Joe M. giving his 'Chalk Talk'
Good
evening
and
I
hope
that
this
does
not
take
too
long.
I
would
begin
by
saying
that
it
was
my
privilege,
just
about
20
years
ago,
to
have
met
a
man
who,
in
my
opinion,
knew
as
much
or
more
than
any
other
given
individual
in
this
field
of
alcoholism.
His
name
was
Walter
Green.
He
was
a
medical
doctor
and
a
recovered
alcoholic.
The
little
Doc,
as
he
was
very
fondly
called
by
everyone
who
knew
him,
had
lost
everything
through
his
own
drinking,
beginning
with
his
license
to
practice
medicine.
He
lost
that.
And
from
there
he
went
down
and
he
wound
up
on
Michigan
Ave.
in
Detroit,
MI,
plumbing
Nichols
for
Drake.
And
I
can
hear
him
say
now
that
very
often,
even
though
the
people
didn't
recognize
him,
he
put
his
hand
now
to
former
patients
that
he
had
treated
when
he
was
a
young
intern
at
Detroit
Receiving
Hospital,
not
very
far
from
there.
Well,
the
little
doc
had
a
beautiful
expression.
He
says
you
don't
get
a
A,
it
gets
you
while
it
got
him
and
he
got
well.
And
he
went
back
to
the
top
of
his
profession
and
he
became
the
medical
head
of
the
hospital
in
Brighton,
MI.
And
he
had
developed
a
series
of
talks
on
alcoholism
which
he
gave
to
his
patients
there.
Now,
Doctor
Greene
dedicated
his
entire
life
from
that,
from
his
own
recovery
on.
He
dedicated
his
entire
life
only
to
alcoholic
men
and
women,
and
he
treated
approximately
6000
of
them
before
he
himself
died
of
cancer
some
years
ago.
I
would
submit
for
your
consideration
that
this
little
man
knew
what
he
was
talking
about.
He
had
the
experiential
knowledge
of
having
been
there
himself
and
he
had
the
the
knowledge
mixed
with
a
lot
of
love
of
his
patients
that
he
had
collected
over
the
years.
He
used
to
say
this.
A
lie
can
be
wiped
out
with
truth.
Ultimately,
you
can
explode
a
lie
or
a
myth
or
a
fallacy
with
truth.
One
thing
is
much
more
dangerous
than
any
lie
ever
could
be,
and
that's
the
half
truth.
And
there's
no
field
on
earth
in
which
there
are
more
half
truths
than
this
one
of
alcoholism.
So
he
used
to
say
what
can
be
known
should
be
known,
because
if
we
don't
work
with
solid
truth
and
solid
knowledge,
death
is
the
result.
Alcoholism
is
a
terminal
illness.
If
an
alcoholic
does
not
stop
drinking,
the
drinking
will
ultimately
stop
him.
So
Doc
used
to
say
in
that
magnificent
simplicity
of
his,
it's
rather
nice
to
know
what
you're
sick
with
so
you
know
what
it
is
you're
getting
well
from.
And
then
he
used
to
try
to
explain
alcoholism,
at
least
the
fact
that
we
do
know
about
it,
what
it
is
and
what
it
does
based
on
a
knowledge
of
alcohol,
what
it
is
and
what
it
does.
Alcoholism
is
one
of
the
oldest
illnesses
known
to
mankind.
It's
been
around
a
long,
long
time.
It's
mentioned
in
scripture,
mentioned
a
lot
of
other
ancient
writing.
It
is,
in
my
opinion,
the
most
complex.
We
don't
even
know
what
causes
it,
and
I
can
hear
Doc
saying
this
as
if
he
just
said
it
5
minutes
ago.
The
causes
and
cures
for
cancer
will
be
long
forgotten
even
before
we
come
to
a
knowledge
of
the
causes
of
alcoholism.
We
do
know
the
causes
of
drinking.
You
can
find
out
why
people
start
drinking,
but
those
things
are
not
the
causes
of
compulsive
drinking.
Here's
where
many
professionals
make
a
mistake.
They
conclude
that
what
causes
drinking
is
causative
of
alcoholism
or
compulsive
drinking
is
so
at
all.
It's
the
most
complete
illness
known.
It
affects
body,
mind,
emotion
and
soul.
In
other
words,
when
you
catch
this
disease,
you
get
sick
all
over,
and
it's
the
one
about
which
we
know
the
least.
I
heard
a
man
as
recently
as
last
night
say
that
in
the
beginning
of
his
own
recovery,
he
figured
he
knew
everything
about
alcoholism.
And
now,
after
quite
a
few
years
of
recovery,
20
some,
he
said,
I
think
I'm
beginning
to
learn
a
few
things
about
it.
And
so
there's
a
very
baffling
thing.
But
to
get
back
to
basics,
the
facts
about
alcoholism.
What
can
be
known
should
be
known
because
the
results
of
1/2
truth
are
always
tragic.
One
of
the
first
myths
that
Doc
used
to
try
to
explode
is
a
popular
belief
that
practically
everybody
holds
on
to.
If
we
can
send
the
alcoholic
to
some
professional
who
can
tell
him
why
he
drinks,
he
won't
have
a
drinking
problem.
I
would
like
to
bet
that
many
of
you
in
this
room,
when
your
problem
was
discovered
and
when
it
was
acknowledged
that
there
was
some
trouble
with
drinking
here,
or
sent
to
psychiatrists
and
spent
a
lot
of
money
and
a
lot
of
hours
trying
to
find
out
why
you
drank.
And
if
a
man
or
woman
is
smart
enough,
they
can
get
to
the
basic
reasons
of
why
you
started
to
drink.
But
that
doesn't
dissipate
the
problem.
Has
many
of
you
in
this
room
ever
gone
to
a
dentist
and
said,
quick,
doctor,
tell
me
why
my
tooth
hurts?
And
after
he
explains
why
all
the
INS
and
outs
of
molecular
structure
of
cells
and
saliva
and
food
and
decay
and
all
of
that
sort
of
thing,
supposing
he
explains
exactly
why
you
have
a
two
face.
Have
any
of
you
ever
said
thank
you,
doctor
and
walked
out?
A
knowledge
of
causes
does
not
dissipate
the
problem.
It
doesn't
dissipate
the
problem
at
all.
Opera
therapy
does.
You
may
know
why
you
have
appendicitis,
but
that's
not
going
to
take
care
of
it.
Surgery
will
You
may
know
why
you
broke
your
leg.
You
weren't
careful
skiing,
but
a
knowledge
of
why
you
broke
your
leg
is
not
going
to
heal
it.
Proper
therapy
is
the
answer
to
any
problem.
However,
docs
does
just
to
clear
the
air.
There
are
reasons
why
people
drink
alcohol,
but
he
said
there
are
reasons
why
people
drink
everything.
So
let's
go
into
the
things
we
drink
and
why
we
drink
them.
The
very
first
thing
crosses
human
lips
is
water.
Why
do
we
drink
it?
We
have
to,
we
have
to,
but
I,
I
think
they
say
you
can
only
go
so
many
days
without
water
and
you'll
die.
Most
of
the
human
body
is
composed
of
water.
It
has
to
be
replenished.
And
so,
so
basically
water
flakes
first
we
drink
it
because
it
is
necessary
that
we
drink
it.
The
next
thing
we
are
given
is
milk,
and
milk
is
drunk
because
we
have
to
drink
it.
It
is
so
essential
to
life
for
some
animal
species,
the
human
animal
included.
This
is
what
biologists
call
us.
They
call
us
milk
drinkers.
The
technical
name
is
mammal.
That's
from
the
Latin
word
Mama,
which
means
breasts,
the
source
of
milk.
Mammals
are
milk
drinkers,
and
we
drink
milk,
milk
for
the
sustenance
of
health.
It
sustains
health
to
such
a
degree
has
been
called
nature's
perfect
food.
All
right,
these
two
beverages
here,
water
and
milk,
since
they
are
absolutely
essential
to
human
life,
they're
called
natural.
These
are
the
natural
beverages.
But
we
humans,
unlike
a
whole
lot
of
other
animals,
drink
a
lot
of
other
beverages
for
different
reasons.
One
of
the
very
first
things
we
drink
after
water
and
milk
is
something
sweet.
Soft
drink,
soda,
hot
chocolate,
anything
sweet.
And
the
reason
is
so
simple.
In
the
very
young,
among
the
taste
buds,
there
is
a
definite
preference
for
sweetness.
And
so
usually
our
parents
give
us
something
sweet
when
we're
very
young.
The
reason?
It
is
pleasing.
It
pleases
taste.
We
drink
because
it
tastes
good.
There's
no
deep,
probing
psychological
reason
for
that,
even
though
they
try
to
dazzle
us
with
technical
language.
It
is
drunk
for
oral
gratification.
All
that
means
is
that
it
tastes
good
and
that
is
why
we
drink
it.
As
doctrine
used
to
say,
we
please
a
desire.
We
do
not
fulfill
a
need.
We
please
a
desire.
And
I
think
this
is
a
probably
the
basic
reason
for
drug
usage.
It
teases
a
desire.
It
makes
one
feel
good,
but
there's
no
need
for
that.
This
is
necessary.
All
right.
The
next
thing
we're
introduced
to,
especially
here
in
the
Western
world,
is
coffee.
Now
please
watch
the
difference
between
drinking
coffee
and
drinking
these
other
three
things
up
here,
water,
milk,
and
soda.
The
drinking
of
coffee
has
to
be
learned.
You
have
to
acquire
taste
for
coffee
and
the
reason
you
have
to
learn
to
drink
coffee,
it
is
not
necessary
and
it
does
not
taste
good.
Why
in
the
name
of
heaven
do
we
drink
it?
The
very
first
reason
explains
why
we
do
practically
everything.
Curiosity.
Clearly,
after
the
coffee
is
a
big
people
drink.
They
drink
it
and
don't
give
up
any.
And
when
we
get
old
enough
to
ask,
we're
told
we
can't
have
it
because
it's
not
good
for
us,
so
we
want
some.
And
when
we
beg
enough
and
enough
and
enough,
somewhere
along
the
line
the
mother
or
the
father
will
take
a
little
bit
of
coffee,
cut
it
with
milk
or
cream,
put
a
little
sugar
in,
sweeten
it.
And
some
people,
when
they
really
acquire
taste
for
coffee,
actually
believe
the
sugar
ruins
the
taste.
It
ruins
the
taste.
Sugar
is
put
into
the
coffee
of
the
young
because
of
their
preference
for
sweetness
in
order
to
get
them
to
drink
it.
So
in
other
words,
we
take
a
sip,
we
slate
our
curiosity.
We
are
doing
what
the
big
people
do.
That,
by
the
way,
is
your
first
step
out
of
infancy,
doing
something
that
big
people
do.
The
second
reason
coffee
is
drunk
is
simply
because
it's
customary.
The
drinking
of
tea
is
customary
in
Ireland,
Scotland
and
England
and
so
on,
and
drink
drinking
of
coffee
perfectly
customary
year.
In
fact,
the
coffee
break
is
so
customary
it's
written
into
some
labor
management
contracts
here
in
the
United
States.
And
as
Doc
Green
used
to
say,
an
A
a
meeting
without
a
coffee
urn
is
perhaps
a
serious
break.
Individuality.
There
is
a
certain
social
aspect
to
the
drinking
of
coffee.
Why
do
we
have
a
coffee
break?
So
that
people
can
sit
around,
have
conversation
while
they're
having
a
cup
of
coffee.
You
don't
drink
coffee
usually
through
the
day
because
you're
thirsty,
but
simply
because
it
is
the
coffee
break
and
everyone
sits
around
has
one.
All
right,
Now
we
come
at
long
last
to
alcohol,
the
great
mysterious
thing.
Why
do
people
drink?
People
drink
for
a
whole
lot
of
reasons,
but
they're
just
as
simple
as
all
of
these.
They're
just
as
simple
and
completely
uncomplicated
as
all
the
rest.
The
drinking
of
alcohol
is
a
learned
process,
just
like
the
drinking
of
coffee
is
a
learned
process.
It
is
not
necessary
and
it
doesn't
taste
good.
It
comes
in
beverage
form
that
normally
is
not
acceptable,
especially
to
young
pilots.
We
have
to
acquire
a
taste
for
alcoholic
beverages.
Some
people
drink
it
all
their
lives
and
never
acquire
taste
for
it,
but
they
drink
it
anyway,
which
is
a
little
bit
perverse,
for
starters.
Anyway,
why
do
people
drink
alcohol
#1
curiosity.
It's
a
big
people
drink.
Even
the
law
says
in
some
places
used
to
be
universal
in
the
United
States
couldn't
drink
it.
They
were
21.
Then
it
became
18.
Now
it's
back
to
19
or
some
places
and
so
on
and
so
forth.
So
somewhere
along
the
line
you're
going
to
taste
alcoholic
beverages.
That
law
is
a
rather
crazy
sort
of
a
thing.
Anyway,
have
any
of
you
in
this
room
ever
heard
anybody?
Or
have
you
ever
said
yourself,
let's
say
you're
1516
years
old
and
you're
at
a
high
school
dancing.
Somebody
says
how
about
a
beer
and
say,
Gee,
I'd
love
to
have
one,
but
I
can't.
It's
illegal.
I'm
21.
It
is
so
selling,
no
one
pays
attention.
We
have
all
tasted
alcoholic
beverages
before
our
21st
year.
We
we
satisfy
that
curiosity.
Somewhere
along
the
line,
somebody
will
take
a
little
whiskey
for
a
little
water
or
ice
in
it
to
cut
it,
a
little
sugar
to
sweeten
it.
I
used
to
say
a
little
garbage
to
make
it
pretty.
We
call
that
a
cocktail.
Take
a
sip.
You're
doing
just
with
the
big
people
do.
And
this
too,
we
associate
with
adulthood.
Your
first
step
out
of
infancy
is
a
sip
of
coffee.
Your
first
step
into
the
adult
world
of
the
macho
human
being
is
drinking
booze,
and
I
think
that
some
so-called
adults
are
still
children
at
heart.
We,
for
some
reason
or
other,
think
that
drinking
alcohol
is
somehow
the
manly,
the
adult
thing
to
do.
A
little
bit
crazy.
Custom
dictates
the
use
of
alcohol.
Ladies
and
gentlemen,
alcohol
has
been
associated
with
hundreds
of
human
traditions
and
customs.
It
is
customary
to
drink
at
weddings.
We
toast
the
bride
and
champagne,
and
if
there
are
any
of
you
at
whose
heartstrings
romance
still
tugs,
you
know
the
word
honeymoon
comes
from
booze.
In
the
Scandinavian
countries,
they
celebrate
weddings
for
a
lunar
month
of
complete
moon,
28
days
during
that
month
that
moon
they
drink
a
beverage
called
Need
Mead,
which
is
an
alcoholic
beverage
made
out
of
honey.
If
you
can
imagine
that
this
month
this
moon
is
called,
then
the
marriage
month
or
the
honeymoon.
Now,
if
you
can
imagine
drinking
that
for
28
days,
maybe
you
can
appreciate
the
expression.
The
honeymoon
is
over
at
the
end.
It
is
customary
to
drink
at
birth,
death,
weddings,
wakes,
celebrations,
graduations,
anniversaries,
feast
days,
holy
days,
holidays,
Sundays,
Mondays,
Tuesdays,
Wednesdays.
We're
coming
to
Christmas.
Eggnog
is
a
traditional
Christmas
thing.
Mold
wine
in
England.
I
think
they
had
something
in
Dickens
Christmas
Carol
about
Bob
Cratchit
having
a
little
bit
of
wine
to
share
with
his
family
man
the
Tom
and
Jerry.
We
have
the
mint
Julep
around
May
associated
with
the
Kentucky
Derby.
I
saw
that
on
the
cover
of
an
airline
magazine.
May
I
meant
Jules.
We
have
the
Tom
Collins
in
summer,
etcetera,
and
the
Apple
line
of
Germany,
the
October
fest,
you
know,
when
the
wines
are
brought
in
the
bank
and
so
on
and
so
on
and
so
forth.
It
is
customary
to
drink
alcohol
associated
with
highlights
of
human
life,
and
it
has
been
for
centuries.
Conviviality,
good
Lord,
Alcohol
produces
a
whole
lot
more
conviviality
than
than
coffee.
In
fact,
the
Jews
refer
to
wine
as
the
gift
of
God
that
gladdens
the
hearts
of
men.
Wine
is
always
associated
with
joyous
occasions.
It
does
produce
conviviality
and
it
produces
it
in
a
very
physical
way
which
will
see
in
a
minute.
It
does
make
people
kind
of
happy.
It
is
drunk
for
escape.
Now
here's
where
the
professionals
have
so
dazzled
us
with
that.
He's
drinking
to
escape.
There's
nothing
wrong
with
that.
You
know
why
I
have
a
sweater
on?
The
night's
cold
out.
It
is
so
natural
to
seek
to
escape
the
unpleasant
by
substituting
the
pleasant
for
it.
Thirsty.
Take
a
drink
of
water,
it's
cold.
You
put
on
a
sweater,
it
rains,
you
come
in.
To
seek
to
escape
unpleasant
things
is
the
most
normal
natural
thing
on
earth
my
friends.
Alcohol
provides
escape
from
unpleasant
things
and
many
people
drink
it
for
that.
The
anxieties
of
the
day.
Men
and
women
for
generations
have
had
a
pre
dinner
cocktail
or
a
paratise
as
they
call
it
in
Europe.
It
relaxes
you
for
one
of
the
most
important
events
of
the
day,
evening
meal,
which
you
eat
together,
which
is
a
social,
convivial
type
of
happening.
It
is
the
gift
of
God
that
gladdens
the
hearts
of
men,
and
for
those
who
can,
who,
for
those
who
can
take
it.
Alcohol
has
proven
to
be
a
fine
escape.
Some
people
escape
the
tensions
of
life
or
the
vacation,
a
day
off,
jogging,
running.
It's
probably
normal
and
ordinary
to
seek
to
escape
unpleasantness
by
substituting
pleasantness,
sometimes
unplugged.
This
can
take
the
form
of
husbands,
wives,
jobs,
kids,
bosses,
anything
and
it's
marvelous
escape
from
the
anyway,
pain.
Pain
used
to
be
a
major
reason
why
people
drink.
Have
you
ever
used
the
expression
boy,
he
was
feeling
no
pain
with
that's
been
said
for
centuries.
He's
feeling
no
pain.
And
my
friends,
there
is
a
biochemical
reason
for
this.
Alcohol
is
a
painkiller.
It
kills
pain.
It
really,
really
does.
But
we
have
infinitely
better
painkillers
than
alcohol
today.
So
that's
not
quite
a
valid
reason
for
overdrinking.
Especially.
I've
always
said
if
somebody
you
work
with
comes
in
at
8:30
in
the
morning
drunk
and
you
ask
him
why
and
he
looks
at
you
and
says
receding
gums,
that
is
not
a
very
valid
reason
for
being
drunk
at
8:30
in
the
morning.
We
simply
have
better
painkillers
than
alcohol.
So
that's
kind
of
a
as
always
say,
you
know,
there's
an
ad
says
give
your
call
to
contact.
It'll
be
a
whole
lot
more
pleasant
to
give
it
to
old
Granddad.
Euphoria
is
the
6th
and
final
and
most
sensible,
normal,
ordinary
reason
why
everybody
drinks
beverage.
Alcohol,
ladies
and
gentlemen.
Euphoria
is
a
Greek
word
that
means
a
sense
of
well-being.
People
drink
alcohol
because
it
makes
them
feel
good.
Alcohol
does
what
no
other
beverage
does.
It
makes
you
feel
good.
King's
ransoms
have
been
spent
trying
to
find
well,
why
does
he
drink?
Why
does
she
drink?
That
is
the
basic,
basic
reason.
This
is
why
the
human
being
will
spend
250
on
an
exotic
cocktail
when
he
could
buy
a
case
of
root
beer
for
the
same
price.
The
reason
is
so
simple.
One
martini
does
what
all
the
root
beer
in
the
world
can't
do.
Makes
field
root.
Makes
field
good.
Now
why
do
you
wanna
feel
good
now?
Psychiatrist
can
have
their
day,
but
why
do
people
drink
basically
and
fundamentally
to
feel
good
and
you
can
couple
that
with
any
of
these
other
things.
It's
a
wedding.
You
could
choose
to
drink
ginger
ale
to
toast
the
bride
and
you
would
be
taking
part
in
the
ceremony
and
the
tradition.
But
if
you
have
a
couple
of
smashes
of
champagne,
you
not
only
please
the
bride,
you
please
yourself.
You
feel
good.
What
is
there
about
this
magic
substance
that
makes
you
feel
well,
what
is
it?
Basically,
it's
a
chemical
composed
of
carbon,
hydrogen
and
oxygen.
C2H5O
is
the
chemical
formula
for
the
type
of
alcohol
that
we
drink.
Now,
this
will
not
degenerate
into
a
chemistry
lesson.
I
don't
know
any
chemistry.
I
know
just
about
as
much
as
the
average
layman.
We
all
know
that
H2O
is
water.
I
think
we
have
all
come
to
learn
that
K9
P
comes
from
the
South
end
of
a
dog.
But
I
believe
that
that
would
be
the
expense
of
the
knowledge
that
most
of
us
have.
And
the
only
reason
I
mention
that
H2O
is
we're
going
to
see
a
little
bit
about
it
later.
C2H5OH,
A
carbohydrate.
It's
a
quick
source
of
energy,
but
it
is
not
a
food.
Alcohol
is
not
a
food.
What
it's
in
may
be.
Beer,
for
example,
comes
from
grain.
Beer
is
5%,
alcohol
the
rest,
the
other
95%,
may
contain
foodstuffs
and
so
on.
But
alcohol,
no.
Alcohol
is
handled
by
one
organ
of
the
human
body,
the
liver,
and
it
handles
it
at
the
rate
of
3/4
of
an
ounce
an
hour.
About
now,
you
can
either
accelerate
nor
decelerate
that
process.
There's
no
such
thing
as
a
hangover
cure.
The
only
thing
you
get
when
you
give
black
coffee
to
a
drunk,
there's
a
wide
awake
drunk.
All
of
these
things
do
nothing.
Alcohol
is
handled
by
the
liver
at
a
steady
rate,
approximately
an
out
an
hour.
What
is
it?
Solvent?
Any
decent
cleaner
for
example
has
alcohol
in
it.
It
has
been
known
to
remove
stains
from
desks,
desks,
stomachs,
paychecks,
ankles,
careers,
marriages,
families
and
lives.
Most
Alcoholics
died
because
they
don't
receive
proper
treatment.
This
is
the
best
solvent
known.
It's
an
irritant.
You
cut
yourself
and
spill
little
alcohol
on
the
cup.
You
will
move
quickly.
It
has
been
looked
upon
as
a
stimulant,
but
it
isn't.
And
we
look
upon
it
as
a
stimulant
because
of
nutty
things
people
do
when
they
drink
it
and
people
do
wacky
things
when
they
drink.
There's
a
fellow
in
a
a,
his
standard
reply
to
waiters
or
waitresses
who
asked
him,
would
you
care
for
a
drink?
He
always
says
no
thank
you,
I'm
allergic
to
it.
And
one
day
a
waitress
said,
what
do
you
mean
by
that?
He
said
when
I
drink,
I
break
out
in
spots,
Houston,
Anchorage,
New
York.
He
does
nutty
things
when
he
drinks.
People
do
that.
And
for
that
reason,
people
have
looked
on
alcohol
as
a
stimulant.
Actually
it
isn't.
It's
an
antiseptic.
And
there's
always
purify
your
arm
or
your
leg
or
wherever
else
they
stick
needles
into
you
before
they
give
you
the
needle.
It's
an
anesthetic.
It's
a
poor
anesthetic,
but
for
centuries
it's
the
only
one
we
had.
You
hear
a
lot
of
garbage
from
pulpits
about
the
moment
in
which
the
Roman
soldiers
offered
a
sponge
full
of
cheap
wine
to
Christ
on
the
cross.
That
was
meant
as
an
act
of
simple
human
kindness
to
alleviate
his
pain.
Cheap,
almost
vinegary
wine
into
which
they
mixed
another
drug
called
myrrh
was
standard
equipment
with
those
Roman
soldiers
and
had
to
execute
people.
They
gave
him
a
bang
of
that
and
then
nailed
them
and
waited
for
them
to
die.
It
helped
to
keep
down
the
screening.
Basically,
in
its
drinkable
form,
the
chemical
C2H5O
is
a
sedative
drug
and
alcoholism
is
addiction
to
that
drug.
Now
that's
this
whole
talk
in
one
sentence.
Is
there
any
Alcoholics
in
the
room?
And
you've
wondered
what's
wrong
with
you?
That's
what's
wrong.
An
alcoholic
is
one
who
is
addicted
to
a
sedative
drug.
Now
how
do
we
know
that?
What
is
addiction?
Everybody
uses
a
word
of
books
written
about
it.
I
think
that
addiction
is
a
mystery.
Nobody
knows
what
it
is.
Nobody
knows
what
life
is.
Nobody
knows
what
God
is.
You
know
what
we
do
with
mysteries?
We
look
and
we
describe
what
we're
looking
at.
That's
called
a
descriptive
definition.
Thousands
of
books
been
written
about
electricity.
Nobody
really
knows
what
it
is,
when
they've
torn
atoms
apart
and
everything.
We
know
enough
about
it
to
make
lights
to
power
nuclear
submarines
with
it.
But
no
one
knows
what
it
is.
What's
life?
We
know
the
difference
between
a
live
dog
and
a
dead
dog.
The
principle
of
life
is
gone
from
the
dead
dog.
We
know
enough
about
life
to
prolong
it.
We
know
enough
about
it
to
alleviate
some
of
its
miseries
and
to
cure
others.
No
one
knows
what
it
is.
What
do
we
know
about
God?
Well,
a
little
bit,
but
it's
practically
nothing.
We
see
God
through
what
he's
done.
We
look
and
we
describe
what
we're
looking
at,
But
everything
we
know
about
God
is
always
in
negative
terms.
We
tell
what
he's
not.
He
is
in
Senate,
which
simply
means
he's
not
like
us.
He's
not
finite,
and
so
on.
What's
addiction?
We
don't
know.
What
we
know
about
it
is
what
we
see.
In
all
addiction
there
are
two
main
characteristics
#1
is
compulsive
use
The
addict
uses.
Unlike
everybody
else,
he
has
no
control
over
his
uses.
He
always
drinks
too
much.
Arlington.
Now
there
are
five
basic
addictions,
narcotics,
alcohol,
food,
gambling
and
work.
What
we're
interested
in
is
the
drinking
now.
I
told
him
not
to
drink
and
he
got
drunk.
He
got
drunk.
The
alcoholic
doesn't
want
to
drink
as
much
the
dog.
I
have
always
used
this
as
a
thumbnail
definition
of
the
alcoholic.
I've
always
used
this
on
brand
new
people
who
are
wondering
whether
they
are
or
not.
They
you
know
you
don't
want
to
be
one,
but
just
answer
this
question
honestly.
Forget
about
limitations
imposed
by
husband,
wife,
child
or
parent.
Forget
all
that.
Just
answer
this
question
honestly.
Have
you
ever,
in
your
entire
life
Ever
drunk
more
than
you
determined
you
were
going
to
drink?
I
am
not
talking
about,
well,
I
think
I'll
have
a
couple
tonight
and
then,
you
know,
it's
a
class
reunion
or
surprise
birthday
party.
You
drink
4
instead
of
three.
I'm
not
talking
about
that
at
all.
Have
you
ever
seriously
determined
I
will
not
drink
more
than?
Have
you
ever
gone
over
that?
Just
yes
or
no.
If
your
answer
is
yes
more
than
once,
that
indicates
compulsion.
The
alcoholic
literally
drinks
against
his
will.
You
did
not
intend
to
drink
more
than
three
and
you
wind
up
on
a
four
day
binge.
That's
compulsion.
The
2nd
characteristic
is
progression.
What
that
means
is
this,
unless
and
until
the
drinking
is
stopped
completely,
it
can
only
get
worse.
It
can
only
get
worse.
Once
contracted,
all
compulsion
lasts
until
death.
There
is
no
such
thing
as
a
cured
alcoholic.
Now,
there's
a
great
big
thing
in
a
a
the
difference
between
recovered
and
recover
ring.
I
think
the
whole
bloody
thing
is
a
waste
of
words.
Recovered
means
you've
gotten
well.
Doesn't
mean
you
can't
get
Weller,
it
just
means
you've
gotten
over
your
illness.
People
who
say
that
they're
recovered
are
not
implying
that
they're
cured
at
all.
I
compare
recovery
from
alcoholism
like
recovery
from
a
broken
bone.
I
think
that
while
you're
in
the
hospital
and
while
you're
wearing
a
kiss,
you
are
recovering.
But
when
they
take
it
off,
you're
you're
well.
Doesn't
mean
you
can't
break
it
again,
and
once
you
recover
from
alcoholism,
doesn't
mean
you
can't
get
drunk
again.
Just
means
that
for
now,
you've
gotten
well,
all
right.
Once
there,
it
lasts
until
death.
What
that
means
is
if
you
can
reactivate
it
by
drinking
again
and
#2
it
gets
worse
until
death.
The
baffling
mystery
of
alcoholism
is
that
somehow
or
other,
it
progresses
whether
you
drink
or
not.
Now,
I'm
not
going
to
try
to
explain
that.
We'll
just
try
to
comment
on
it
later.
Alcoholism
is
addiction
to
a
sedative
drug.
Now,
we
have
seen
at
least
a
layman's
definition
of
addiction.
It's
a
phenomenon
whereby
someone
uses
a
substance
compulsively,
and
once
he
contracts
that
affliction,
it
lasts
until
death
and
it
gets
worse.
All
right,
now
let's
go
back
to
the
first
statement.
Alcohol
is
sending
a
drug.
How
we
prove
that,
that's
a
statement.
And
Doc
Green
and
that
magnificent
simplicity
of
his.
He
says
communication
can
take
place
in
any
number
of
ways,
but
you
learned
this
when
you
studied
English
in
first
year
high
school.
The
most
powerful
way
to
communicate
to
anybody
is
through
comparison
and
contrast.
You
can
show
someone,
for
example,
the
beauty
of
gratitude
by
showing
the
ugliness
of
ingratitude,
contrast.
Or
if
you
want,
if
you
know
something
I
don't
know
and
you
want
to
communicate
it
to
me,
compare
it
with
something
that
I
do
know.
And
that's
what
Dodd
Green
does.
He
shows
that
alcohol
is
a
sedative
drug
by
comparing
its
actions
to
the
action
of
another
accepted
anesthetic
sedative
drug
eater.
All
right,
now
we're
all
familiar
with
the
word
ether.
We
know
what
it
is.
Metastatic
use
in
hospitals.
I,
I
don't
think
that
there's
any,
but
I
don't
know
what
ether
is.
And
I
think
that
most
of
us
would
accept
the
fact
that
we
could
refer
to
an
anesthetized
rabbit
as
the
ether.
Funny.
And
I
promise
that
that's
the
last
of
that.
Anyway,
I
remember
once
giving
this
chalk
talk
in
Annapolis,
MD
to
a
group
of
military
and
civilian
personnel
from
an
eastern
region,
and
when
this
talk
was
over,
a
an
old
German
biochemist
came
up
and
explained
why
ether
and
alcohol
do
the
same
thing.
I
went
through
all
the
comparison
that
Doc
Green
had
gone
through,
and
then
this
man
came
up
and
just
put
a
formula
on
the
board
and
show
why
they
do
exactly
the
same
thing,
C2H5O.
We'll
go
back
to
the
chemistry
now
is
a
molecule
of
ethyl
alcohol
the
kind
we
drink?
And
this
little
man
came
back
up
to
the
blackboard
after
the
talk
was
over.
He
said,
let
me
show
you
why.
And
he
wrote
C2H5OH
on
the
boards
as
I've
written
it
right
here
just
now.
And
he
said,
do
you
know
what
ether
is?
I
said
no.
He
said
it
is
two
of
them,
HOC
2H5.
So
he
said
ether
is
twice
as
strong
as
alcohol.
But
he
said
even
more
than
that.
In
ether
there
is
no
H2O
and
he
plotted
out
the
middle
here,
the
two
agents
in
there,
the
formula
for
ether
C2H5
O
C2H5.
So
he
concluded
by
saying
ether
is
twice
the
strength
of
alcohol,
but
it's
undiluted.
What
I
say
is
ether
is
a
double
shot
without
a
chaser,
which
makes
it
a
little
understandable.
And
it's
perfectly
true.
That's
exactly.
In
other
words,
these
two
do
exactly
the
same
thing,
except
ether
does
it
quicker.
Now
let's
take
a
look
at
it.
What
does
ether
do?
If
you've
ever
been
in
a
hospital,
if
you
ever
undergone,
I
can
remember
in
the
eighth
grade,
I
have
my
tonsils
out
and
they
used
ether.
The
very
first
thing
that
happens
is
a
kind
of
dryness
in
the
throat.
Intel,
you
see,
is
very
absorbent
of
moisture
and
it
absorbs
the
moisture
from
the
mucous
membranes
of
the
throat.
Now,
if
you've
ever
undergone
surgery,
after
two
or
three
inhalations,
you
simply
want
to
pull
the
mask
off
and
just
gulp
in
fresh
air,
bringing
in.
And
of
course,
after
a
little
teeny
bit,
you
begin
to
feel
this
strange
thing
that
we
call
you.
You
feel
good.
Why?
Let's
begin
at
the
beginning,
what
Zachary
said.
Let's
take
an
adult
and
give
him
ether,
and
then
we
will
take
an
adult
and
give
him
alcohol.
We
will
see
that
both
do
the
same
thing.
But
before
he
went
into
that,
the
dryness
of
the
throat,
before
he
So
he
said,
what's
an
adult?
What's
a
mature
person?
Everybody
in
the
room
has
some
sort
of
definition.
Cardinal
Newman's
classic
definition
of
a
gentleman,
one
who
does
not
consciously
cause
pain.
I
think
you
have
to
have
a
certain
amount
of
maturity
to
fit
that
definition.
An
adult
certainly
is
someone
who
is
sensitive
to
the
sensitivities
of
other
people.
What
is
an
adult?
All
those
definitions
are
perfectly
valid
and
are
accurate.
Doctor
dreams
definition
was
an
adult
is
someone
who
functions
in
life
according
to
the
formula
I
/
E.
Intellect
governs
emotions.
Actually,
we
don't
govern
our
emotions.
But
what
he's
trying
to
say
is
what
Thomas
Aquinas
calls
us
Man
is
a
rational
animal
that
normally
his
functioning
and
his
actions
are
dictated
by
reason
rather
than
his
feelings
in
the
main.
All
right,
he
says,
now
please,
let's
watch
what
happens
to
that
formula
I
/
e
when
we
introduce
a
drug
to
the
brain
that
governs
that
formula.
All
right,
the
human
brain.
We
are
all
familiar
with
the
fact
that
the
brain
is
an
organ
inside
the
head.
It
is
composed
of
certain
parts
and
those
parts
control
functions.
The
outermost
part
of
the
brain
is
where
we
have
reason,
intellect,
the
seat
of
judgment.
Beneath
that
your
emotions,
your
imagination,
your
memory.
As
you
go
deeper
into
the
brain,
you
find
obviously
is
more
protected
and
it
governs
more
delicate
things.
The
motor
activity
of
the
body
that
the
movement
of
all
the
inner
workings
of
everything
that
goes
on.
Your
sense
of
coordination
is
where
it's
visible.
The
semi
voluntary
functions,
some
of
the
functions
of
the
human
body,
we
have
control
over
it
sometime,
other
times
we
don't.
The
blinking
of
your
eyes,
at
times
you
can
control
it,
at
times
you
can't.
You
just
blink
instinctively
when
wind
brings
dust
towards
your
eye.
There
are
the
purely
involuntary
functions
like
the
action
of
your
intestines,
the
action
of
your
stomach
as
it
handles
food.
And
then
you
have
the
inner
most
smallest,
most
protected
part
of
the
brain
governs
those
functions
that
we
consider
to
be
essential
to
life.
The
Latin
word
for
life
is
Vita,
and
what
is
essential
to
life
obviously
is
therefore
vital.
Anything
that
is
vital
has
to
do
with
your
life.
Sorry.
What
happens
to
that
brain
and
the
formula
I
/
e
that
is
within
it
when
you
drug
it?
What
happens
to
the
brain
when
you
drug
it?
All
right,
I
know
this
sounds
simplistic.
This
is
not
meant
to
be
a
science
lecture.
I
don't
know
that
much.
All
we
do
know
is
that
usually
an
anesthetic
will
hit
the
whole
brain,
but
step
by
step.
This
is
what
Doc
Green
is
trying
to
describe.
If
ether
were
given
slowly
and
put
into
a
human
system
gradually.
The
dryness
in
the
throat,
now
you
feel
euphoria.
He
gives
an
almost
mathematical
formula
for
Is
a
man
going
to
put
a
knife
to
your
belly?
And
you
feel
great?
Why
do
you
feel
good
in
a
situation
that
would
normally
terrify
you
if
you
weren't
half
anesthetized?
This
is
the
simplest
reason
of
all
I
/
E
except
after
D
add
a
drug
to
the
brain.
The
first
part
that
gets
hit
is
the
first
part
is
vulnerable.
What
controls
reasons?
The
watchdog
is
asleep.
The
worry
work
is
gone.
You
feel
good
because
the
drug
just
put
to
sleep.
What
would
make
you
feel
bad?
So
it's
I
over
reaccept
after
D.
Now
watch
what
the
drug
does
to
the
intellect,
puts
it
to
sleep
and
liberates
the
emotion.
When
there's
no
control
over
your
feelings,
they
come
out.
You
have
a
reversal
of
a
formula.
It's
now
E
over
I
and
you
enter
in
excitement
stage.
You
enter
an
excitement
stage.
The
important
thing
to
remember
is
this.
When
the
emotions
come
out,
they
come
out
drugged.
You
see,
that's
the
next
part
of
the
brain
that
gets
hit.
My
friends,
you
are
not
watching
emotional,
but
supposing
you
entered
an
operating
room
and
they
were
anesthetizing
a
patient
and
they
stopped
it
right
here
and
you
looked
at
someone
who
was
entering
an
excitement
stage
and
they're
badly
insane,
goofy
things.
You're
not
watching
emotional
behavior.
You're
watching
drugged
emotional
behavior.
What
sense
would
it
make
if
you
were
standing
beside
your
mother?
Let's
say
she's
on
operating
table
that
would
be
operated
on.
They
stopped
the
anesthetic
here
and
she's
saying
very
crazy
things.
How
many
of
you
would
say
good
heaven?
She
needs
a
psychiatrist.
She's
on
the
influence
of
ether.
Suddenly
the
psychiatrist
is
tall.
But
just
hold
on
to
that
thought
for
a
minute.
You
may
or
may
not
get
sick
here.
I
don't
know
what
you've
ever
walked
by
a
hospital
and
just
gotten
a
whiff
of
ether,
but
it's
it's
nauseating,
terribly
nauseating.
Now,
if
you're
in
an
excitement
stage
with
the
danger
of
nausea,
that's
just
the
word.
It
is
dangerous.
So
they
don't
keep
you
here
very
long.
They
just
kind
of
slam
you
through
there,
capture
a
bit,
you
hit
a
stage
of
pre
anesthesia,
you're
out.
What
happens
is
the
brain
is
being
drugged
from
outside
in,
your
intellect
is
gone,
the
emotions
are
goofy,
the
motor
activity
or
since
coordination
is
all
affected
you
could
see
a
written.
Not
theoretically.
You
very
well
could
hurt
yourself
if
they
did
not
shoot
you
through
that.
That's
why
that
sheet
is
wrapped
very
tightly
around
you.
That's
why
they're
all
standing
there
and
that's
why
they
slam
you
through
this.
In
fact,
what
they
do
today
is
they
give
you
a
needle
before
you
leave
your
room.
You're
a
little
bit
gone
by
the
time
you
get
down
there.
Alright,
when
the
semi
voluntary
functions
are
gone,
you
literally
cannot
open
your
eyelids.
They
call
that
pre
anesthesia
and
it
is
pre
anesthesia
because
you
can't
yet
be
operated
on
be
too
dangerous.
You'd
feel
the
pain
when
the
brain
is
sedated
down
to
hear
your
your
anesthetized.
When
the
involuntary
functions
go,
you're
in
a
state
of
anesthesia.
You
can
now
be
operated
on.
Now
watch
the
only
thing
you
have
left,
your
vital
functions,
your
heartbeat
and
your
breathing.
When
they
go,
you
do.
Death
is
the
next
step.
Many,
many
anise.
Well,
anesthesiologists
are
MD's
who
do
nothing
but
this
is
that
important.
They
can
even
operate
on
that
brain
while
they
have
it
out
and
I'll
bring
on
your
heart.
They
can
do
practically
anything.
What
happens
when
you
come
out
of
it?
You
go
through
the
same
process
in
reverse
from
anesthesia
to
pre
anesthesia.
You'll
be
sick,
you
undergo
an
exciting
stage,
but
you
will
not
feel
very
good.
Obviously
you've
just
had
surgery.
Phase
number.
Watch
this
please
cross
out
either
substitute
alcohol.
It
does
exactly
the
same
thing.
I'm
not
talking
about
alcoholism.
For
people
who
are
brand
new
this
program
and
you
feel
threatened
by
it,
forget
it.
I'm
not
talking
about
alcohol
isn't
talking
about
drinking.
This
is
what
happens
when
anyone
ingests
beverage
alcohol.
You
notice
that
you
don't
notice
the
dryness,
you
notice
the
burning
in
the
throat.
You
remember
your
first
shot
of
straight
whiskey.
It
wasn't
a
taste,
it
was
a
sensation.
The
tears
are
coming
down
your
cheek.
Why?
It's
highly
absorbent
of
moisture.
It
dries
out
the
mucous
membranes
of
your
throat.
And
then
being
an
irritant
in
the
earth.
Don't
you
know
what
happens
when
you
shave
your
face
and
then
put
some
aftershave
lotion
that
has
alcohol
in
on
its
things?
That's
in
fact
what
happens
in
your
throat.
They
are
very
sensitive
membranes.
That's
why
we
drink
chasers
after
straight
shot.
Use
the
expression
here.
What
Your
whistle
like
another
dumb
expression.
Alcohol
doesn't
let
your
whistle,
it
drives
it.
The
chaser
wets
your
whistle
anyways.
What
happens
when
you
drink?
You
feel
is
burning
in
the
throat
and
then
you
feel
good.
Why
is
old
granddad
a
little
more
pleasant
than
contact?
Because
it
adds
as
you
fly.
You've
all
heard
people
make
jokes
about
it.
Have
a
hot
toddy.
I
don't
know
what
the
hot
toddy
does
except
makes
you
forget
the
symptoms
of
the
cold.
You've
got
the
cold,
but
it
doesn't
bother
you
much.
You
feel
good
and
you
enter
an
excitement
stage.
Alright,
what
happens?
Alcohol
is
handled
at
the
rate
of
an
ounce
an
hour.
Suppose
you
drink
6
ounces
in
20
minutes.
All
right,
The
liver
handles
one
the
first
hour.
The
rest
gets
in
the
bloodstream
for
subsequent
trips.
When
the
blood
brings
it
to
the
brain,
the
alcohol
begins
to
sedate
the
brain.
How
do
we
know
that?
Simple
observation,
Doc
Green
says.
Don't
you
know
when
you're
in
the
presence
of
people
drinking,
you
don't
need
to
come
into
a
classroom.
Find
that
out,
there's
somebody
very
drunk.
He's
gonna
stagger,
yes,
from
a
very
drunky
standards,
but
in
the
beginning
you
notice
that
in
the
motor
activity,
that
slowness
of
the
blinking
of
the
eyelids,
the
tongue
becomes
thick.
It's
a
major
production
to
light
a
cigarette.
The
hand
weaves
a
little
bit,
getting
the
key
in
the
ignition.
And
whether
you're
alcoholic
or
not,
whether
you
like
it
or
not,
drinkers
who
drive
are
a
danger
to
human
life.
And
probably
having
non
alcoholic
who
drinks
has
done
that
without
even
thinking.
Ladies
and
gentlemen,
the
physical
impossibility
to
drink
and
function
right,
It
can't
be
done.
Good
morning.
They've
made
movies
out
in
Los
Angeles.
There's
another
one
from
Canada
they
used
up
in
Canada.
They
used
professional
racing
drivers
gave
them
two
shots
of
whiskey.
For
those
of
you
who
can
hold
it
and
your
big
drinkers,
they
gave
professionals
two
shots
of
whiskey
and
put
them
behind
the
wheels
of
their
car.
They
were
knocking
the
pylons
down
and
kind
of
cursing
because
they
knew
this
shouldn't
be
happening.
But
their
reflexes
were
about
1/2
of
a
second
behind
time.
The
brain
was
telling
them
what
they
ought
to
do,
but
the
but
the
reaction
was
that
much
slower
activity
was
being
affected.
But
anyways,
you
feel
good
because
alcohol
pushed
to
sleep.
What
would
make
you
feel
bad
when
alcohol
gets
the
brain
begins
to
put
it
to
sleep.
So
it's
I
overeat,
except
after
a
ADD
drug.
Alcohol
put
the
intellect
to
sleep,
release
the
emotions
and
what
you
see
is
drugged
emotional
behavior.
And
here's
where
everybody
makes
a
mistake
in
the
treatment
of
the
alcoholic.
We
would
not
dream
of
sending
our
mother
under
the
influence
of
ether
to
a
psychiatrist,
but
we
send
loved
ones
or
patients
under
the
influence
of
alcohol
to
us.
The
kind
of
doesn't
make
sense.
What
am
I
trying
to
say?
Answer
this
question
is
an
easy
one.
How
would
you
know
if
your
mother
needs
care
for
her
emotional
problems?
Wouldn't
you
say
the
obvious?
We'll
get
the
ether
out
of
her,
certainly
see
what
she
really
is.
And
then
if
she
needs
help,
she
needs
help.
Same
way
with
the
with
the
alcoholic.
Some
Alcoholics
need
deeper
therapy
after
they
get
sober.
But
there's
the
clue
after
they
get
sober.
Doc
Green
in
6000
patients,
he
said.
I
have
found
that
some
Alcoholics
after
they
get
sober
do
need
care.
The
percentage
of
Alcoholics
who
need
professional
help
after
they
recover
is
exactly
the
same
as
the
percentage
of
non
Alcoholics.
Ladies
and
gentlemen,
alcoholism
is
a
biochemical
addiction
to
a
drug.
Now,
if
you
were
nuts
before
you
started
to
use
it,
you'll
be
a
little
wackier
after
you
quit
with
the
drinking
but
here,
and
you
will
of
course
need
help.
But
many,
even
professionals,
look
at
the
results
of
the
drinking
and
conclude
that
they're
the
causes.
Well,
of
course
he's
drinking
here.
He's
now
gone.
He's
a
maniac.
He's
a
maniac
because
he's
drinking.
A
little
child
knows
that
all
of
these
things
are
the
results
of
the
drinking,
not
the
cause,
and
you
wipe
out
the
drinking
you
want.
Why
is
he
working
against?
He
doesn't
drink.
Why
is
he
invited
back
into
people's
health?
He
doesn't
drink.
You've
removed
the
cause
of
all
these.
A
little
kid
knows
that.
Ladies
and
gentlemen,
I
did
this
in
my
home
not
too
long
ago.
A
youngster
whose
mother
has
a
drinking
problem
came
to
see
me.
Little
fellow
started.
Christ
said
I
don't
want
to
leave
my
mother
and
he
just
ran
over
step
my
lap
and
when
his
tears
dried
he
sat
back
down
again.
I
asked
him
one
simple
question.
I
said
what's
wrong
in
your
house?
5
words.
5
words.
My
mother
drinks
too
much
and
people
have
spent
months
and
even
years
in
therapy
to
find
out
what
the
problem
is.
Ladies
and
gentlemen,
that
little
kid
drew
that
alcohol
was
the
problem.
Get
rid
of
the
alcohol,
then
we'll
go
after
the
other
stuff.
Then
we'll
go
after
the
other
stuff
that
needs
going
after
anyway.
What
kind
of
a
drinker
are
you?
When
you're
inhibition,
the
eye
is
put
to
sleep.
What
kind
of
drug
emotional
behavior
comes
out?
There
are
basic
types
of
drinkers
and
drunks
with
hundreds
of
different
variations
on
the
theme.
There's
the
Jokos
type,
the
life
of
the
party.
Be
very
shy
for
three
or
four
drinks
later,
he's
telling
the
stories
and
leaving
the
fun.
There's
the
bellicose
type
that's
from
the
Latin
word
for
war.
The
fighting
drunk
is
what
he
is.
I
know
another
fellow
in
a
a
He
goes
into
a
restaurant.
The
Laker
says,
would
you
care
for
a
drink?
And
his
standard
reply
is
always
lady
of
five
and
took
a
drink.
You
me
very
much.
He
used
to
tear
places
to
shreds.
He
was
a
bellicose
fighting
drunk.
Usually
fighting
drunks
are
little
guys
who
are
afraid
of
the
dark.
But
get
them
drunk
and
they'll
take
on
King
Kong
and
I
would
say
NAA,
you
can
spot
them,
the
new
men
with
the
new
teeth.
But
there
is
another
conclusion
that
comes
come
to.
If
you
know
a
big
drunk
who
is
nasty,
leave
them
alone
now.
I
mean
that.
I've
heard
people
say,
oh,
I
can
handle
him.
I'm
the
only
ones
who
can.
Well,
yeah,
one
day
he
may
handle
you.
He's
drugged.
Don't
play
around
with
big
nasty
drunk.
And
then
there's
the
Lacrimus,
or
crying
drunk.
Have
you
ever
met
one?
You
ever
been
one
using
the
big?
Well,
we
won't
even
go
into
that.
That
takes
forever.
Somebody
once
said
that
the
alcoholic
is
alone
in
a
crowd.
Well,
he
didn't
even
come
close.
And
I
believe
that
all
the
garbage
in
the
soul
of
an
alcoholic
wants
out.
No
one
likes
being
dirty
and
I
think
that
very
often
our
fears,
especially
our
fears
of
God,
disappear
or
want
to
disappear.
When
the
alcoholic
gets
drunk,
his
fears
of
God
disappear
and
he
looks
up
people
connected
with
guys
why
a
lot
of
priests
and
ministers
and
so
on
get
calls
from
drunk.
Please
help
me,
please
help
me,
please
help
me.
And
of
course
the
alcoholic
would
not
do
that
when
he's
sober,
but
he
does
when
he
kills
his
inhibitions
and
his
fears
and
so
on.
But
anyway,
the
crying
drunk,
that's
room
for
a
whole
book
in
itself.
Anyways,
if
you
drink
enough,
you'll
pass
out.
Now
please
watch
the
paradoxes
of
alcohol.
It
is
an
anesthetic
and
it
was
used
as
such
in
the
Middle
Ages.
If
they
wanted
to
amputate
your
leg,
they
got
you
drunk
till
you
passed
out
and
then
cut
it
all
quick
because
still
you
could
feel
it.
Why
is
alcohol
a
poor
anesthetic?
It's
a
liquid.
It's
a
liquid,
once
you
drink
enough
to
become
unconscious
pre
anesthesia
you
can't
pick
up
a
glass
and
swallow
anymore
to
get
down.
In
dynasties,
if
you
do,
you're
able
to
take
too
much,
and
going
down
and
die
is
very,
very
hard.
Theoretically,
you
could
drink
enough
up
here
to
slam
you
down
into
anesthesia,
but
who's
going
to
say
you're
going
to
stop
there?
I
remember
once
I
was
up
at
Rutgers
Summer
School
of
Alcohol
Studies,
they
were
trying
to
show
all
this,
the
influence
of
alcohol
on
the
body.
And
they
use
laboratory
rats.
I
think
there
were
three
or
four
reps
He
he
took
maybe
1/3
of
an
ounce
of
alcohol
and
injected
it
into
the
rack
and
they
put
him
on
a
tightrope
where
you
could
see
the
rat
walk
across
the
tightrope.
He
put
this
tiny
amount
of
alcohol
to
show,
you
know,
the
influence
of
the
motor
activity
for
people
think
they
drive
well
when
they
drink.
And
the
old
rat
was
staggering
across
there
and
falling
and
grabbing
onto
the
rope
and
so
on.
Then
he
put
a
little
more
in.
The
rat
couldn't
get
up
to
the
rope
and
then
he
put
enough
in.
The
rat
passed
out
and
I
went
up
to
him
afterwards
and
it
was
a
brilliant
lecture,
very,
very
humorous
lecture
and
very
informative
lecture.
And
I
went
up
afterwards
and
I
said,
well,
that
rats
come
too.
And
he
says
I
don't
know.
We
lose
about
half
of
them.
He
was
an
exercise
to
a
point
where
his
vital
functions
were
put
to
sleep.
He
said
this
one
might
or
might
not
and
was
very
frightening
thing.
Very
frightening
thing.
Anyways,
coming
out
of
it.
You
go
through
the
same
process
in
reverse.
Now
please,
let's
just
look
at
two
people
who
go
through
this
process,
ones
an
alcoholic,
one
isn't,
and
then
we'll
go
into
alcoholism
and
see
what
it
is.
Right
now
we're
just
talking
about
alcohol,
the
substance
alcohol.
We
well,
a
few
comments
about
alcoholism,
but
we're
going
to
it
now.
Charlie
and
his
aunt
go
to
a
New
Year's
Eve
party.
You're
always
the
alcoholic.
He
drinks
compulsively.
His
aunt
doesn't
drink
at
all
because
he
does
just
very
briefly
watch
what
happens
to
Charlie.
Listen
to
this
please.
It's
important.
He
comes
to
see
the
new
year
in
alright,
that's
at
midnight.
He
shows
up
at
5:00
PM.
He
gets
there
early
and
has
the
first
drink.
He
burns
the
throat,
feels
good
for
a
while.
He's
the
loving
life
of
the
party.
Somebody
bangs
him
in
the
mouth.
He
cries
in
his
beer
and
passes
out
at
20
minutes
of
midnight.
Charlie
hadn't
seen
a
new
year
in
in
six
years.
Charlie
has
not
seen
a
new
year
in
in
six
years,
Not
by
intentions.
He
came
to
see
the
new
Year
in
and
his
unconscious.
Why
surely
drinks
compulsively.
He
couldn't
help
him.
He
wanted
you
for
you
and
shot
through
it.
How
many
Alcoholics
in
his
How
many
of
you
have
ever
set
out
to
have
a
good
time
drinking
and
come
to
perhaps
in
a
hospital
week
and
a
half
later?
How
many
of
you
have
set
out
to
have
a
good
time
drinking
and
spent
the
next
three
days
with
a
horrible
hangover,
unable
to
eat?
That's
what
happens
to
the
Charlies
of
the
world.
Normal
drinkers,
ladies
and
gentlemen,
drink
for
euphoria.
They
get
it
and
they
stop
there.
And
it
is
the
gift
of
God
that
Gladys,
the
Hearts
men,
the
alcoholic,
cannot
stop
there.
He
shoots
through
it
and
Mabel
doesn't
drink
at
all
but
watch
the
influence
of
alcohol
on
a
non
drinker.
They
give
her
a
screwdriver
and
tell
her
it's
orange
juice
and
halfway
through
her
heads
down
on
the
table,
she
doesn't
even
know
she's
had
a
drink.
She's
unconscious
the
next
morning.
Charlie
will
wake
up
with
a
hangover.
He'll
take
three
or
four
shots
before
he
gets
out
of
bed
so
he
won't
commit
suicide
when
he
shaves.
And
old
Mabel
just
wakes
up
all.
Perhaps
her
head
hurts
a
little
bit,
but
she
didn't
even
know
she's
had
a
drink.
What's
the
difference
between
Charlie
and
Mabel?
What
is
an
alcoholic,
for
those
of
you
in
the
room
who
are
wondering?
All
right,
maybe
you're
here
against
your
will.
Maybe
you've
heard
people
talk
to
you
about
your
drinking,
gotten
angry
about
it.
Well
that's
a
pretty
good
indication
you
got
a
problem
because
of
non
Alcoholics
not
threatened
by
somebody
talking
about
his
drinking.
I
mean,
the
basic
definition
of
alcoholic
is
somebody
who's
drinking
makes
trouble.
I
remember
some
years
ago
down
in
Jessup's
Cut,
I
gave
this
talk
and
to
the
inmate,
to
some
of
the
inmates
who
are
in
A
and
there
was
a
young
man
there,
28
years
old,
with
one
arm.
His
left
arm
was
missing.
You
know
what?
You
know
what
convinced
him
he
was
an
alcoholic?
His
cellmate
was
in
a
A
and
he
came
to
meetings
just
to
get
out
of
his
cell.
He
went
with
his
roommate
and
while
he
was
there,
he
heard
when
you're
drinking
causes
problems,
That
is
a
drinking
problem.
That
man
got
drunk
three
times
in
his
life.
Just
three
times.
The
first
time
he
was
a
very
young
man,
he
had
an
accident
with
a
one
of
these
farm
machines
who
lost
his
arm.
The
second
time
he
got
drunk
was
a
real
beauty.
And
the
result
of
that
was
after
a
prolonged
period
of
time,
he
lost
his
family.
And
the
third
time
he
got
drunk,
he
committed
a
crime
of
violence
that
robbed
him
of
his
freedom
is
in
jail.
And
he
concluded
rather
correctly
that
even
though
he
had
only
gotten
drunk
three
times
in
his
life,
he
was
an
alcoholic.
He
didn't
drink
normally.
I
believe
this,
ladies
and
gentlemen,
if
you're
drinking
has
ever
become
the
topic
of
serious
concern.
Conversation
on
the
fart
of
other
people.
That's
a
drinking
problem.
That's
a
drink
problem.
Just
answer
this
one.
Really.
Have
you
ever
lied
about
your
drinking?
Just
yes
or
no?
If
you
have
a
lot
about
normal
drinkers,
don't
do
that.
And
the
key
to
it
is
this.
Just
answer
this
question.
Do
normal
drinkers
do
this?
Whatever
it
is,
do
normal
drinkers
do
this?
If
your
answer
is
no,
you
got
abnormal.
Now
please
let's
look
at
some
of
the
symptoms
of
alcoholism
and
this
is
not
normal.
Just
see
if
you
fit
in
here
anywhere.
The
prime
faces
for
alcoholism.
All
Alcoholics
drink
too
much.
Not
a
brilliant
statement.
All
alcoholic
drink
too
much.
Ladies,
gentlemen,
a
lot
of
non
alcoholic
strength,
too
much.
What's
the
difference
between
addictive
drinking
and
alcohol
abuse?
Addiction
or
alcoholism
means
drinking
against
your
will.
The
abuser
is
free.
He
chooses
to
drink
that
way.
Many
people
become
Alcoholics
by
deliberately
drinking
too
much
in
the
days
when
they
did
have
control.
I
think
it
is
flirting
with
death
on
the
part
of
youngsters
who
just
was
out
thought
choose
to
get
drunk.
They
are
pumping
a
dangerous
addictive
substance
into
their
systems
without
even
blinking.
Without
even
blinking.
The
same
way
with
drugs,
whether
they're
harmful
at
not
or
not
is
almost
beyond
the
point
they
are
dangerous.
I
don't
think
anyone
questions
that.
It's
like
a
kid
saying,
well,
it's
fun
to
juggle
these
dynamite
sticks.
I
haven't
died
yet,
you
know?
So
well,
anyway,
we
won't
even
go
into
that
math.
What
is
excessive
drinking?
What
is
excessive
drinking?
Because
every
alcoholic
says
I
don't
drink
that
much.
What
do
you
mean
excessive?
I
don't
drink
a
whole
lot.
In
other
words,
what
is
a
whole
lot
for
one
person
may
not
be
for
another,
but
there's
still
is
a
standard
answer
as
to
what
is
excessive.
The
amount
that
causes
trouble.
I
don't
think
anybody
should
have
too
much
trouble
grasping
that.
If
it
makes
trouble,
that's
too
much.
However
much
makes
problems
is
too
much.
What
are
some
of
the
problems
that
can
happen?
Drinking
#1
blackout,
flacking
at
the
present
lapse
of
memory.
You
can
remember
graduating
from
grammar
school
and
you
can't
remember
driving
the
car
home
last
night.
A
normal
drinker
who
would
have
a
blackout
would
be
so
terrified
of
it,
it
would
never
happen
again.
My
God
Alcoholics.
Blackout
all
the
time
doesn't
mean
phasing.
Many
an
alcoholic
gets
up
in
the
morning,
looks
out
his
window
to
see
if
the
car
is
still
there
or
to
see
if
it's
there
at
all.
He
doesn't
remember
driving
home
last
night.
Many
an
alcoholic
will
see
a
damaged
Fender
and
drive
that
night.
A
non
alcoholic
would
say
my
God
that
dent
may
have
been
put
there
by
a
child
that
I
hit
from
phase.
The
algorithm
really
doesn't
phase
gulping
and
sneaking
drinks.
Do
normal
drinkers
do
that?
It's
called
the
closet
drinker.
You've
heard
that
expression.
Do
you
know
a
normal
eater
who
goes
into
a
closet
to
eat
a
sandwich?
You
see,
normal
people
don't
do
these
things
that
the
alcoholic
does.
Gulping
and
sneaking
drinks
is
a
kind
of
an
unnatural
way
to
drink.
Do
normal
drinkers
do
that?
Of
course
not.
A
normal
drink.
Once
take
a
drink,
it
takes
a
drink.
Loss
of
control,
as
we're
talking
about
there,
as
a
result
of
compulsion.
Have
you
ever
drunk
more
than
you
determined
you
were
going
to
drink?
Lost
control.
Now,
how
do
you
explain
that?
Supposing
you
did.
But
oh,
Jesus,
if
you
were
married
to
this
when
you
drink
too,
If
you
had
the
job
I
had,
you'd
drink
too.
There's
always
a
reason
why
we
drink.
Single
alibis.
Why'd
you
drink
less?
Why'd
you
get
drunk
last
surges
and
rain.
Why'd
you
get
drunk
Friday?
He
says.
It
didn't
rain
well.
Why
did
you
get
drunk
today?
The
Vikings
lost.
Why
did
you
get
drunk
last
week?
They
won.
You
know
what
An
alibi
is
an
unreasonable
reason
for
doing
something
yesterday
and
a
snow
tomorrow.
Normal
drinkers
don't
need
alibis
to
drink
the
eye
opener.
The
need
of
a
drink
after
a
period
of
deprivation.
It's
usually
in
the
morning,
but
it
doesn't
have
to
be
a
people
that
suppose
you
know
somebody
that
happens
to
like
orange
soda
and
he
drinks
two
of
them
one
evening
at,
you
know,
in
the
summer
you
have
a
cookout
and
he
drinks
a
couple
of
oranges.
If
you
know
anybody
wakes
up
at
4:30
in
the
morning
shaking
to
pieces
and
he
doesn't
stop
shaking
till
he
gets
another
bottle
of
orange.
I
never
met
one.
I
never
met
one.
I
met
a
whole
lot
of
drinkers
who
need
an
eye
opener
to
function
in.
In
the
corporate
management,
many
a
top
executive
has
to
have
1/2
plane
on
board
before
you
sign
business
letters
or
put
his
name
to
a
check.
Drinking
alone.
No
alcoholic
wants
anyone
else
to
know
he
drinks
as
much
as
he
does,
as
often
as
he
does.
So
he
tries
to
drink
where
he
can't
see
him.
And
when
you're
catching
him
doing
it,
it's
it's
very
embarrassing.
How
many
of
you
men
in
the
room
would.
What
would
you
feel
like
if
you
went
home
and
saw
your
wife
sneak
out
of
the
dining
room
into
the
bathroom,
open
the
toilet
tank,
pull
out
a
bottle
of
milk
and
drink
three
shots
you
have
to
put
away
in
about
5
minutes
with
no
questions
asked?
And
you
drink
booze
that
way?
Now
it
meant
funny,
you
know,
and
we
can't
see
woods
for
trees.
Change
the
I
got
to
do
something
about
my
drinking.
So
we
switched
from
bourbon
to
vodka
for
this
beauty
while
it's
tribe.
I
heard
a
man
of
last
night's
say
that
he
never
drank
anything
but
beer.
We
got
just
as
drunk.
You
know
the
difference
between
a
beer
drinker
and
a
whiskey
drinker?
The
amount
of
alcohol
you
find
in
a
12
ounce
bottle
of
beer
is
exactly
how
much
alcohol
you'll
find
in
a
shot
of
whiskey.
Conclusion
is
obvious.
If
you're
a
beer
drinker,
you
gotta
drink
more
beer
to
get
it,
and
you
have
to
go
to
the
bathroom
more
often.
It
ain't
worth
it.
We're
gonna
have
a
cold
winter
and
and
getting
up
three
or
four
times
in
the
middle
of
the
night,
it
isn't
worth
it.
They
tell
that
one
beer
drinker
went
into
a
bar
and
he
had
as
much
as
he
could
hold
and
finally
he
ordered
another
one,
went
in
the
men's
room,
poured
it
in
the
John.
Somebody
asked
him
what
what
was
wrong
with
him,
and
he
lost
his
mind.
He
said
no,
he
just
tired
of
being
the
middle
man.
He
just
thought
it
just
goes
straight
on
them.
Antisocial
behavior.
That's
perfectly
normal
to
have
fun
at
parties
at
New
Year's
Eve
party.
So
people
put
on
goofy
hats
and
blow
noisemakers
and
yell
and
sing
and
do
crazy
things.
It's
the
way
we
acted
football
games.
You
know
you're
going
to
yell
and
scream
at
a
football
game
like
you
wouldn't
act
out
on
33rd
St.
get
in
that
stadium
and
become
a
maniac.
So
it's
perfectly
normal
to
have
fun
at
parties
and
to
do
the
convo
and
stand
on
a
piano
and
sing
songs.
But
on
a
Saturday
afternoon,
you
know,
walk
into
a
neighbor's
house
and
jump
up
on
his
piano
with
your
golf
shoes
on
and
practice.
That's
a
little
bit
gross
that
you
don't
vomit
on
people's
rugs
for
fun.
Drugs
do
that.
Alcoholics
do
that.
And
this
antisocial
behavior
has
results.
That
results
in
the
loss,
a
lot
of
losses.
Families,
friends
and
jobs.
Ladies
and
gentlemen,
I'm
not
going
to
go
into
them.
I
just
want
you
to
hear
this
one
line.
You
can
lose
friends
if
you
don't
shower,
even
lose
jobs
if
you
don't
show
up
or
you
work
poorly.
Families
bust
up
for
thousands
of
reasons.
What
I'm
trying
to
say
tonight
is
this.
If
alcohol
causes
this,
that's
an
alcohol
problem.
I
call
it
alcohol
this.
I
call
it
alcoholism.
I
was
a
young
fellow.
We
just
hired
to
work
for
us.
Lost
his
family
because
of
drinking.
There
are
neighbors
in
every
neighborhood
have
lost
their
families
because
of
drinking.
One
who
discovered
his
headless
body,
he
blew
it
off
with
his
shotgun.
These
things
don't
happen
to
normal
drinkers,
doctors
and
hospitals.
Do
you
know
anybody
in
your
neighborhood?
This
guy
sits
down,
he
has
a
pizza
and
a
glass
of
beer
one
night,
winds
up
in
the
hospital
for
the
next
three
weeks.
This
doesn't
normal
drinkers.
He's
Alcoholics.
Alcoholics,
after
a
while,
as
it
progresses,
wind
up
in
the
hospital
and
then
you
hear
this.
Well,
it
was
only
once
and
a
guy
goes
to
a
hospital
18
times,
he
says
one
or
guy
121
times,
always
someone
worse
than
me.
I
don't
want
to
look
at
my
drinking.
I'm
going
to
look
at
some
of
my
drinks
worse
than
I
do,
drinks
more
than
I
do.
Has
anyone
ever
asked
you
about
your
drinking
and
you
pointed
your
finger
to
somebody,
drank
more
and
you
everybody
does
that,
doctors
and
hospitals.
But
finally
comes,
you
know,
the
doctor
just
sits
you
down,
said,
hey,
Harry,
you
happen
to
have
cirrhosis
in
the
liver.
And
this
damage
is
irreparable.
Keep
drinking
and
the
liver
keeps
getting
worse.
That's
the
story.
And
so
some
Alcoholics
are
forced
into
sobriety
through
fear.
It's
usually
very
ineffective,
very
ineffective.
I
know
a
man,
very
lovely
man,
too.
Was
sober
11
years.
He
picked
up
a
drink
and
became
a
vegetarian.
I
know
another
man
had
22
years
of
sobriety
because
of
circumstances.
Whatever,
he
picked
up
a
drink
and
one
year
later
he
was
buried.
It
does
progress
whether
you
drink
or
not.
Ladies
and
gentlemen,
do
you
know
what
happens
to
an
alcoholic
who
picks
up
a
drink
after
a
period
of
time,
a
period
of
sober
time?
He
does
not
pick
up
where
he
left
off.
He
does
not
pick
up
where
he
left
off.
He
picks
up
where
he
would
have
been
if
he
had
been
drinking
all
that
time.
Doesn't
this
make
sense
to
you?
Please?
Doesn't
this
make
sense
supposing
Alcoholics
could
space
over
for
five
years
and
then
begin
at
the
beginning
again?
Everybody
be
doing
it.
Whatever.
The
alcoholic
who
has
ever
tried
to
drink
again
has
wound
up
either
dead
or
dying.
Alcoholics
cannot
drink.
The
alcohol
will
ultimately
kill
them.
The
only
answer
is
permanent,
perpetual,
you
know,
abstinence,
when
an
alcoholic
picks
up
a
drink
after
a
prolonged
stretch
of
sobriety.
And
we
see
these
tragedies
all
the
time
and
they
usually
come
in
batches.
Somebody
with
22
years
sobriety,
20
years
sobriety,
18
years
sobriety,
they,
they
come
sometimes
just
in
batches
like
that.
It's
very
frightening,
very,
very
frightening.
And
a
lot
of
them,
their
shame
will
not
allow
them
to
come
back
and
get
well
again.
It
is
frightening.
The
so-called
theory
about
trying
to
help
Alcoholics
or
teach
Alcoholics
to
drink
again
is
going
to
kill
a
lot
of
people.
Thunders
and
binges.
You
know
what
happens
in
a
person
who
stays
sober
out
of
fear
and
doesn't
have
the
ongoing
therapy
of
AA?
I'm
a
man.
I've
been
so
over
11
years.
I
can
handle
a
beer.
And
he
does,
He
does.
But
there's
a
poem
that
the
Orientals
have
at
the
Punch
Bowl
Spring.
Let
the
thirsty
think
what
they
say.
In
Japan,
first
the
man
takes
a
drink,
then
the
drink
takes
a
drink,
then
the
drink
takes
the
man.
He
drinks
a
beer
and
handles
it,
and
the
next
day
he
drinks
a
beer
and
handles
it.
But
the
very
nature
of
his
disease
is
compulsive
drinking.
The
next
day
you
see
handle
3
beers
and
this
goes
on
for
about
four
days
and
then
he
handles
three
shots
and
two
weeks
later
three
fifth
handles
him
and
he
doesn't
know
what
hit
him.
And
people
begin
to
go
on
benders
and
binges
that
they've
never
done
before
and
they
don't
know
what's
happening.
The
progression
of
the
disease.
There
is
even
some,
and
this
is
almost
inexplicable,
but
I've
talked
a
couple
of
a
a
doctors
about
this.
Sometimes
physical
damage
is
inaugurated
in
the
early
years
of
drinking,
and
it
progresses
as
years
go
by.
Some
people,
after
a
prolonged
stretch
of
sobriety,
begin
to
feel
and
see
deterioration
that
is
simply
the
result
of
the
early
years
of
abusive
drinking.
ANYWAYS,
tremors.
Doctor
Green
used
to
call
that
an
infallible
sign
of
addiction.
I
don't
mean
necessarily
the
external
shakes,
I
mean
that
combined
with
that
internal
quivering
for
a
drink
and
the
alcoholical
curl
through
snow
to
get
it.
He'll
steal
from
his
children
to
get
it.
And
these
are
not
the
antics
of
normal
people.
But
that
is
at
the
heart
of
the
matter.
The
alcoholic
is
not
normal.
He
drinks
compulsively.
Protect
the
supply.
Answer
this
question
as
honestly
as
you
can
quickly
with
a
yes
or
no.
Did
you
ever
hide
a
bottle?
Yes
Sir,
normal
people
don't
do
that.
Alcoholics
being
potable
bartender,
keep
that
line
of
supply
open.
Prominent,
prominent
lawyer
in
an
eastern
city.
His
wife
came
up
to
me
one
day
and
she
said
we
live
in
a
beautiful
home
in
a
marvelous
section
of
the
city
and
my
husband
makes
a
ton
of
money
and
she
said
I
was
never
saw
virus
in
my
life.
When
the
dentist
kept
calling
to
have
a
$12.00
bill
paid,
my
husband
couldn't
meet
it.
But
keep
that
bartender
paid
and
keep
that
liquor
store
paid.
Keep
that
line
of
supply
open.
Protect
the
supply.
Hide.
The
Bajo,
ladies
and
gentlemen,
is
way
down
the
end
of
the
line
here.
So
if
you
have
ever
hidden
bottles,
what
you
are
saying
is
this,
don't
talk
to
me
about
my
drinking.
I'm
going
to
lie
about
it.
I'm
going
to
protect
this
supply.
This
is
essential.
You
know
why
Alcoholics
lie?
You
know
why
they
live
the
lie.
If
I'm
a
practicing
alcoholic
and
I
tell
you
the
truth
about
my
drinking,
you're
going
to
tell
me
to
quit.
And
I
know
I
can't.
I
don't
want
to
admit
that,
but
I
know
I
cannot
live
without
alcohol.
Who
can
live
without
alcohol?
Many
Alcoholics
honestly
believe
that
alcohol
is
an
essential
part
of
life.
Unreasonable
resentment.
Here's
where
the
family
is
going
crazy.
I
have
heard
women
say
I'm
damned
if
I
do
and
I'm
damned
if
I
don't.
If
I
say
yes,
I'm
wrong.
If
I
say
no,
I'm
wrong.
You
see,
the
alcoholic
is
running
out
of
alibis
and
he
needs
reasons
to
drink.
And
so
if
you
say
good
morning,
he
resents
that
because
he
wanted
you
not
to
say
good
morning.
So
I
can
resent
back,
so
built
that
way.
If
she
has
dinner
waiting
for
him,
he
laughs
at
her
for
being
a
fool.
And
if
she
doesn't
have
dinner
waiting
for
him,
he
hits
her.
The
effects
of
alcoholism
on
the
family
as
a
result
of
unreasonable
resentments.
Absolutely
unbelievable.
I
like
to
go
into
it
sometime
when
I'm
in
speaking
about
the
family,
but
I
know
a
young
lady
out
West
who
is
working
with
family.
All
children
are
deeply
affected
by
the
drinking
of
apparent,
no
matter
how
young.
I
saw
a
presentation
at
this
lady
gave
and
she
showed
crayon
drawings
from
children
of
all
ages
beginning
with
age
4.
I
almost
didn't
believe
what
I
was
looking
at.
Now
this
absolutely
frightening
aspect
of
family
and
the
result
of
the
resenting
insane,
really
irrational
alcoholic,
the
children
who
cope,
those
who
make
it,
the
15
year
old
boy
who
replaces
both
mother
and
father.
He
gets
his
little
brothers
and
sisters
out
of
bed,
he
feeds
them,
he
clothes
them,
he
gets
them
off
to
school.
He
himself
is
an
A
student.
He's
also
damaged
by
the
drinking
of
the
parents.
They
have
found
that
when
people
like
that
grow
up,
they
are
so
emotionally
isolated
it
is
practically
impossible
for
them
to
have
a
normal
relationship
with
another
human
being.
And
many
of
them,
oddly
enough,
go
into
caregiving
professions.
There
is
the
goodness
in
them
that
wants
out,
and
somehow
they
want
to
make
up
for
the
tragedy
in
their
own
home.
And
many
of
them
go
into
medicine,
nursing
and
education.
It
is
astounding
how
many
professional
people
come
from
alcoholic
parents.
Astounding.
But
anyway,
that's
for
another
day.
Nameless
fears
and
anxieties.
I
have
said
this
and
I'll
say
it
till
I
die.
Alcoholism
teaches
its
victims
one
single,
simple,
solitary
thing.
And
that's
how
to
be
scared
to
death.
The
only
thing
the
Alcoholics
learned
is
fear.
And
sometimes,
ladies
and
gentlemen,
you
can
almost
smell
it.
And
the
loneliness.
I
will
never
in
my
life
forget
leaving
a
hospital
through
the
emergency
room
one
day
and
I
saw
a
derelict
won,
a
cop
with
a
policeman
who
brought
him
in,
standing
outside
the
little
cubicle
with
his
back
toward
the
man.
Everyone
else
was
receiving
attention
in
there.
He
had
dried
blood
on
his
scalp.
Evidently
he
had
fallen
and
split
his
scalp.
Everyone
else
was
receiving
attention
except
him.
And
he's
sitting
in
there
on
his
hands,
kind
of
shaking.
He
is
filthy
dirty.
He
had
on
a
coat
that
must
have
been
600
years
old
and
you
could
smell
that
man's
loneliness.
It
was
God.
The
picture
haunts
me
now.
It's
me.
Anyways.
Fears
and
anxiety.
As
I
said
earlier
this
evening,
whoever
said
that
an
alcoholic
is
alone
in
a
crowd
didn't
even
come
close
till
you
finally
come
to
the
end
of
the
line.
If
the
alcoholic
is
lucky
enough
and
he
reaches
the
collapse
in
his
alibi
system,
usually
in
most
cases
death
occurs
before
the
collapse
of
the
alibi
system.
If
an
alcoholic
is
lucky
enough,
he
reaches
a
point
in
his
life.
It's
called
the
moment
of
truth,
in
which
he
looks
into
the
mirror
of
himself
and
actually
sees
what
is
there,
he
says.
I
did
not
intend
to
drink
last
night,
but
I
got
drunk.
It
was
not
because
the
Colts
won
or
because
they
lost.
They
didn't
play.
I
don't
know
whether
it
rained
or
it
didn't.
I
don't
know
what
the
weather
was.
It
isn't
the
people
I
work
with.
I'm
unemployable.
It
isn't
her
big
mouth.
She's
gone.
It
isn't
any
of
these
things.
I
didn't
intend
to
drink
and
I
got
drunk.
I
have
a
drinking
problem
now.
When
an
alcoholic
reaches
that
stage
in
his
life,
he
can
get
help.
I
believe
that
we
can
bring
him
to
this
moment
of
decision.
I
believe
that
proper
confrontation
can
force
an
alcoholic
into
treatment.
There
is
a
an
alcoholic
doctor
friend
of
mine
out
in
the
Midwest
who
says
that
his
life
was
saved
by
the
Dean
of
the
school
of
from
the
University
of
Michigan.
He
pulled
him
in
one
one
afternoon.
He
said,
Mr.
Smith,
yes,
Sir.
He
said
get
sober
or
you
will
not
become
a
doctor.
Yes,
Sir.
And
he
got
sober.
He
want
to
be
a
doctor
more.
He
wanted
to
be
drunk,
so
he
had
to
do
the
job.
Can
you
force
people
into
treatment?
You
can
if
you
have
the
power
and
the
authority
enough
to
do
it.
Can
you
force
them
to
get
well?
No,
you
can
force
them
into
treatment
hoping
that
they'll
respond.
The
response
has
to
come
from
the
alcoholic.
I
say
give
him
something
to
respond
to.
Get
the
alcoholic
into
treatment.
You
see,
if
the
alcoholic
surrenders
to
his
addiction,
he
winds
up
incarcerated,
insane
or
dead.
But
at
the
surrender
to
proper
health,
he
can
get
well.
To
what
degree?
In
treatment
centers
where
treatment
is
proper,
somewhere
between
60
to
80%
of
Alcoholics
get
well.
They
simply
recover
I
that's
a
better
rate
than
the
recovery
rate
from
cancer.
They
simply
get
well.
If
you
show
a
man
he's
sick
instead
of
evil
and
if
you
show
him
that
his
sickness
is
treatable
and
he
can
get
well.
Ladies,
people
want
to
be
well.
Most
people
want
to
be
well,
but
you
got
to
show
any
sick
1st.
And
I
believe
that's
the
that
is
the
aim
and
the
purpose
of
proper
treatment.
And
so
the
treatment
for
alcoholism
is
a
A
aided
and
abetted
by
anything
else
that
helps
psychiatry,
psychology,
medicine,
group,
name
it.
What
might
work
might
work,
but
what
might
work
best
is
a
A.
I
believe
that
God
Almighty
allowed
us
to
discover
the
science
of
medicine
for
sick
bodies,
psychiatry
for
sick
minds,
psychology
for
sick
emotions
and
to
trial
and
error.
A
A
is
the
proper
therapy
for
alcoholism.
You
know
what
it
is?
It's
a
12
step
ladder
up
out
of
the
pit.
Step
one.
I
can't
handle
it.
That's
for
starters.
When
an
alcoholic
admits
that
he's
helpless,
but
he
absolutely
needs
help
from
other
people,
he
now
ceases
to
be
hopeless.
There's
now
hope.
I
cannot
handle
this.
I
need
help.
Step
2.
I
can't
handle
it.
Step
2.
God
can.
Working
through
the
agency
of
people.
Step
three,
I
believe
I'll
get
in
touch.
I
can't
handle
it.
God
can.
I
think
I'll
get
in
touch.
And
the
rest
of
the
steps
keep
the
alcoholic
sober.
These
three
get
him
sober,
and
the
rest
keep
him
that
way.
Quite
simply,
it
works,
ladies
and
gentlemen.
Doc
Green,
in
my
opinion,
was
a
genius.
He
had
a
grasp
of
the
obvious.
I've
seen
this
segment
here.
The
comparison
of
ether
with
alcohol
save
lives.
I
remember
one
man
listening
to
his
lecture
when
it
was
all
he
was
giving.
This
one
talk,
the
comparison
of
ether
and
alcohol.
We
said
any
questions
and
this
man
just
sat
there
shaking
and
said,
he
put
his
hand
up.
He
said,
Doc,
for
20
years
I
have
wondered
what's
wrong
with
me
and
you
explained
it
in
20
minutes.
Now
what
do
I
do?
Man?
Have
it
made.
All
I
do
is
get.
And
he
did.
He
was
sober
about
18
years
and
died
of
sober
death.
It
works.
It
simply
works.
For
those
of
you
who
are
kind
of
on
the
fence,
you
don't
know
whether
you
are
or
aren't.
I'm
just
asking
to
open
your
minds.
Just
open
minds.
If
you
heard
anything
of
yourself
here,
you
belong.
And
I
always
felt
tell
people
no
one
goes
into
treatment
by
mistake.
How
many
of
you
gained
interest
in
the
AA
for
good
behavior?
You
know,
they
obviously
come
so
obvious
when
somebody
kicks
us
in
the
teeth
with
it.
And
this
was
Doc
Greens
genius.
He
had
aggressively
obvious.
He
could
say
the
sky
is
blue
and
everybody
else
would
look
up.
Oh,
it
is
blue.
Scott
knew
that
all
along.
He
knew
that
all
along.
And
the
only
thing
he
does
here
is
spell
out
the
Abcs
of
alcoholism
if
you
fit.
If
you
fit,
I
would
suggest
that
you
try
to
get
well,
because
if
you
don't,
your
drinking
will
do
things
to
you.
But
whether
or
not
any
of
you
here
are
Alcoholics
or
are
not
Alcoholics,
if
you
have
a
problem
with
your
drinking,
I
hope
to
God
I
just
spoiled
your
drinking
for
you.
Thank
you
for
being
here
and
thank
you
for
listening
to
me.