come
to
these
decisions.
And
because
I
occupy
the
place
happening
to
be
the
number
one
elder
in
the
same
and
Doctor
Bob
number
two,
we
were
especially
in
the
middle
of
all
of
this.
Doctor
Bob
was
in
currently
a
much
more
spiritually
qualified
person
than
I.
And
very
naturally,
because
he
was
a
doctor,
he
took
to
this
marvelous
12
step
job
along
with
Ignatian
out
there,
and
he
very
cheerfully
turned
over
to
me
and
the
writing
and
the
speaking
and
the
headquarters
in
New
York
and
that
sort
of
thing.
We
had
a
division
of
laborers
so
that
I
especially
was
subjected
to
very
great
personal
temptations.
In
other
words,
most
of
these
traditions
actually
run
counter
in
some
of
my
early
and
sometimes
secret
paint.
And
some
of
this
stuff
I'd
like
to
share
with
you
because
it
is
relevant
to
all
who
follow
our
souls.
This
is
this.
These
temptations
will
recur
time
and
time
and
time
again.
So
I
think
that
perhaps
I'd
like
to
share
some
of
this
sort
of
thing
with
you.
Against
this
background,
let's
have
a
look
at
the
12
traditions
themselves.
Here's
the
first
one.
Our
common
welfare
should
come
first.
Personal
recovery
depends
upon
a
a
unity.
This
is
a
prudent
reminder.
Indeed,
it
is
a
strong
warning
that
unless
AA
continues
to
live,
the
greater
part
of
us
would
surely
die
and
saw
the
countless
Alcoholics
that
we
might
have
helped.
This
is
why
the
general
welfare
must
come
forth.
Without
unity
and
harmonious
action,
we
shall
have
nothing
at
all.
I
can
make
no
more
effective
statement
about
the
welfare
tradition
than
the
one
to
be
seen
in
our
A
A
publication
12
steps
and
12
traditions.
As
a
suitable
preamble
setting,
the
pitching
tone
of
the
discussion
is
followed.
Let
me
share
this
with
you.
Unity
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous
is
the
most
cherished
quality
that
our
society
has.
Our
lives,
the
lives
of
all
have
come,
depends
squarely
upon
us.
We
stay
O
or
a
a
die.
Without
unity,
the
heart
of
A
A
would
cease
to
be
our
world.
Arteries
would
no
longer
carry
the
life
giving
grace
of
God.
His
gift
to
us
would
be
spent
aimlessly
back
again
in
their
cave.
Alcoholics
would
approach
us
and
say
what
a
great
thing
a
A
might
have
been.
Every
A
A
member
knows
that
he
has
to
conform
to
the
principles
of
Republic.
His
wife
actually
depends
upon
obedience
to
spiritual
principles.
If
he
deviates
too
far,
the
penalty
is
sure
and
what
the
seconds
and
finally
die.
At
first
in
a
A
he
goes
along
because
he
wants,
but
later
on
he
discovers
a
way
of
life
he
really
wants
to
live.
Moreover,
he
finds
he
cannot
keep
this
priceless
gift
unless
he
gives
it
away.
Neither
he
nor
anyone
else
can
survive
unless
the
A
A
message
is
parrot.
The
moment
the
12
step
work
forms
a
group,
another
discovery
is
made
that
most
individuals
cannot
even
recover
unless
there
is
a
group.
Realization
dawns
on
the
individual
that
he
is
but
a
small
part
of
the
great
whole,
that
no
personal
sacrifice
is
too
great
for
preservation
of
this
fellowship.
He
learned
that
the
clamor
of
desires
and
ambitions
within
him
must
be
silent
whenever
these
could
damage
the
group.
It
becomes
plain
that
the
group
must
survive
or
the
individual
will
not.
So
it
has
been
with
a
a
By
faith
and
by
work,
we
have
been
able
to
build
upon
the
lessons
of
an
incredible
experience.
These
Live
Today
in
the
12
traditions
of
alcoholic
synonyms,
which,
God
willing,
shall
sustain
us
immunity
for
so
long
as
he
may
need
it.
You
see,
our
original
function
had
to
do
with
people
who
started
group
naturally.
Doctor
Bob
became,
you
might
say,
the
parent
of
the
Action
Group.
I
became
the
parent
of
the
New
York
group.
And
there
was
Clarence
in
Cleveland
and
there
was
Earl
in
Chicago
and
Clifford
Los
Angeles.
And
all
of
these
people
became
founder
of
a
A
in
there
several
locality.
And
very
naturally,
there
being
no
other
way,
they
got
a
few
people
sobered
up
after
a
long
strenuous
hustle.
These
first
people
became
a
team
in
the
structural
sense.
You
might
almost
call
it
a
local
Pope
and
a
firearms.
And
this
was
the
top
of
the
a
a
pyramid
comp.
The
top
was
built
1st,
and
as
the
pyramid
grew
in
in
its
base
and
more
and
more
people
came
in,
the
old
timers
continued
to
give
spiritual
instruction.
They
either
had
meetings
in
their
home
or
tended
to
making
arrangements
when
publicity
turned
up
'cause
they
took
charge.
In
other
words,
they
were
actually
managing
the
affairs
of
an
infant
and
far
adolescent
family,
and
this
was
just
as
it
should
be.
But
there
was
a
change
in
this
part,
this
situation,
when
a
A
got
further
spread
and
rapidly
spread,
but
first
by
The
Plain
Dealer
articles
in
Cleveland
and
then
by
Mr.
Rockefeller's
dinner,
and
finally
the
great
smash
from
the
Saturday
Post
piece
of
1941
which
brought
us
6000
new
members
within
the
years
time.
Then
you
had
the
same
phenomena,
accepting
that
local
founders,
not
all
of
them
being
models
of
stability,
couldn't
last
very
long.
And
more
and
more
there
was
a
disposition
in
these
large
masses
of
aids
to
add,
well,
these
Alzheimer's
are
all
well
and
good,
but
are
they
going
to
run
things
forever?
And
this
was
a
very
disconcerting
pressure
to
Doctor
Bob
and
Ray
and
particularly
to
some
of
these
Alzheimer's
because
we
were
the
1st
2
on
the
scene.
It
seems
that
we
had
a
quality
of
lasting
longer
than
the
others.
In
fact,
I
only
bowed
out
just
in
time
here
a
few
years
ago
and
that
took
Doctor
Bob.
But
at
any
rate,
this
was
the
fundamental
of
it.
Saw
that
you
began
to
develop
the
group
which
said
in
effect
you
old
timers
ought
to
get
over
on
the
sideline
and
those
of
you
that
we
like
and
respect
we
are
going
to
continue
to
consult
and
those
of
you
who
are
still
like
saying
someone
undeveloped,
we
shall
label
bleeding.
Well
just
injected
a
new
thing
on
top
of
this
pyramid
of
service
not
caught
up
across
the
top
there
appeared
something
for
each
group
that
whizzed
round
and
round
and
changed
personnel
every
few
months.
Less
than
anybody
get
too
much
power.
It
was
called
a
rotating
kinetic
and
at
the
group
level
this
is
fine
and
it
was
easy
for
the
groups
knowing
everybody
at
hand.
So
two
main
successful
group
married
that
acted
exactly
in
a
town
meeting
fashion.
Well,
then
some
years
later,
it's
urban
problems
got
to
be
tremendous
and
there
had
to
be
some
network
failure.
When
they
got
into
that
phase,
they
found
immense
difficulty
for
the
all
of
these
urban
people
or
even
represented
urban
to
get
together
to
choose
people,
a
committee,
to
manage
and
conduct
an
intergroup
office.
This
was
a
very
difficult
business.
In
fact,
I
can
think
of
one
town
that
where
the
confusion
was
so
great
that
you
had
four
or
five
competing
Alzheimer's
with
telephone
numbers,
each
of
which
announced
that
this
is
a
A
not
the
other
ones,
this
one.
Now,
when
they
came
to
put
in
an
office,
the
schisms
in
the
town
were
so
bad
that
they
actually
had
to
draw
lots
to
get
the
first
office
management
out.
Well,
that
wasn't
such
a
a
great
success
because
it
stopped
a
political
clamor,
but
at
the
same
time
it
didn't
furnish
the
office
with
the
best
possible
top
management.
But
little
by
little,
the
intergroup
management
still
remained
basically
democratic
and
instruction.
The
group
representatives
had
all
the
elements
are.
But
the
committee
managing
the
office
could
nominate
this
success
on
the
theory
that
they
would
know
the
people
of
the
kind
of
skills
reform
it
would
be
necessary
and
let
it
see
meaning
of
the
group
representatives.
Local
ones
didn't
agree.
They
could
name
their
own
men.
Still
they
held
their
own,
but
this
began
to
make
room
for
something
that
we
now
call
the
trusted
servant
in
in
in
the
tradition
school.
The
discovery
that
you
couldn't
operate
a
a
in
a
large
urban
area
on
a
purely
town
meeting
basis.
It
was
simply
too
big,
let
alone
could
you
operate
a
a
services
world
one.
I
mean,
you
couldn't
elect
a
bunch
of
trustees.
They
serve
here
in
New
York
by
putting
out
some
names
and
a
slight
to
vote
on
all
over
the
world.
If
you
can
see
it
wouldn't
work.
So
that
after
a
point.
Well,
the
ultimate
power
always
continued
to
remain
in
the
group.
The
structure
always
turned
out
the
same,
that
servants
of
the
more
important
services
were
picked
currently
by
appointment,
always
subject
to
check
with
the
group
conscience.
And
in
that
way
we
could
get
people
who
were
required
to
do
a
particular
job,
add
the
skills,
people
of
excellence
for
the
position.
And
that's
how
the
structure
evolved.
Now
parallel
to
all
this
and
in
fact
connecting
before,
we
had
a
similar
structure
for
World
Service
down
here
that
finally
evolved
all
over.
This
took
many
years
to
complete
it
many
as
will
remember
the
1938
were
incorporated
something
called
Alcoholic
Foundation
and
among
other
things
the
foundation
took
up
over
the
book
Alcoholics
Anonymous
which
had
been
published
in
finance
separately.
And
therefore
it
took
the
trustees
who
were
compulsive
non
Alcoholics
and
a
few
Alcoholics
chosen
early
by
Doctor
Bob
and
me.
They
they,
they
took
over
the
title
for
our
literature
and
we
opened
a
little
office
on
Saturday,
post
piece.
Come
on.
With
all
this
great
flood
of
inquiries,
we
cleared
most
of
them.
And
then
we
began
to
get
into
problems
of
public
relations
and
all
of
the
things
that
the
world
office
does
today.
And
these
were
all,
without
exception,
chores
that
could
not
be
performed
in
many
locations.
There
had
to
be
some
head
or
tails
of
literature.
There
had
to
be
some
place
and
somehow
a
lot
of
other
services
you
could,
uh,
there
had
to
be
some
head
and
tail
to
public
relations
policies
had
to
be
devised
and
all
this
sort
of
thing.
Well,
for
many
years
I
suppose,
partly
because
Bob
and
I
had
set
it
up
that
way
way
back
in
38
before
there
were
any
intergroup.
This
thing
refused
at
this
end
here
in
New
York
refused
to
involve
evolve
partly
because
it
was
self
that
since
the
groups
were
having
such
a
hard
time,
I
don't
even
have
a
clubhouse
without
a
furor
or
to
manage
their
simple
affairs.
How
could
we
possibly
bring
traditions
to
to
bear
on
this
situation
down
here?
The
operation
has
been
very
successful.
Our
friends
in
the
majority
on
the
board,
non
Alcoholics
as
a
protection
to
the
vagaries
of
people
like
Doctor
Bob
and
me
and
other
trusted
alcoholic
trustees.
Well,
this
was
all
in
front,
So
what
would
we
do?
It
took
from
1945,
just
after
tradition
came
out
to
19151
to
persuade
everybody
concerned
that
as
an
experiment,
a
conference
of
delegates
should
be
called,
at
least
from
the
United
States
and
Canada,
properly
weighted
according
to
population
in
each
locality,
to
come
down
here
and
to
take
a
look
at
these
services
which
we
who
had
been.
Up
running
them
all
these
years
felt
had
been
invaluable
to
AA
and
might
have
been
accountable
for
1/2
of
our
growth
and
a
great
deal
of
units.
So
this
is
how
the
group
conscience
came
into
being.
And
this
is
what
we
mean
by
a
a
custom
servant.
Special
people
selected
for
their
special
abilities,
but
never
people
who
shall
govern.
Now
we
come
to
traditions
Free
dealing
with
this
very
important
matter
of
membership.
We
Alcoholics
have
been
an
ostracized
people.
Sometimes
we
have
been
actual
prisoners
of
society.
At
all
times
we
have
been
prisoners
of
ourselves,
you
might
say.
So
when
a
A
propagates
handed
the
alcohol,
what
does
the
alcoholic
want?
He
wants
freedom.
He
wants
to
belong,
so
therefore
we
have
tried
to
reduce
every
possible
resistance
that
he
might
have.
He
is
generally
sore
at
religion
and
sore
and
medicine.
He
has
sore
at
this
time,
perhaps
at
a
distance.
He
has
heard
that
A
A
is
another
religious
organization
and
complaints
that
the
missions
did
amend.
So
when
he
run
and
finds
that
it
is
a
fact
that
AAS
only
require
for
members
requirements
for
membership
is
a
desire
to
stop
drink.
There's
really
is
a
myth
when
he
is
told
that
there
is
a
spiritual
quality
about
it.
OK,
but
this
requires
no
theology
or
religious
belief
in
the
ordinary
sense
that
the
group
can
be
as
higher
power.
Then
his
release
and
his
freedom
knows
no
doubt,
and
he
plunges
them
to
the
new
stream
that
comes
out
into
a
happier
and
sober
life.
So
therefore
we
should
keep
this
door
wide
open.
We
cannot
put
on
instructions,
and
we
bind
ourselves
not
upon
it.
We
cannot
compel
the
new
man
to
believe
anything,
to
pay
anything,
to
do
anything.
We
actually
invite
him
to
disagree
with
everything
we
say.
And
still,
if
he
wishes
to
stay
around,
he's
an
A,
A
if
he
says
so.
This
is
the
charter
of
individual
freedom
that
is
portrayed
in
this
most
important
traditional
phrase
dealing
with
membership
justice.
Tradition
3
is
a
charter
for
individuals
freedom.
So
is
tradition
for
a
charter
really
poor
group
freedom?
It
pauses
the
question,
When
is
an
A
a
group?
Does
it
have
any
limitations
upon
its
liberty?
And
we
say
no.
HAA
group,
like
the
individual,
has
a
right
to
be
wrong.
The
only
thing
that
we
ask
but
do
not
demand
are
the
group
trying
for
sobriety
who
wish
to
call
themselves
a
A
is
that
they
do
not
publicly
mingle
the
A
A
name
with
some
other
enterprise.
Quite
obviously
nobody
would
be
very
interested
and
it
would
be
a
great
rule
of
trouble
were
we
to
talk
about
Protestant
groups
and
Catholic
groups
and
Republican
groups
and
Communist
a
A
groups.
This
would
be
absurd
and
trouble
making
on
the
face
of
it.
So
long
as
their
primary
purpose
is
directed
towards
sobriety
and
they
don't
get
us
married
to
anyone
else,
this
is
our
only
car.
Otherwise
they
can
have
it
just
the
way
they
want.
And
the
group
itself
wants
to
remember
from
position
two
is
the
ultimate
seat
of
authority
for
the
whole
movement,
so
that
even
in
a
town
meeting
democracy,
the
scriptures
upon
such
bodies
are
much
greater
than
they
are
upon
the
eagle.
It
is
a
vast
expanse
and
charter
of
liberty
indeed.
And
we
know
that
we
are
safe
and
granted
because
too
much
departure
from
our
traditional
principle
far
from
the
12
steps
brings
its
own
pressures
and
punishment.
Leave
it
to
John
Barley
Corn
to
take
care
of
the
foolish
descent.
Meanwhile,
let's
try
our
group
for
liberty
as
well
as
the
individual.
This
is
the
time
now
that
we've
considered
group
autonomy
or
self
direction,
and
we
have
said
that
every
group
has
a
right
to
be
wrong.
Strangely
not.
Tradition
5
centers
on
the
single
purpose
of
the
ideal
A
a
group,
and
the
single
purpose
condition
has
had
a
long
history
of
conflict.
You'll
remember
that
back
in
1938
when
our
trusteeship
was
set
up,
the
original
incorporation
empowered
A
A
and
its
trustees
to
participate
in
any
and
all
aspects
of
the
alcohol
field,
accepting,
I
believe,
the
lobby
for
Prohibition.
At
that
time,
it
was
supposed
that
we
should
have
our
own
chain
of
hospitals
and
that
we
should
have
halfway
houses
financed
by
a
A
as
such.
And
we
needed
rest
farms
and
we
needed
to
get
into
education
because
after
all,
we
know
better
about
these
matters
than
our
strong.
But
long,
long
experience
has
told
us
that
for
practical
reasons,
reasons
of
safety,
reasons
are
protection
against
compromising
our
energy,
and
for
reasons
are
self
protection
and
for
reasons
of
love.
For
all
of
these
reasons,
EJA
group
ought
to
confine
itself
to
its
single
purpose,
to
read
the
tradition.
Each
group
has
but
one
primary
purpose,
to
carry
its
message
to
the
alcoholic,
who
still
suffers
immediately.
Person
people
will
say,
but
why
shouldn't
we
be
any
other
enterprises?
The
fact
is
that
each
of
us
needs
a
a
work
for
his
own
survival.
We
need
to
avoid
complications
and
distractions.
So
we
continue
to
point
at
the
single
purpose
to
carry
this
message
to
the
alcoholic
who
still
suffers.
Now
another
reason
for
the
single
purpose
is
our
unique
value
to
the
alcoholic
who
still
suffers.
This
cannot
yet
be
duplicated
by
any
other
group
or
any
approach,
and
thus
far
it
is
what
sobriety
in
15,000
groups
to
maybe
500,000
a
A
members?
Our
assignment
is
still
enormous
just
on
this
single
purpose,
one
with
our
present
membership.
If
only
we
could
get
Alcoholics
to
approach
them.
If
only
professional
people
having
Alcoholics
in
charge
would
allow
us
to
assist
instead
of
sobering
up
20,000
drunk
a
year,
when
the
12
step
work
that
we
do,
we
suggest
as
well
be
sobering
up
100,000
Alcoholics
per
year.
And
God
knows
this
is
an
assignment
big
enough
and
we
are
uniquely
fitted
to
do
this
by
ourselves
or
still
better
by
cooperation
with
other
agencies.
So
I
think
that
now
there
is
no
doubt
that
every
A
A
group
will
choose
to
stick
to
and
members
participate
in
other
activities.
As
members,
as
citizens,
this
is
fine
too.
But
as
groups,
as
a
fellowship,
national
and
international,
let
us
claim
to
our
single
purpose.
Let
that
old
fashioned
adage
Shoemaker
stick
to
Thailand.
They
are
primary
direction
in
this
matter.
Here
at
School
1940s,
we
still
thought
that
for
good
enterprises
the
A
A
name
ought
to
be
available
if
they
were
primarily
conducted
with
A
by
a
members.
And
so,
with
my
full
consent,
we
lent
the
A
a
name
to
an
educational
enterprise
carried
on
by
a
great
friend
of
mine.
And
the
first
effect
of
this
was
very
good
in
those
days.
Of
course,
we
hope
for
more
and
more
publicity
and
when
she
went
on
the
road
educating
the
public,
opening
other
facilities,
she
got
a
great
lot
of
publicity
which
brushed
off
on
us
because
she
had
declared
herself
publicly
as
a
name
member.
Now
there
were
other
instances
of
this,
uh,
which
were
really
managing
were
people
born
of
the
a
a
name
broke
the
anonymity
at
public
level
and
therefore
were
in
full
cry
to
get
us
married
to
all
sorts
of
other
enterprise.
And
so
by
1950,
we
have
seen
extreme
power
of
giving
endorsements
to
the
public
level
or
are
they
aimed
members
breaking
the
anonymity
to
public
level
and
trying
to
draw
the
AA
endorsement
over
on
the
enterprises
of
their
own
for
purposes
of
raising
money
and
all
that's
publicity.
So
that
came
crystal
clear.
Now
we
have
a
tradition
7
called
every.
A
group
ought
to
be
fully
self
supporting
declining
outside
contribution.
Well,
let's
look
at
It
took
a
long
time
for
us
to
change
our
minds
about
when
our
foundation,
now
the
General
Service
Board,
was
first
set
up.
We
thought
in
terms
of
very
large
funds
and
thought
ourselves
very
fortunate
in
getting
some
of
Mr.
John
D
Rock
College
friends
to
serve
on
the
board,
not
only
because
they
were
deeply
interested,
but
because
it
seemed
on
Ave.
two
funds,
which
certainly
Mr.
Far
with
the
fund.
For
a
while,
it
looked
like
he
wouldn't
supply
our
newly
formed
foundation
fund,
especially
one
in
the
spring
of
1942,
years
after
it
started.
He
suddenly
announced
that
he
would
like
to
give
it
dinner
and
invite
his
friends
to
hear
the
story
of
Alcoholics
Anon.
And
sure
enough,
the
night
came,
Nelson
color
represented
father
who
turned
out
to
be
sick.
Uh,
Harry
Emerson
phonetic
appeared
and
a
great
many
notables
in
finance
and
in
other
activities
in
and
about
New
York.
And
there
were
in
the
room
at
least
a
billion
dollars
of
capital.
And
we,
who
are
still
very
broke,
of
course,
expected
that,
you
know,
we
could
make
even
a
tinted
bid
for
contributions,
and
got
everybody
considerable
return.
To
our
utter
astonishment.
Following
the
meeting,
Mr.
Rockstar
wrote
a
letter
to
all
who
came,
and
all
were
invited
and
had
said
what
a
remarkable
thing,
this
one,
how
much
it
represented
first
censured
Christianity,
and
now
in
the
interest
of
simplicity
and
spiritual
values,
it
needed
no
money.
And
then
he
staked
out
a
little
exception,
saying
that
a
couple
of
the
originators
were
still
needful
of
a
little
help.
And
because
of
this,
he
was
giving
the
movement
$1000.
So
each
of
the
contribute,
each
of
the
people
present
were
impressed
with
the
idea
that
no
great
amount
of
money
was
needed.
One
gave
us
as
little
as
$10
and
I
think
the
highest
contribution
outside
of
Mr.
Rockefeller
was
$300.
Subsequently
met
the
Rock
College
friend
word
Richardson,
then
on
the
board
call
on
Mr.
Rockefeller
and
again
raise
his
question
money.
And
Mr.
Rockefeller
said,
Dick,
money
is
going
to
spoil
this
thing.
It
ought
to
stand
on
its
own
feet.
So
we
can
certainly
credit
Mr.
John
the
rock
color
for
providential
wisdom
on
behalf
of
a
A
and
he
senses
told
the
story
many
times
as
though
his
Nelson
how
this
is
the
only
organization
that
paid
back
money
that
he
he
loaned
us
at
one
period
an
organization
of
this
sort.
So
this
is
the
taproot
of
our
tradition
of
every
AI
group
should
be
self
supporting
declining
outside
contribution.
We
have
made
a
rather
stringent
rule
or
custom
about
contributions
from
individuals
inside
the
area,
our
rich
people,
and
they
anger
by
enormous
a
lot
of
them
to
be
disposed
to
send
general
headquarters
a
lot
of
money.
But
they
and
the
rest
of
us
feel
that
we
should
not
pass
off
our
financial
responsibility
on
the
people
That's
fortunate.
We
should
share
the
financial
responsibility
and
we
should
not
accept
gets
large
enough
so
that
they
would
tend
to
buy
favor
before
trusteeships
and
whatnot.
So
the
utmost
that
any
individual
can
give
a
a
today
that
is
any
a
a
member
is
$200.00
a
year.
All
other
contributions
come
from
the
groups
themselves
and
we
have
to
climb
large
sum
of
money
from
the
outside
and
it
is
my
prayer
that
we
shall
always
do
so.
Well,
let
us
jump
down
to
Tradition
10.
The
professionalism
and
a
is
such
should
never
be
organized
have
been
pretty
well
covered
directly
and
by
entrance.
But
here
we
come
to
Tradition
10,
which
says
that
Alcoholics
Anonymous
has
no
opinion
on
outside
issues.
Hence
the
a
a
name
ought
never
be
drawn
in
public
controversy.
Well,
we've
never
had
any
great
trouble
along
this
line.
And
of
course
the
anonymity
tradition
is
tend
to
keep
the
lid
on
it.
We
have
managed
fine
litter
replying
from
endorsements
or
from
being
compromised
by
our
own
people
in
that
direction,
so
that
actually
this
issue
is
never
arisen.
And
in
this
sense,
we
are
very
unique
among
societies
and
nations
that
we're
not
in
it.
We're
in
a
position
of
absolute
neutrality
as
far
as
world
and
the
problem,
problems
and
problems
of
our
community
are
concerned.
As
a
society,
as
individuals,
we
take
all
sorts
of
positions
on
these
things.
But
as
a
society,
we
express
no
opinions
on
these
issues
and
therefore
we
don't
get
into
arguments.
And
that
would,
of
course,
be
a
potent
source
of
tremendous
trouble
if
we
ever
got
into
such
arguments.
And
we
have
been
historically
a
situation
was
drawn
by
attention,
I
think
by
nothing.
Maxwell
or
go
to
a
friend.
And
it's
such
a
sociologist
who
once
wrote
up
a
series
of
pieces
on
the
so-called
Washingtonian
movement.
This
flourished
in
the
1840s
and
it
was
a
society
composed
of
Alcoholics
trying
to
help
each
other,
personally
encouraging
me,
taking
acquitted
and
they
had
the
benefit
of
the
identification
and
some
of
the
other
attributes
of
AA
and
I
think
they
signed
up
in
the
first
two
or
three
years
of
their
existence.
As
many
people
as
we
now
have
an
A,
a
as
recovered
active
members.
Something
like
that
happened
to
me.
Well,
this
was
very
sensational.
The
Prohibition
movement
was
getting
under
the
head
of
steam
at
the
time,
and
there
were
lots
of
other
public
issues.
The
Civil
War
was
banned.
Slavery
was
an
issue.
This
was
an
issue.
That
was
an
issue.
It
was
not
long
before
the
Washington
Ends
had
great
torchlight
recessions,
notably
in
New
York
and
Baltimore.
They
filled
Samuel
Paul
and
this
was
truly
a
great
sensation
of
the
time,
an
extremely
newsworthy.
That
was
great
pressure
upon
a
Washingtonians
to
speak.
Some
turned
out
to
be
very
good
speaker.
I
believe
some
of
them
were
paid
speakers,
but
the
speakers
in
the
South
were
apartment
to
get
into
other
matters
than
drinking,
and
so
were
they
in
the
North.
For
example,
the
Southern
speakers
didn't
like
the
abolition
idea
and
the
Northern
speakers
did.
So
they
managed
to
hook
the
poor
Washingtonians
into
that
tremendous
controversy
before
the
war.
Likewise,
they
got
the
Washingtonian
name
and
all
sorts
of
enterprises.
They
were
on
both
sides
of
the
wet,
dry
controversy.
And
so
on.
And
then
the
process
of
disintegration
started,
probably
because
in
part
they're
spiritual
force
generated
by
signing
of
pledges
and
getting
together
wasn't
so
great
as
ours.
But
very
largely
it
was
a
disintegration
because
they
had
done
things
that
were
very
natural
to
do.
But
what
it
turned
out
to
be
so
utterly
destructive,
and
it
was
this
spectacle
of
the
pen
brought
before
us
as
our
traditions
were
evolving,
that
confirmed
that
we
were
probably
very
much
on
the
right
track
in
this
matter
of
no
public
controversy,
in
this
question
of
paying
our
own
bills
or
this
question
of
not
becoming
involved
with
other
enterprises,
and
so
on
down
the
line.
And
above
all,
it
confirmed
the
great
protective
guide
of
our
anonymity
tradition.
Now
we
come
to
Tradition
11
and
highly
important
one,
which
says
that
our
public
relations
policy
is
based
on
attraction
rather
than
promotion.
We
need
always
maintained
personal
anonymity
to
level
of
press,
radio
and
films.
I
might
remark
right
here
that
this
film,
by
the
way,
is
for
the
benefit
of
a
AS
and
is
not
the
public
police.
We
had
no
public
relations
policy
accepting
the
fear
of
public
relations
for
the
first
two
or
three
or
four
years
of
hanging.
Our
society
is
particularly
in
the
West,
uh,
our
groups,
of
which
there
were
only
two
or
three,
uh,
were
almost
synchronic
design,
uh,
in
those
days,
if
you
pose
the
question
of
attraction
versus
promotion,
the
idea
of
attraction
would
be
to
sit
on
the
front
porch
and
wait
for
some
drunks
to
come
along
asking
for
help.
Uh,
for
example,
a
severe
condemnation
are
the
people
in
the
Philadelphia
group
who
had
gone
to
Curtis
Bach,
the
owner
of
the
Saturday
Post,
and
had
asked
him
would
he
be
interested
in
taking
a
look
at
a
Well,
he
did
take
a
look
and
call
Jack
Alexander
to
be
assigned
to
do
the
famous
March
1941
peace.
Well,
then
of
course
the
arena
was
wide
open
to
all
commercial
standards
and
soon
we
began
to
get
a
aids
who
were
rushing
to
microphones
using
the
a
name
breaking
anonymity,
all
for
the
go
to
the
movement
because
even
these
broken
anonymity
situations
brought
in
constant
and
so
therefore
they
were
doing
good
work.
I
remember
too
that
they
thought
that
very
often
they
should
be
a
dual
purpose
here.
This
would
be
very
good.
I
remember
one
some
somebody
ran
down
South
the
public
office
on
what
he
called
the
AA
ticket.
I
believe
he
wanted
to
come,
I
guess
people
turning
while
he
publicized
that
and
his
good
intentions
politically
decide.
And
another
fellow
rushed
to
the
microphone
and
announced
that
he
was
soon
going
to
produce
a
series
of
talks
on
A
and
the
things
would
be
sponsored
by
his
employer,
the
golf
insurance
company,
et
cetera.
Now
we
had
a
great
time
finding
out
where
attraction
left
off
and
promotion
began.
Right
then
it
began.
It
started
to
be
evident
that
this
attraction
and
promotion
business
represented
2
poles
and
taken
at
their
extremes.
The
conservative
rabbit
on
the
attraction
thing
was
so
conservative
that
is
do
nothing
policy
would
rot
us
for
lack
of
action
under
promoters
have
given
their
way
would
publicize
us
from
hell
to
breakfast
with
all
of
the
panels
they
have
the
media
plus
probably
soundtracks
too.
In
other
words,
the
conservatives
would
write
us
and
the
promoters
would
ruin,
so
that
the
line
between
attraction
and
promotion
got
to
be
a
matter
of
common
sense
interpretation.
So
this
is
finally
settled
now.
It
was
seen
to
that
anonymity
was
the
the
prevention
of
most
bad
publicity
because
the
people
didn't
scramble
in
the
microphone
with
these
mixed
motors
and
we
didn't
go
too
far
in
the
way
of
promotion
or
too
far
in
the
way
of
doing
nothing.
Then
we'd
have
a
public
relations
policy
that
would
include
ever
widening
stream
of
people
coming
in
today
and
getting
well.
And
now
we
come
to
Tradition
12
and
this
one
comprehends
all
of
the
traditions
up
to
now.
You
have
been
listening
to
a
recital,
perhaps
all
the
long
of
the
perspective
value
of
the
traditions
to
our
society.
We
have
been
talking
very
much
in
terms
of
simply
avoiding
calamity
by
thanking
prudent
and
unusual
means
and
courses
to
do
so.
So
now
the
question
is
posed
by
the
listener,
is
there
no
more
constructive
or
spiritual
content
to
our
traditions
than
simply
the
sum
of
our
fears
and
anxieties
and
our
efforts
to
protect
ourselves
from
untore
evils
and
circumstances?
Well,
there
certainly
is.
And
all
of
these
traditions
have
in
them
the
elements
of
sacrifice.
Sacrifice
either
by
groups
or
by
a
a
members.
As
we
look
back
here,
the
Commonwealth
tradition,
people
used
to
say,
well,
the
drunk
is
the
important
guy.
What
surely
is
But
how
is
he
going
to
get
well
in
any
number
if
there
is
no
fellowship?
Therefore,
the
common
welfare
has
to
come
first
and
our
individual
welfare
segment,
uh,
likewise
we
who
have
been
prone
to
car
driving
after
you
to
the
idea
that
we
may
be
instructed
by
the
group
conscience.
We
have
thrown
aside
all
ambition
to
be
prominent
in
the
alcohol
field
as
is
shine.
Our
members
go
into
these
fields
as
individual
citizens
and
there
they
should
be.
But
the
society
says
no,
we
will
cleave
to
a
single
purpose.
We
have
sacrificed
the
opportunity
of
raising
very
large
sums
of
money
for
this
society
and
for
this
by
adopting
the
tradition,
declining
outside
contributions,
those
of
us
who
had
special
ambitions
to
be
professional
workers.
I
don't
mean
service
workers
in
an
office,
I
mean
face
to
face
therapy
for
pay.
These
are
legitimate
ambitions,
but
not
good
enough.
A
professional
class
in
a
A
might
even
lead
to
our
destruction
and
certainly
to
our
compromise.
So
professionalism
now
is
out.
Those
of
us
who
are
power
ridden
would
like
to
unconsciously
perhaps,
and
sometimes
consciously,
be
more
or
less
permanent
governors
of
the
destinies
of
IA.
But
now
we
see
that
our
strengths
lies
in
letting
go
on
our
time.
Come
on.
This
I
recognize
in
myself.
My
time
came
some
time
ago,
and
our
affairs
have
been
under
the
management
of
our
trustees
almost
without
an
appearance
by
me
for
these
several
years.
And
that's
how
it
should
be.
But
it
represents
a
giving
up
the
sacrifice
of
ambition,
as
many
of
which
would
be
legitimate
in
the
world
around
us
all
in
the
interest
not
only
of
the
survival,
but
in
the
effectiveness
and
the
joyousness
of
the
life
that
we
find
in
it
and
cherish
so
much
in
our
public
relations.
We
have
run
contrary
to
all
experience
in
modern
world.
In
the
modern
world,
everything
is
proceeding
upon
the
merits
or
demerits
are
highly
publicized
figures.
Everything
was
working
in
terms
of
friction
and
controversy.
Everything
is
working
in
terms
of
haves
and
have
nots
of
large
sums
of
money
being
transferred
one
class
to
another.
We
do
not
decry
these
developments.
We
say
that
for
our
particular
purpose
there
are
perils,
and
so
we
think
that
it
would
be
frozen
to
leave
them
alone.
So
there
is
a
sacrificial
quality
that
we
do
not
conform
to
our
traditions
merely
because
we
must
avoid
personal
clarity.
We
defer
to
these
predictions
because
they
seem
light
in
principle,
and
because
we
actually
want
them
for
ourselves.
That
while
other
courses
might
be
good
for
us,
this
would
be
the
best
in
our
case.
The
good
could
be
very
often
the
actual
enemy
of
the
best.
Now
then,
I'd
like
to
tell
you
a
final
anecdote,
uh,
which
is
a
bit
self-serving.
I've
had
a
certain
amount
of
reluctance
to
speak
about
it,
but
I
would
like
to
draw
attention
to
the
fact
that
Doctor
Bob
and
I
began
to
recognize
in
the
late
1940s
that
we
had
a
special
responsibility
to
set
an
example
in
the
matter
of
the
anonymity.
The
anonymity,
the
conformity
with
anonymity,
was
not
merely
a
compliance
with
the
injunction
that
we
should
not
have
our
full
names
and
pictures
published
throughout
the
world.
It
was
more
than
an
avoidance
of
our
names
being
made
public
that
it
would
extend
also
to
the
acceptance
of
special
distinguishment
and
honors.
This
came
up
and
this
sort
of
conversation
between
Doctor
Bob
and
I
began.
Ordinarily
the
close
of
his
life.
He
was
fatally
afflicted.
This
is
well
known.
I
was
back
and
forth
between
here
in
Akron
a
great
deal.
He
was,
however,
much
up
and
around
much
of
his
time
and
on
this
day
we
sat
talking
and
he
said,
you
know,
I
want
to
show
you
something,
something
that
moved
me
very
much
and
why
and
something
of
course,
which
to
me
I
wouldn't
say
so
to
the
would
be
donors
as
a
sort
of
the
comical
aspect.
And
anyway,
let
me
let
me
get
you
react.
So
he
came
and
spread
out
on
the
floor
a
blueprint
which
was
a
drawing
of
a
medium
sized
mausoleum
in
which
he
and
Anne
could
repose
when
they
were
over
the
hill.
And
Doctor
Bob
looks
at
me
and
told
about
some
of
the
people
coming
up
and
thinking
that
this
sort
of
thing
was
needed
because
this
occurred
with
other
celebrated
people
and
so
forth.
And
of
course
he
had
declined.
And
he
turned
to
me,
and
with
that
priceless
grant
of
his,
said
Bill.
I
think
you
and
I
are
to
get
buried
like
other
folks.
Well,
they
started
speaking.
Did
we
have
some
further
obligation
to
this
tradition
of
anonymity?
And
up
to
this
point
there
had
been
little
nibbles
that
being
had
some
I
had
some
lesser
universe,
this
small
one
that
offered
degrees
of
various
kinds.
And
well,
we
kind
of
turned
those
down
as
a
matter
of
course.
But
then
we
began
to
think,
doesn't
the
tradition
extends
to
this
public
honor
business?
Doesn't
it
expand
to
the
acceptance
of
no
rewards,
even
customers
and
then
drive
bomb
Don
and
he
and
were
then
buried
like
other
folks.
She
had
been
for
a
time
and
pretty
soon
I
knew
sad
attempt
Tyson
began
to
develop
with
me.
Time
magazine
some
years
ago
asked
for
a
number
of
us
to
come
over
from
the
office,
and
I
was
included,
of
course.
And
they
took
us
upstairs
for
a
long,
long
lunch.
And
these
people
were
trying
to
figure
over
there
and
they
listened
to
the
another
story
and
they
said,
well,
no,
we've
given
you
both
spread
treatment
and
we
propose
to
keep
it
up.
But
now
we
would
like
Bill
to
have
a
biographical
sketch
argue,
and
we
would
like
to
make
this
a
color
paper.
And
let
us
tell
you
before
you
say
no
that
if
you
make
it
a
cover
story,
if
we
make
this
a
cover
story,
it
will
enormously
increase
the
impact
of
the
Prince
a
dozen
times
maybe
over
what
the
same
things
without
the
cover
and
that
our
circulation
is
something
like
12
minutes.
Now
we
would
like
to
do
the
story
of
a
a
hung
on
a
biographical
stitch
of
you
and
I
thought
about
the
anonymity.
Oh
no,
we're
quite
aware
of
that.
We'll
agree
to
keep
that.
You
just
have
your
head
turned
away
from
the
camera.
You're
you'd
be
hardly
side
view
that
balls
might
show
a
little,
but
we'll
stay
within
the
rules
and
regulations.
Well,
I
must
confess,
because
Proposal
was
a
puzzler,
I
can
honestly
say
that
I
didn't
feel
especially
a
person
attempted
by
the
law
of
the
flesh
and
blood,
the
biographical
sound
of
myself.
They
said
it
was
didn't
seem
right
that
this
that
I
should
cooperate
in
such
an
effort
As
for
the
anonymity,
as
they
keep
that.
But
then
I
began
to
wonder
what
the
effect
would
be
on
the
future
if
I
began
giving
sketches
of
this
sort
of
myself
to
public
media.
Even
with
my
head
turned
I
once
said
Apple
was
out
of
the
way
and
gone
West.
Wouldn't
other
people
say
well
the
old
man
off
almost
did
it
so
I'll
give
him
my
biography
and
full
face
on
computer.
In
other
words,
it
would
open
the
door.
Exactly.
Two
car
driving.
People
on
the
future,
people
just
like
me.
Now
this
was
very
hard
to
explain
because
declanations
met
the
death
of
some
and
it
meant
to
prolong
the
illness
of
others.
The
impact
of
this
thing
could
have
been
brought
in
great
numbers
of
people.
So
the
saying
no
was
something
to
keep
awake
nice
about.
And
I
get
I'm
up
and
believed
that
this
was
a
right
decision
for
a
future.
But
again,
for
a
long
time,
the
specters
of
the
people
who
died
and
those
who
might
have
recovered
earlier
has
continued
to
vote.
It
was
a
question
of
making
an
estimate
whether
the
nearby
advantage
of
this
would
be
of
more
value
to
more
people
than
the
advantage
of
an
example
that
would
include
the
acceptance
of
public
honors
in
the
air
and
the
tradition.
And
I
have
option
for
the
last
choice.
It
is
the
best
that
I
can
do.
I
leave
it
to
you
until
the
future,
for
whatever
it
may
be
worth.
So
in
conclusion,
therefore,
1000,
thanks
for
sitting
with
me
until
the
camera
crowd
out
there
and
dear
people
at
great
distances,
please
have
my
wireless
defection
and
radical
and
May
God
bless
you
most
anonymous
for
it.