Bill W. telling the history of the Big Book
Now
we're
assembled
here
in
full
price
and
in
all
the
joy
of
it
to
publication.
I
first
want
to
renew
my
bank
to
all
who
have
made
it
possible.
Jacqueline
committed.
Least
one
of
you,
the
uncalled
miles
of
travel
that
you've
all
made
to
request
to
inspire
me,
to
fill
me
with
the
warmth
of
your
half
hospitality,
to
be
with
each
other.
I'm
grateful
to
the
governor
of
its
faith,
Mayor
this
time
for
their
recognition
that
we
are
again,
not
only
are
you
remembered,
but
citizens
of
the
world.
We
want
more
belong.
So
these
plans
instead,
I'm
deeply
grateful
to
this
hotel
and
the
owners
office
so
we'll
powers
are
effectively
known
so
perfectly.
Could
you
see
that
apt
I
mean
you
wonder
how
the
hell
anybody
could
stay
sober
on
it.
It
has.
As
for
me,
I
in
great
gratitude
not
only
for
dramatic
open
on
your
general
the
inspections
that
I
received
in
10,
but
for
what
you
are
making
possible.
For
my
part,
drivers
just
as
much
the
founder
of
AA
as
I
already
have
the
storm
without
who
they
think
would
have
been.
I
recall
my
gratitude
and
I
can
find
no
better
word
to
say
it.
I
think
I'm
on
a
bill
for
tonight's
show
with
a
talk
on
its
Dish
12
addiction
to
a
A.
But
you
know,
just
like
women
have
the
pride
of
him.
Or
at
least
seize
the
pride
of
changing
the
mile
or
make
any
such
thing
is
embarrassment
stopping
Very
active.
I
hate
the
predictions.
1:00
to
12:00
would
be
a
little
too
great.
My
heart
a
little
as
a
matter
of
fact,
business
predictions
or
when
they
were
first
written
back
there
in
1945
at
Texas.
So
tentative
guys
out
with
the
hang
together
and
functions.
No
I
plant
paid
any
attention
except
the
fuel
dinners.
Who
told
me?
What
the
hell
am
I
about?
No,
I
say
this
fight
by
little
by
little
as
these
traditions
got
around
and
we
had
our
our
group
with
this
difficulty
in
that
it
was
found
that
the
physicians
indeed
did
reflect
experience
and
regarding
principles
don't
have
all
the
more
I
had
a
little
more
and
a
little
more
so
that
today
the
average
day
coming
in
the
door
lighted
want
what
they're
about
what
kind
of
outfit
he
really
has
landed
in
by
half
principles
is
good
and
they
as
a
whole
adult.
But
as
I
say,
the
second
was
all
that
I'd
like
to
spend
some
yards
and
they
will
be
a
series
of
young
cluster
around
the
preparation
of
the
good
old
book
alcohol.
It's
not
some
people
reading
book
now
they
say,
well
this
is
the
A5
olives.
I
hear
that.
It
always
makes
me
shudder
because
the
guys
who
put
it
together
one
of
the
damn
bit
biblical.
I
sometimes
thought
of
the
drugs
have
an
idea
that
these
old
timers
went
around
and
said
almost
visible
Halos
and
long
gowns
and
they
were
fully
bleeding
all
boy
how
inspired
they
were.
Oh
yeah,
but
was
like,
I
phoned
the
book.
Yeah,
I
ain't
really
started
in
the
living
room
of
Doc
and
Annie
Smith.
As
you
know,
I
landed
there
in
the
summer
of
35.
A
little
group
caught
home.
I
asked
Smithy
briefly
with
it
and
he
went
on
to
found
the
1st
A
A
group
in
the
world
and
with
all
new
group
it
was
nearly
all
failure.
But
now
and
then
somebody
saw
the
life.
I
know
it's
perfect.
I
heard
I
got
back
to
New
York,
a
little
more
experience.
The
group
started
there.
Every
time
we
got
around
in
1937,
the
thing
had
leaked
a
little
over
into
Cleveland
and
it
began
to
move
South
in
the
Ark.
But
it
was
still
all
we
saw
in
those
years
of
flying
blinds,
a
flickering
candle
and
beep,
there's
mine
at
any
moment.
Please
not
that
now.
On
this
late
fall
afternoon
in
1937,
Lithia
and
I
were
talking
together
in
his
living
room
and
sitting
there
with
a
gas
log,
and
we
began
to
count
notes.
How
many
people
had
saved
us
and
act
in
New
York?
Maybe
a
feeling
sleeper?
How
long
is
they
drive
and
for
how
long?
And
when
we
added
up
that
skull
so
it
was
a
handful,
I
don't
know,
3540
maybe,
but
a
lot
time
had
a
lack
on
enough
really
fatal
cases
of
alcoholism.
Now
that
when
we
grasp
the
import
of
the
small
statistics
and
I
saw
1st
man
that
this
thing
was
going
to
succeed,
that
God
is
prominent
and
mercy
has
strong
new
life.
The
dark
saves
where
we
and
our
eyes
have
been
and
were
still
by
the
millions
dwarf.
I
never
couldn't
forget
the
election
and
ecstasy.
That
stage
is
called.
And
then
we
fell
happily.
Talk
Amrit.
But
we
reflected
that
well.
A
couple
of
score
on
but
we've
taken
3
long
years.
There's
been
a
moment
later,
but
a
long
time
hasn't
taken
just
to
cover
up
the
handful.
How
could
this
hands
people?
Why,
it's
message
to
all
fellows
who
still
didn't
know
not
all
the
drunkards
in
the
world
could
come
to
Hackman
or
to
New
York.
Maybe.
Maybe
we
thought
we
could
go
to
the
old
timers
in
each
group
with
them
as
nearly
other
volunteers
find
the
sum
of
money
somebody
elses
money
for
and
say
to
them
will
now
take
a
sabbatical
year
off
your
job
if
you
have
any.
And
you
go
to
Qatar
and
Omaha
and
Chicago
and
the
San
Francisco
to
Los
Angeles
and
wherever
it
may
be,
and
you
give
this
thing
here
and
get
a
good
start.
Is
it
already
got
evident
by
then
while
we
were
just
about
to
be
moved
out
of
the
City
Hospital
in
Akron
to
make
home
for
people
with
broken
legs
and
healing
liver
took
the
hospitals
were
not
too
happy
with
that.
We
tried
to
run
their
business
perhaps
too
much
and
decide
Trump
rapidly
noisy
in
the
night
and
the
rather
inconveniences
which
were
all
familiar,
obvious
that
you
have
been
such
only
a
lovely
Christian.
We
would
have
to
have
a
great
period
of
hospital.
And
as
that
dream
burst
upon
me,
it
sounded
good
because
you
see
ice
and
down
Wall
Street
and
the
promotions
business
and
I
remember
the
great
sums
of
money
that
were
made
as
soon
as
people
got
this
thing
out
here.
You
know,
the
chain
drug
stores,
the
chain
lottery
stars,
chain
drive
dry.
Good
stuff.
Why
not?
And
why
not
make
the
dog?
No,
we
needed
permission.
I
didn't
stop
the
time
we
needed
a
scene
of
drunk
tanks
because
I've
got
very
clear
all
clear
to
me.
Father
is
a
conservative
cycle
Yankee.
I
don't
think
he
was
quite
so
fast
for
those
items,
but
I
was
very
insistent
it
would
take
a
pile
of
all
the
finance
all
in.
But
after
all,
was
this
brand
new
life
shining
in
our
Dark
World?
We
just
squirted
in
the
eyes
of
rich
guys
and
made-up
with
the
dog
he
fires,
We
reflected.
We'd
have
to
get
some
kind
of
literature
up
to
this
moment
now.
So
this
program
so
far
as
I
know
was
in
front
and
it
was
a
kind
of
a
war
in
the
mouth
video
you
was
very
history
according
to
each
man
or
woman's
fancy.
Are
you?
Well,
in
the
general
way
we
said,
well,
the
Bulls
have
got
your
down
boys
and
you
got
an
allergy
under
the
spectrum
and
you're
hopefully
if
you
are,
you
better
get
honest
with
yourself
like
soccer.
You
ought
to
talk
this
out
for
somebody
kind
of
a
confession,
you
know,
and
the
automatic
restitution
for
the
harm.
Instead,
you
ought
to
make
amends
and
all
that
kind
of
business.
And
while
you're
playing
it
back
to
cook
according
to
your
life.
Come
out
with
the
sum
of
the
word
of
my
program
after
that,
huh?
Far
as
I
say,
violations
on
that
were
already
occurring.
How
could
we
unify
this
thing?
Could
we
out
of
our
time,
certain
principles
describe
certain
methods
that
have
done
tricks
for
us?
Yes.
Obviously,
if
this
moment
was
the
propagate,
it
had
to
have
a
literature
so
it's
magic
could
not
be
garbled
either
by
the
drunks
or
by
the
general
public.
So
Bob
and
I
reflected
that
late
afternoon
in
1937.
Missionary,
cleaner,
drunk,
tank,
cannibal.
Well,
even
by
then,
me
and
I
have
begun
to
learn
that
we
were
not
the
government
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
I
guess
more
than
I
already
realized
that
the
conscience
of
the
group,
the
opinion
of
the
group,
why
didn't
it
was
an
informed
opinion
and
in
the
group's
interest
could
be
better
than
our
own.
We
gotta
consult
folks.
Well,
there
was
dear
old
they're
all
gone
outside.
His
wife,
Pete
Henry,
was
there
an
accident?
They'd
let
us
be
in
their
house
after
got
out
of
the
Smith
power
and
got
into
theirs.
And
he
was
great
friends.
The
Akron
book,
that
is
to
say
it
also
had
been
suburb
any
straight
lengths
of
crime.
I
think
for
this
particular
meeting
was
placed
off
about
18.
I'm
faggy
man,
Bob
and
I
told
them,
and
that
we
were
within
spite
of
success
as
we
thought
this
thing
might
go
on
and
on
and
on,
that
a
new
life
indeed
was
shining
in
our
dark
club.
How
could
this
ride
be
reflected
and
transmitted
without
being
distorted?
And
at
this
point
they
turned
the
meeting
over
to
me.
I'm
being
a
salesman.
I
set
right
to
work
on
them.
Drunk
tank
and
subsidies
for
the
missionaries.
I
was
pretty
poor
then
and
we
touched
on
the
book
and
the
root
contents
consisted
of
18
men,
good
and
fools.
I
am
the
good
and
full
man.
You
could
see
right
away
where
them
skeptical
about
it
all,
all
with
one
voice
because
let's
keep
it
simple.
This
is
going
to
bring
money
out
of
this
thing.
This
is
going
to
create
a
professional
plan
we
don't
all
be
on.
Well,
I
counted
that's
a
very
good
ice
block
to
what
you
say,
but
even
within
gunshot
of
this
very
house
alcohol
to
dying
like
fraud.
And
if
this
thing
doesn't
move
any
faster
than
heads
in
the
next
in
the
last
three
years,
it
may
be
another
10
before
it
gets
to
the
outstanding.
How
in
God's
name
are
we
going
to
carry
this
message
to
us?
We've
got
to
take
some
kind
of
thing.
We
can't
keep
it
so
simple.
If
it
comes
American
and
get
complicated,
we
can't
keep
it
so
simple.
It
won't
propagate
itself
and
we
gotta
have
a
lot
of
money
to
do
these
things.
Dolly
dirty
myself
to
the
Admiral,
which
was
considerable
in
those
days.
We
finally
got
involved
in
that
little
meeting
and
it
was
a
mighty
close
vote.
That's
the
majority
of
maybe
two
or
three,
the
meeting
said,
with
some
reluctance.
Well,
Bill,
if
we
need
a
hard
goal,
guys
are
back
in
New
York
where
there's
plenty
of
it
and
you're
lazy.
I've
been
waiting
for
no
ice
cream
back
to
the
great
city
and
I
began
to
approach
some
people
of
new
music
and
describe
this
tremendous
thing
that
had
happened
and
it
didn't
seem
doctor
malice
to
the
people
remains
at
all,
he
said.
While
35
before
he
drunk,
so
not
they
had
covered
him
up
before
now,
you
know.
And
besides
Mr.
Wilson,
don't
you
think
it's
kind
of
sleeping
up
the
shavings?
I
mean,
I
mean,
wasn't
there
something
for
the
Red
Cross
with
all
of
my
multi
solicitation?
I
got
one
power
of
fleas
from
the
gentleman
away.
Well,
I
began
to
get
blue
and
wanted
to
get
that
blue
on
my
stomach
picked
up
as
well
as
other
things
and
I
was
laying
in
the
bed
one
night
with
imaginary
altar
attack.
You'd
have
them
all
the
time.
I
had
one
the
time
to
process
for
it.
I
said,
my
God,
we're
starting
to
death
there
at
Clinton
Street.
By
this
time
the
house
was
full
of
house
and
home.
In
those
days
we
never
believed
in
charge
of
anything,
for
anybody,
for
anything.
So
although
it
was
earning
the
money,
I
would
be
in
the
missionary
in
the
grocery
meal,
we
got
to
have
them
got
eggs,
we
got
to
have
them
missionaries
and
how
we
got
to
have
them
missionary
and
we
got
to
have
a
book.
That's
the
show.
Well,
next
morning
I
called
in
my
clothes
and
I
found
my
phone
in
law.
He
is
about
the
last
president
way,
way
back.
The
only
one
save
of
course,
dear
Lord.
Well,
I
said
I'll
go
off
and
stay
left.
So
I
went
off
to
see
my
brother-in-law
learn.
We
played
our
little
time
between
patients
coming
in
up
there.
I
thought
in
my
awful
bellyache
about
these
rich
guys
who
wouldn't
give
us
any
dog
or
she
plays
and
glorious
Santa
Claus
so
well,
I
swear.
And,
and
it
seems
to
me
that
somehow
he
was
tied
up
as
a
Rockefeller
family
in
their
church.
And
if
you
want,
we'll
call
up
the
Rat
Fellow
offices
and
see
if
there
is
such
a
man.
And
if
there
is,
is
he
alive
and
will
he
see
it?
Would
you
like
me
to
do
that?
Well,
I
hadn't
played
the
last
color
of
me
so
I
said
well
sure,
get
my
on
what
Landers
read
our
destiny
sometimes
past.
Remember
my
brothers?
Law
said.
I
knew
a
girl
and
I
think
she
had
an
uncle.
All
the
car
was
made
instantly
that
came
onto
the
other
end
of
the
wire.
The
voice.
Dear
Willard
Races,
why
does
it,
lovely
Christian
gentleman
that
I
have
ever
known,
and
the
moment
you
recognize
my
brother-in-law,
he
said.
Why?
Larry
said.
Where
have
you
been
all
these
years?
Well,
my
brother-in-law,
unlike
me,
is
man
very
few
words,
so
he
quickly
said
to
dear
all
up
well
this
he
had
a
brother-in-law
was
certainly
having
some
success
opening
up
junction.
Could
the
the
two
of
us
come
over
there
and
see
it?
Why
certainly
said
they're
willing
to
come
out.
We
go
on
Iraq,
our
father,
we
go
up
that
elevator,
54
Flight
56,
I
guess
it
is.
And
we
want
pump
in
the
Mr.
Rockefeller
portrait
as
to
see
Mr.
Richards.
And
here's
this
lovely,
benign
all
gender
who
never
delayed
had
a
kind
of
shrewd
twinkle
in
his
eye.
I
sat
down
and
told
him
about
our
exciting
discovery.
That's
horrific
star
for
alcohol
like
that.
It
just
get
to
work
how
it
worked,
what
we
had
done
and
boy
this
was
the
first
receptive
man
was
money
or
access
to
money.
Remember
we
were
in
this
a
lot
of
our
personal
office
at
this
point
and
by
now,
so
we
had
learned
that
this
was
Mr.
Rockefellers
closest
personal
friend
perhaps
so
he
said.
Why,
Yeah,
My
when
do
I
have
left
his
name
at
the
world?
What
are?
You
know,
for
a
rising
promoter,
that
sounds
pretty
good.
When
I
have
lunch
with
that
planter,
John
D
Things
were
looking
hard.
My
ulcer
attack
disappeared.
Oh,
gentlemen.
And
we've
all
these
things,
Gannon
boy.
So
warm
and
kind
and
friendly.
But
what
was
the
lunch?
He
said,
well,
now
Mr.
Wilson
or
Bill,
if
I
can
call
you
that,
said
what
do
I
do
have
a
larger
meeting
Wednesday,
some
of
my
plans.
And
there's
Mike
Amos.
He's
any
advertising
fenders,
but
he
was
on
a
committee
that
recommended
Mr.
Rockefeller
drop
the
Paul
Baker
and
Eric
Lloyd
kept
looking
at
Miss
Rockfall,
his
real
estate
and
here's
Miss
Scotty
sermon
the
board
up
the
Riverside
Church.
And
he
said
a
number
of
people
like
that.
I
believe
they'd
like
to
hear
this
song
tell
her
meeting
was
arranged
and
it
fell
on
a
winter's
night
late
1937.
I
didn't
mean
anyone
at
30.
We
called
in
postpaid,
a
couple
of
dark
macarons
that
they
included,
of
course,
adding
the
protection.
I
came
in
with
the
New
York
contingents
four
or
five,
and
our
advice,
what
we
were
uttered
into
Mr.
Rockefeller's
personal
story
room
right
next
door,
right
next
to
his
office.
And
I
thought
to
myself,
well,
now
this
place
is
really
getting
hot.
And
indeed
I
felt
very
much
warm
when
I
was
told
by
Mr.
Richardson
that
I
was
sitting
in
a
chair
just
vacated
by
Mr.
Roberts.
I
said
well
how
we
really
are
getting
close
to
the
Bank
Rd.
All
that
still
First
was
there
that
night
too
and
he
can't
define
what
he
is
being
hacked
to
these
new
friends
of
us.
I
have
each
drunk
thinking
of
nothing
better
to
say.
Well,
each
other
told
our
stores
drinking
and
recovery,
and
these
folks
listen.
They
seem
very
definitely
impressed.
So
I
could
see
that
the
moment
for
the
big
touch
was
coming.
That's
all.
I
gingerly
bought
off
the
topic
of
the
drop
tank,
the
toxicized
missionaries,
and
this
question
of
the
book
or
lyrics.
Well,
God
knows
in
a
mysterious
way
and
wanted
to
perform,
but
it
didn't
look
like
a
wander
to
me
when
Mr.
Sky,
head
of
a
large
engineering
firm
and
chairman
of
the
Riverside
Church,
Lufthansa.
And
up
to
this
point,
this
has
been
my
work
of
goodwill
only.
No
plan,
no
poverty,
no
paid
people,
just
one
carrying
the
good
news
to
the
next.
Isn't
that
true?
And
may
it
not
be
that
that
is
where
the
great
power
of
its
society
lost.
Now,
if
we
stop
the
Doctor,
why
did
not
alter
whole
character?
We
want
to
do
all
we
can.
We're
gathered
for
that.
But
what
if
we
want?
Well
then
the
salesman
all
Dave
met
the
Scott
the
Rust
and
we
said
why
Miss
Scott,
their
own
party
of
us?
It's
taken
three
years,
why
millions
at
the
Scotland
Rock
before
this
thing
ever
gets
told?
Unless
we
have
my
hand
locked
out.
And
we
made
out
our
faith
at
last
with
these
gentlemen
for
the
missionaries,
the
don't
thank
the
vote.
So
one
of
them
volunteered
to
investigate
us
right
care.
And
since
full
Doctor
Bob
was
harder
up
than
I
was,
and
since
the
first
group
and
the
typical
community
situation
was
in
Akron,
we
directed
their
attention
out
there.
And
Frank
Amos,
still
a
trustee
in
the
foundation,
at
his
own
expense,
got
our
friend,
went
out
of
the
Akron,
made
all
parts
of
preliminary
inquiries
around
town
about
Doctor
Bob
report
for
God,
except
the
was
drunk
and
recently
got
over.
He
visited
the
little
meeting
out
there.
He
went
to
the
Smith
cop
and
he
came
back
with
what
he
thought
was
a
very
modest
project.
And
he
recommended
to
these
friends
of
ours.
Well,
we
can
have
them
at
least.
It's
just
a
total
amount
of
money.
At
first
they
took
$1000,
something
like
that.
That
would
clear
off
Marty
John
Smith.
Place
it
was
get
us
a
little
rehabilitation
place.
We
should
put
Doctor
Smith
in
charge.
We
could
subsidized
a
few
of
these
people
or
briefly
until
we
got
some
more
money
and
we
could,
you
know,
it
would
start
to
chain
of
hospitals
and
we'd
have
a
few
missionaries.
We
could
get
busy
on
the
boat.
All
the
mere
30,000
bucks.
Well,
considering
the
kind
of
money
we
were
backed
up
against,
that
did
sound
a
little
small.
But
you
know,
one
thing
leads
to
another.
It
sounded
real
good.
We
were
we
were
real
glad.
Let
the
weather
breakfast
in
our
original
contract
and
took
that
support
in
John
Greene
Junior
as
everybody
called
and
I
just
heard
what
went
on
in
Mr.
Rocco
Red
report
call
Willard
Richardson
back.
Somehow
I
am
strangely
stirred
by
all
this,
this
interesting
immensely,
and
then
looking
at
it,
find
Willard,
he
said.
But
isn't
money
going
to
spoil
this?
I'm
terribly
afraid
that
it
was,
and
yet
I'm
so
strangely
stirred
by
it
that
came
another
turning
point
in
our
destiny,
one
that
man
whose
business
is
giving
away
money,
said
the
Willard
Richardson.
No,
he
said
I
would
be
the
one
to
spoil
this
fun
with
money.
You
say
these
two
men
who
are
heading
into
a
little
flat,
awkward
$5000
in
Riverside
Church
treasury.
You
folks
can
form
yourselves
into
a
committee
and
drawn
as
you
like,
but
please
don't
ask
me
for
anymore.
But
I
want
to
hear
what
goes
on.
Well,
the
50
time
is
then
shrunk
to
five.
We
raised
the
mortgage
on
Smith,
his
house,
for
about
3
grand.
I'd
left
two.
Smithy
and
I
commenced
falling
on
that,
too.
Well
that
was
a
long
way
for
training
on
drug
tank
boxes.
What
confu
would
we
do?
Well,
we
had
more
ladies
with
our
newfound
plant.
Amos
Register,
Scott
Chapman
and
those
guys
who
stuck
with
us
to
this
day
come
out
of
now
being
gone
and
spider
Mental
Art
for
his
advice.
We
again
convinced
these
folks
that's
it.
They
didn't
Llama.
What
could
you
do
with
that?
No
one
of
them
proposed.
Well,
why
don't
we
form
a
foundation?
Something
like
a
foundation?
Well,
I
said
I
hope
it'll
be
like
that
with
respect
to
mine.
And
then
one
got
a
free
lawyer
from
Heli,
he'll
work
for,
I
don't
know,
was
interested
in
the
thing.
And
we
don't
ask
him
to
draw
an
agreement
of
truck,
a
truck
or
something
to
be
called
the
Alcoholic
Foundation.
Why
we
pick
that
one,
I
don't
know.
I
don't
know
whether
the
foundation
was
our
heart.
It
was
the
Alcoholic
Foundation
Foundation
and
the
lawyer
was
very
much
confused
because
in
the
meeting
in
which
we
formed
the
foundation
we
made
it
very
plain
that
we
drunk
did
not
wish
to
be
in
the
majority.
We
felt
that
there
should
be
non
Alcoholics
on
the
board
and
they
ought
to
be
in
a
majority
of
one.
Well
indeed.
February
lawyer
What
is
the
difference
between
an
alcoholic
and
an
alcoholic?
And
one
of
my
drugs
doesn't
last.
A
non
alcoholic
is
a
guy
who
can
drink,
and
alcohol
is
a
guy
who
can't
write.
Well,
there's
a
lawyer.
How
do
we
say
that?
Legally,
I
wouldn't
know.
We
have
a
foundation
and
a
board
which
I
think
the
enemies
of
about
7
consisting
of
four
of
these
new
plans,
including
my
brother-in-law,
Mr.
Richardson,
Gentleman
Amos,
and
some
of
us
drunk.
I
think
Smithy
went
on
before,
but
I
kind
of
clearly
stayed
on
thinking,
well,
it
would
be
more
convenient
later
on.
So
we
had
this
wonderful
new
foundation.
These
friends,
unlikely
to
rock
color,
were
told
that
we
needed
a
lot
of
dull
and
saw
our
salesman
around
the
arc
started.
The
solicitors
solicit
Samar
again
from
the
very
rich
and
we
had
a
lift
on
them
and
we
have
credentials
and
letters
from
friends
of
message
on
the
Iraq.
I
asked
you,
Sir.
The
Foundation
is
informed
in
the
spring
of
1938
and
all
summer
we
solicited
the
letter.
Well,
they
were
either
informed,
or
they
preferred
the
Red
Cross,
or
some
of
them
thought
the
drugs
were
discussed.
We
didn't
get
one
damn
cent
in
the
whole
summer
of
1938.
Play
Pop
Well
meantime
we
began
to
hold
and
they
were
commisilation.
I'm
getting
no
doll
partly
the
mortgage
and
what
was
slipping
me
eating
away
at
it's
a
5
grand
that
about
going
up
the
slope
and
we
were
all
still
involved
again.
But
he
couldn't
get
it
practiced
back
either,
because
he
was
a
surgeon
and
nobody
liked
to
be
carried
up
by
an
alcoholic
surgeon,
even
if
he
worked
for
years.
Now
things
were
top
all
around
No
4.
Well,
what
would
we
do?
The
one
day,
probably
in
August
19138,
I
forgot
that
the
foundation
meeting
a
couple
of
chapters
of
a
proposed
book
in
Ross
and
in
mineograph.
As
a
matter
of
fact,
we've
been
using
chapters
of
this
proposed
book
along
with
some
recommendations
of
a
couple
doctors
down
at
John
Hopkins
to
try
to
put
the
bite
on
the
rest.
And
we
still
have
these
two
book
chapters
kicking
around
and
don't
my
name
is
dead
one
now
I
know
the
religious
editor
down
there,
old
friend
of
mine,
Gene
actually
said,
why
don't
you
take
two
book
chapters,
your
story
and
the
introduction
to
the
book
down
there
and
tell
them
the
Gene
see
what
he
thinks
about.
So
I
took
the
chapters
down.
It's
my
place.
5
Jane
was
since
the
kind
of
great
plan
of
ours,
look
at
checkers.
And
he
said,
why?
He
said
Mr.
Wealthy
said,
could
you
write
a
whole
book
like
this?
Oh,
I
said,
well,
it's
more
talk
about
it.
I
guess
he
wants
him
and
show
the
Canfield
the
big
boss
now.
The
meeting
was
handed
The
upshot
wise
and
hypergenomated
that
they
would
pay
me
as
the
budding
author
$100
in
advance
money
into
enable
me
to
face
the
ball.
Why
is
that
awful
good,
you
know
about
that?
It
made
me
feel
like
I
was
an
author,
a
Comer.
Maybe
I
felt
real
good
about
it,
but
after
a
while,
not
so
good
because
I
began
to
reason
and
so
did
the
other
boys.
Well,
if
this
guy
Wilson,
he
sucks
the
1500
bucks
while
he's
a
doing
this
book,
after
the
book
gets
out,
it'll
take
a
long
time
to
catch
up.
And
if
this
thing
gets
the
publicity,
why
don't
we
go
to
deal
with
the
inquiry?
And
after
all,
what
the
lousy
10%
royalty
anyway?
Well,
the
1500
still
look
pretty
big
to
me.
Now
we
talk
too.
Now
here's
a
fine
publisher
like
Harvard.
But
if
this
book,
if
and
when
done,
should
prove
to
be
the
main
textbook
for
a
A
why
would
we
want
our
main
means
of
propagation
in
the
hands
of
somebody
else?
Shouldn't
we
control
it?
Well,
at
that
point
the
book
project
really
began
to
get
positive,
began
to
take
off.
We'll
try
this
on
separate
foundation.
No,
I
had
a
guy
helping
me
on
this
thing
who
had
red
hair
10
times
my
energy
and
some
from
all
he
was
because
Bill
is
something.
Come
on
with
me.
We
walk
into
a
stationary
store.
We
buy
a
cat
of
plant
stock
certificates.
We
ride
a
car
to
talk
about
them.
Work
publishing
company
value
$25.00.
So
we
take
a
patter
these
stocks,
but
we
didn't
buy
it
or
incorporate
it
in
several
years.
We
took
this
next
day
a
meeting.
Why?
You
shouldn't
mix
money
with
spirituality,
you
know,
And
we
tested
the
driveway.
Look,
there's
a
thing
has
got
to
be
a
thing.
He'll
take
a
third
of
this
thing
for
service
is
rendered.
I,
the
author,
I'll
take
the
3rd
for
services
granted.
And
you
can
have
a
surrogacy
start
because
it's
525
if
you'll
just
start
paying
up
on
your
stock.
You
only
want
one
share.
It's
only
$5.00
a
month,
five
months.
See,
and
a
drunkard
gave
us
a
stormy
luck.
What
the
hell?
You
made
me
say.
You're
asking
us
to
buy
stock
in
the
book
that
you
ain't
written
yet.
I
saw
her
with
that.
If
I'll
put
money
in
this
thing,
why
couldn't
you?
I
pretend
it's
going
to
be
a
good
book,
but
the
drug
still
gave
us
the
Sonic.
Had
to
pick
up
tomorrow.
Oh,
we
said,
well,
we've
been
looking
about
plenty
cost
of
the
books,
boys.
We
get
a
book
here,
you
know,
400,
four,
150
pages.
You
want
to
sell
for
about
350.
Now
back
in
those
days
we
found
on
inquiries
and
printers
that
that
350
book
could
be
printed
for
$0.35
making
1000%
file.
Of
course
we
didn't
mention
the
other
expenses,
just
credit
cards.
So
all
I
just
think
of
it
when
these
books
move
out
in
car
Rd.
Lot
We're
playing
them
for
$0.35
and
we're
selling
them
direct
mail
350
Can
you
load
the
drunk
still
gave
it
to
me
no
stop.
Well,
we
figured
we
had
to
have
a
better
argument
than
that,
Barber
said.
It
was
a
good
book
you
we
could
clean
them
for
$0.35
and
sell
them
for
3:50.
But
how
are
we
going
to
convince
the
drugs
that
we
could
move
Kylo
locks
millions
of
dollars?
So
we
get
the
idea.
We'll
go
to
the
readers
side
and
we
got
an
appointment
with
Mr.
Kenneth
Payne,
managing
editor
up
there.
See,
I
never
forget
the
day
we
got
off
the
train
up
to
Pleasantville
and
went
over
to
his
office,
Oxygen.
We
excitedly
told
him
the
story
of
this
wonderful
budding
society.
We
dwelled
upon
the
friendship
of
Mr.
Rocco
and
Harry
Emerson,
project
and
all.
We
were
traveling
in
good
covering
of
Spain.
And
the
society,
by
the
way,
was
about
the
public
textbooks
then
in
protest
of
being
written.
And
we
were
wondering
that
the
pain
if
this
wouldn't
be
a
matter
of
tremendous
interest
to
the
rated
divers,
having
in
mind
as
far
as
Reader's
Digest
had
a
circulation
of
12
million
readers.
And
if
we
could
only
get
a
free
ad
of
their
common
book
and
the
Readers
Digest,
we
really
would
move
some.
Well,
Mr.
Paints
said,
this
sounds
extremely
errors.
I
like
this
idea.
Why,
I
think
it
will
be
an
absolutely
ideal,
ideal
piece
for
the
dice.
Well,
how
come
do
you
think
this
new
book
will
be
out,
Mr.
Wilson?
Well,
I
said.
We
got
a
couple
captures
written
if
we
can
get
right,
you
know,
probably
this
being,
let
us
say,
October
or
we
ought
to
get
this
outfired
April
next
May.
Why,
at
the
same
said
I,
I'm
not
sure
that
I
just
would
like
anything
like
this,
Mr.
Wilson,
he
said.
I'll
take
it
up
with
the
editorial
bar.
And
he
said,
one,
the
time
is
right
and
you've
got
all
that
into
shoot,
come
on
up.
And
we'll
put
a
special
feature
right
on
this
thing
and
we'll
tell
all
about
this
style.
And
then
like
the
motor
spine
said,
But
Mr.
Payne,
will
you
mention
the
new
book
in
the
piece?
All
the
artists
with
pain
mention
the
new
book.
That's
all
we
need.
Then
we
went
back
to
drugs
and
said,
now
look,
boys,
there
are
positively
millions
in
it.
How
can
you
make
half
percent?
It's
going
to
be
a
good
one.
We
buy
them
for
$0.35
from
the
printer
we
found
for
350.
The
Readers
Digest
is
going
to
give
us
a
free
ad
and
AP
and
boys
they'll
move
out
by
the
car.
And
after
all
we
only
need
4
or
5000
bucks.
So
then
we
began
to
sell
shares
that
was
publishing
not
yet
incorporated
by
25
dollars
$5.00
a
month
to
poor
people.
Some
people
could
buy
as
many
years.
One
guy
bought
10
shares.
We
saw
the
two
shares
of
non
alcoholic
and
my
promoter
friend
who
was
to
get
a
third
interest
was
a
very
important
man
in
his
transaction
because
he
went
out
and
kept
collecting
the
money
from
the
drunk
so
that
little
Ruthie
Hawke
and
I
could
keep
working
on
the
book
and
solo
it
would
have
to
groceries,
although
she
was
still
working
in
that
department
store.
So
the
preparation
stopped
and
the
more
chapters
were
done
when
we
went
into
a
a
meetings
in
New
York
with
these
chapters
in
the
Rock.
Well,
it
wasn't
like
Chicken
in
the
Rock.
The
boy
didn't
eat
those
chapters
up.
I
suddenly
discovered
that
I
was
in
this
horrific
Whirlpool
of
argument.
I
was
just
the
umpire
and
finally
had
to
stipulate
while
Bollinger
over
here,
you
got
the
holy
rollers
and
say
we
need
all
the
good
old
fashioned
stuff
in
the
book
and
all
we're
hearing
the
comedy.
We
got
to
have
a
psychological
book
and
that
never
cured
anybody.
And
they
didn't
do
much
with
drugs
in
the
missions.
So
I
guess
you'll
have
to
leave
me
just
to
be
the
umpire.
I'll
scribble
out
some
rocks
here
and
show
them
here.
Let's
get
the
comments
in.
So
we
bought
lead
and
died
our
way
through
one
chapter
after
another.
We
sent
them
out
to
Akron
and
they
were
peddled
around
and
there
were
terrific
castles
about
what
should
do
in
this
book
and
whatnot.
Meanwhile,
we
set
drunks
to
writing
their
stories
or
have
a
newspaper
people
that
we
had
to
write
stories
forum
to
go
on
the
back
of
the
book.
We
had
no
idea.
We'd
have
a
text,
you
know,
and
then
we'd
have
stories
all
about
the
drunks
who
were
staying
sober.
In
fact,
move
it
up.
So
then
came
that
night
when
we
were
up
around
that
chapter
5,
you
know,
I've
gone
all
on
about
myself,
which
was
natural
after
all.
And
then
we
their
little
introductory
chapter
and
we
dealt
with
the
agnostic
and
we
described
alcoholism.
But
before
we
finally
got
up
to
the
point
where
we
really
had
to
say
what
the
book
was
all
about.
Now
this
field
work
well
as
I
call
you.
It
was
a
six
step
program.
Then
on
this
particular
evening,
I
was
lying
to
bed
in
23
wondering
what
to
do
for
this
next
chapter
be
about.
The
idea
came
to
me.
While
we
need
a
definite
statement
of
concrete
principles
that
these
drugs
can't
wiggle
out
from,
can't
be
any
wiggling
out
of
it
for
you
at
all.
And
this
six
step
program
has
two
big
gaps
in
between.
They'll
be
wiggling
up.
Moreover,
if
this
book
goes
out
to
distance
readers,
they
have
got
to
have
an
absolute
explicit
program
by
which
to
go
well.
Well
I
was
thinking
these
thoughts
and
while
my
imaginary
alter
was
painting
me
and
while
I
was
mad
at
hell
as
he's
drunk
because
the
money
was
coming
in
slow
some
had
to
stop
and
weren't
paying
up.
A
couple
of
guys
come
in
and
they
gave
me
a
big
argument
and
we
yelled
and
shouted
and
I
finally
went
down
and
lay
down
the
bed
with
my
altar.
And
I
said
for
me,
well,
with
a
pad
of
paper,
but
the
pad
and
I
reached
the
bad.
And
I
said,
well,
now
you've
got
to
break
this
program
up
into
small
pieces
so
they
can't
wiggle
out.
So
I
started
life
trying
to
bust
it
up
in
a
little
piece,
and
when
I
got
the
piece,
he
said
down
on
that
piece,
yellow
paper,
I
put
numbers
on.
I
was
rather
agreeably
surprised
when
it
came
out
at
12.
I
said,
well
that's
a
good
significant
figure
in
Christianity
and
Mystic
Lord.
Then
I
noticed
that
instead
of
leaving
the
God
ideas
of
the
last
I
got
it
up
front,
but
I
didn't
pay
much
attention
to
that.
Let's
play
God.
Well,
next
meeting
comes
along.
I've
done
on
going
on
beyond
the
steps
trying
to
amplify
them
in
the
right
side
chapter
and
I
took
that
chapter
was
a
step
in
the
meeting
and
before
I
pandemonium
broke
loose.
What
do
you
mean
by
changing
the
program?
What
about
this?
What
about
that?
This
thing
is
overloaded
with
God.
We
don't
like
this.
You
got
these
guys
on
the
knees,
stand
them
up.
A
lot
of
these
got
the
kids
that
being
got,
unless
they
got
out
of
it.
That's
where
the
arguments
we
had.
Well,
how
is
that
terrific
asshole
about
the
12
steps?
There
did
come
a
tense
strike.
That
argument
caused
the
introduction
of
the
phrase,
which
has
been
a
lifesaver
by
thousands.
It
was
certainly
none
of
my
doing.
I
was
on
the
fire
side.
Then
you
see,
still
suffering
from
this
big
hot
flashing
line.
The
idea
of
God,
as
you
understand
Him,
came
out
of
that
perfectly
for
all
his
eyes,
and
we
put
that
into
the
well.
Little
by
little
thing
ground
on,
and
little
by
little
the
drunk
put
in
the
money,
and
we
kept
an
office
open
over
North,
which
was
the
office.
It
was
a
funk
business
that
I
tried
to
establish
my
friend.
Then
I'm
on
your
handle
all
the
time
selling
little
Lucy
heart
work
for
an
old
pay.
We
gave
her
plenty
of
stock
in
the
work
publishing.
Of
course,
he'll
tell
you
how
to
do
is
tear
it
off.
The
past
525
have
a
weak
power
right
here.
Oh,
y'all
around
about
January
19139
somebody
said
well
have
we
better
check
this
thing
out?
And
we
got
to
kind
of
make
a
pre
publication
copy
of
monolithic
or
mini
glass
copy
of
this
text
and
a
few
of
these
stories
of
these
cement.
Try
it
out,
you
know,
on
the
preacher,
on
the
doctor,
Catholic
Committee
on
Publications,
psychiatrist,
policeman,
fishwise,
housewives,
drunk,
everybody
just
to
see
if
we
got
anything
that
goes
against
the
grain
in
any
place
and
also
to
find
out
if
we
can't
get
some
better
ideas
here.
So
it
considerable
expense
where
you've
got
this
pre
publication
copy
main
and
we
pedal
it
around
and
the
comments
came
back.
Someone
was
very
helpful
and
went
to
my
other
places
to
the
Catholic
Committee
on
publications
in
New
York.
And
at
that
time
we
had
only
one
Catholic
member
to
take
it
there
and
he
just
got
out
of
the
asylum
and
hadn't
had
anything
to
do
with
publisher
was
preparing
the
book
and
all
that
great
surprise.
It's
a
promising
people,
something
about
Iran.
Why
else
does
the
book
this
past
month
and
the
story
came
in,
Somehow
he
got
him
edited,
somehow
he
got
the
galley
together
and
we
got
up
to
the
printing
contract
for
me
when
I
was
drunk.
She'd
been
kind
of
slow
on
those
subscription
payments,
they're
saying.
A
little
further
on,
I
was
able
to
go
up
to
Charlie's
town,
where
old
Doc
Silkworth
held
sports.
Charlie
believes
in
our
minded
land,
so
he
had
put
the
flood
on
Charlie
for
2500
spots.
Charlie
didn't
want
it
stopped,
he
wanted
a
promissory
N
on
the
boat
not
yet
listed.
Don't
we
catch
Charlie
for
2500
which
we
loaded
around
to
the
alcoholic
foundation
such
as
the
taxi.
That's
to
understand
so
alcohol
we
had
gone
in
supporting
3
hours
in
an
office
to
do
this
job
in
these
nine
months
upwards
of
$6000
and
the
month
of
the
till
was
getting
very
low.
Well,
we
still
had
to
get
it
planted.
So
we
got
the
Cornwall
class
to
logic
putter
in
the
world
where
we've
made
previous
inquiry
and
we
act
about
plenty
and
Oh
yes,
they'd
be
very
glad
to
do
it.
And
how
many
folks
would
we
love?
Well,
we
said
that's
very
hard
to
estimate.
Of
course,
our
membership
is
very
small.
It's
present.
Fine,
we
want
to
tell
many
the
membership.
But
after
all,
the
Readers
Digest
is
going
to
put
a
quota
virus
to
12
million
liters.
That
book
should
go
out
of
Carlos
Mr.
Fund.
This
prayer
was
none
other
than
they're
all
mixed
black.
One
of
our
great
friends
and
Mr.
Blackwell
said,
well
boys,
how
much
of
A
down
payment
going
to
make?
How
many
books
would
you
like
if
I
did?
Well,
we
said
we'll
be
conservative
like
25,000
on
justice
time
and
Mr.
Blackwell
said
well,
what
you're
going
to
use
for
money.
Well,
we
said
well
we
won't
need
my
time,
maybe
a
few
$100
on
account.
Be
all
right
with
you
Mr.
Blackwell.
I
told
after
all,
we're
traveling
very
good.
You
know,
all
the
friends,
Mr.
Rockefellers
and
all
that.
So
Michael
started
putting
the
5000
books
place
for
Maze
and
the
galleys
were
red.
All
of
a
sudden
we
saw
annoyed
and
started,
shall
we
go
up
to
the
Raiders
target?
We
walk
in
on
Mr.
Kenneth
Payne
and
we
said
Mr.
Payne,
we're
already
shoot,
and
Mr.
Payne
said
shoot
one.
Oh
yes,
he
said.
I
remember
you,
Mr.
Parkinson,
Mr.
Willis,
you
always
a
gentleman
up
here
last
ball,
he
said.
I
told
you
that
I
thought
the
Readers
Digest
would
be
interested
in
this
new
work
and
in
this
book.
I
said
right
at
the
order
here.
I
consulted
our
editorial
board
in
the
migration
part.
They
didn't
like
the
idea
of
someone
I
forgot
to
tell
you
or
we
had
the
drop
list
4500
bucks
in
it.
Charlie
Town
hook
for
2500
bucks
on
the
cop
with
the
printer
maybe
$500.00
left
in
the
bank.
What
in
the
dose
for
the
governor.
Well
this
fella
Morgan
my
I'm
a
good
looking
Irishman
that
is
taking
the
books
or
Catholic
committee
on
publications
had
been
and
earlier
time
good
at
math.
He
said.
I
know
Gabriel
here
and
Gabriel
here
is
putting
on
these
3
minutes
hot
plug
programs
on
the
radio,
he
said.
I'll
get
an
interview
with
Gabriel
Heath.
Maybe
he'll
interview
me
on
the
radio
about
all
of
you.
So
hot
spirits
rose
once
again
and
then
all
of
a
sudden
we
had
a
big
chill.
We
thought,
well
suppose
this
Irishman
that
got
drunk
before
here
interview.
So
what
you
want
to
see
here
and
long
ago
here
what
interviewing?
And
then
we
got
still
more
scared.
Oh,
we
landed
a
room
and
the
Downtown
Athletic
Club
and
we
put
Ryan
in
there
with
the
day
and
night
guard
for
10
days.
Very
close
again.
We
could
see
those
books
just
going
out
of
the
car
then,
like
tomorrow,
Plan
said.
Well,
love,
there
should
be,
you
know,
a
flower
on
a
big
thing
like
a
teeter
interview
that
will
be
heard
all
over
the
country,
national
network
now,
he
said.
I
think
folks
at
the
big
market
for
this
book
are
the
Dodge,
the
physician,
and
he
said.
I
suggest
that
we
fix
the
last
$500
we
got
in
the
treasury
on
a
postal
card.
Stop
going
to
every
position
east
of
the
Rocky
Mountains
and
on
the
coastal
card.
We
will
say
here
all
about
Alcoholics
denominations.
I'm
Gabriel
Heater
Public
stand
350
for
the
book
Alcoholics
Anama
sure
sure
for
alcohol
is
so
we
spent
the
last
$500.
The
postal
car
shower
went
out,
they
managed
to
keep
her
hands
over,
although
he
since
hasn't
made
it.
All
the
drugs
had
their
ears
glued
to
the
radios.
The
gold
market
and
Alcoholics
Anonymous
was
already
saturated.
Because
you
see,
we
had
49
stock
orders
and
they
had
all
got
a
book
free.
And
then
we
had
28
cars
with
stars
and
they
all
got
a
free
book.
So
we
brought
out
the
A
mark,
but
we
could
see
it
moving
out.
And
Kyle
owns
to
these
doctors
in
their
place.
Sharna
Ryan
is
interviewed.
Peter
pulls
out
the
old
time
off
stock
and
we
should
see
them
because
coming
back
in
time.
Well,
we
just
couldn't
wait
to
go
down
to
old
Post
Office
box,
658
Church
St.
And
the
address
printed
in
the
back
of
the
old
book
we
honored
for
about
3
days.
And
then
my
friend
Hank
and
little
Ruthie
Hart
to
tell
if
you
remember.
And
I
went
over
and
we
looked
in
box
658.
It
wasn't
a
lock
box.
You
just
looked
through
the
glass
and
we
could
see
in
there
a
few
of
these
postal
cards.
I
had
a
terrible
thinking
sensation,
but
my
friend
was
from
Harder.
He
said
Boy
Fell.
He
said
they
can't
put
all
that
stuff
in
the
box.
He
said
they
got
mail
bags
full
of
it
out
and
he
brings
it
out.
12
lousy
portal
cards,
ten
of
them
completely
illegible,
written
by
doctors,
donkeys,
monkeys,
and
we
had
exactly
2
orders
for
the
book
Alcoholics
Anonymous,
and
we
were
absolutely
and
utterly
Stony
folk.
The
Shard
then
moved
in
on
the
office.
Paul
at
the
Blackwell
wondered
what
to
do
for
money
and
sound
like
taking
the
book
over
and
it's
actually
opportune
moment.
The
house
in
which
Lois
and
I
lived
where
it
was
foreclosed
and
we
and
our
furniture
was
set
out
on
the
street.
And
that
was
the
state
of
the
book.
Alcoholic
synonymous
in
the
summer
of
19139
and
the
state
of
grace
that
the
Wilkins
were.
Moreover,
a
great
cry
went
up
from
the
drums.
What
about
our
$4500?
And
Charlie,
who
was
pretty
well
off,
was
even
a
little
uneasy
about
that.
N
for
2500
bucks
what
would
we
do?
What
would
we
do?
Well,
we
put
our
goods
into
storage
on
top.
Couldn't
even
pay
the
drain
man.
an
A.
A
landed
to
summer
camp.
Another
a
A
landed
to
car.
The
folks
around
the
yard
began
to
pass
the
hat
for
groceries
for
the
Wilsons,
which
they
supplied
at
$50.00
a
month.
So
we
had
a
lot
of
discontented
stockholders,
50
bucks
a
month,
a
summer
camp
in
an
automobile
with
which
to
revise
the
following
fortunes
of
the
book
Alcoholic
Tonight.
We
began
to
shop
around
from
1
magazine
to
another
what
they
gave
us
in
public,
and
it
looked
like
the
whole
dump
was
going
to
be
foreclosed.
Both
office
Wilson's
everything
when
one
of
the
boys
in
New
York
who
happened
to
be
a
little
bit
prospect
at
the
time
and
who
had
a
fashionable
clothing
business
on
5th
Ave.
which
we
learned
was
mostly
on
mortgage
having
drunk
nearly
all
of
the
ducks.
One
of
those
guys
birth
Taylor's
face.
I
went
to
bird
one
day
and
I
said
Bert,
there
is
a
promise
of
an
article
in
Liberty
magazine.
I
just
got
it
today,
but
it
would
have
come
out
until
next
month.
Next
September.
It's
going
to
be
called
Alcoholics
and
John
it'll
be
planted
by
Liberty
magazine's
Fulton
editor
of
the
the
the
Fort
Fulton
Hausler,
the
Van
Harris
and
1st
when
that
piece
is
printed
why
these
books
will
go
out
in
carload
lot.
We
need
$1000
real
bad
to
get
us
through
the
time.
Well
first
you're
you're
sure
that
article
going
to
be
pleaded
aren't
you?
Oh
yeah,
that's
fun.
Well,
we
said
okay
because
I
haven't
got
the
dog,
but
he
said
this
man
down
in
Parliament,
Cochran,
he's
connected
with
a
weapon
dryer
forces
in
there.
Well
I
said
birthday
wet
and
dryer
first
as
you
ain't
going
to
be
fussy
where
he
gets
his
thousand
riders
customer
of
mine
by
the
past
in
here.
Let
me
call
him
up.
Your
bird
gets
on
long
distance
falling
when
Mr.
Cochran
Baltimore
very
wealthy
man
and
he
said
Mr.
Cochran
said
I
mentioned
it
alcohol
fellowship
which
I
belong
so
to
suggest
this
is
Taylor
Well,
Murray
says
Mr.
Copper
and
our
fellowship
has
just
come
out
with
a
magnificent
new
textbook.
Sure,
sure.
For
alphabetism,
Mr.
Cochran,
it's
something
that
we
think
that
every
Public
Library
in
America
should
have
and
let
the
Cocker
in
the
retail
prices
above
250.
But
he
met
the
copper.
If
you
just
buy
a
couple
of
thousands
of
those
books
and
put
them
in
the
large
library
and
of
course
we
would
sell
for
that
purpose
at
a
considerable
discount.
Well,
Mr.
Carson
said
he
didn't
think
he
care
to
do
that.
And
then
Bird
said,
well,
let
the
cartran
the
publicity
has
come
out
about
will
come
out
next
fall
about
this
new
boat,
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
But
in
the
meantime,
when
they
books
are
moving
rather
slower
and
we
need
to
say
$1000
to
tie
results
And
would
you
own
the
work
Publishing
company
$1000.
Well,
said
Mr.
Cochran,
what
does
his
balance
sheet
look
like
this
word
and
after
we
learn
what
the
worst
publicly
looked
like,
Mr.
Carson
said
no
thanks.
So
again
first
said,
well
now
Mr.
Cochran
you
know
me,
would
you
loan
the
money
to
me
on
the
credit
of
my
business?
Why
certainly
Mr.
Cochran
said
send
down
your
note.
Mr.
Taylor
so
burnt
off
the
business
that
a
year
or
two
later,
with
the
go
broke
anyway
saved
the
booked
alcoholic
anomaly
$30,000
over
a
choice.
We
lasted
till
the
Liberty
article
came
in
1000.
Inquiries,
800
inquiries
came
in
as
a
result
of
that
we
moved
a
few
books.
We
barely
squeaked
through
the
year
19129
to
cut
it.
All
this
period
we
heard
nothing
from
John
B
Rockefeller.
I
mean
when
I
was
in
foundation
meeting
after
foundation
meeting.
Too
bad
we
were
having
such
a
hard
time,
but
no,
don't,
when
all
of
a
sudden,
and
I
thought
February
1940,
Mr.
Richton
came
to
a
Carpe's
meeting
and
he
said
I
have
great
news.
Mr.
Rosseller,
who
we
hadn't
heard
from
since
1937,
we
were
told,
had
been
watching
all
the
time
with
immense
more,
would
like
to
give
this
fellowship
a
dinner
to
which
he
would
invite
his
plan
to
see
the
beginning
of
this
new
and
promising
style.
Then
Mr.
Richardson
produced
the
invitation
list
and
all.
Here
was
the
pleasant
of
Chase
Bank
and
when
the
wealthy
and
all
kinds
of
very
prominent
people,
many
of
them
extremely
rich.
I
mean,
a
quick
look
at
the
list
I
figured
would
add
up
to
a
couple
of
billion
dollars.
So
we
found
maybe
in
a
hard
last,
you
know,
and
there
would
be
some
money
in
truck.
I'll
be
there.
Can't.
And
we
got
Harry
Emerson,
five,
who
could
review
the
a
book
down
there.
He
gave
it
a
wonderful
club.
Foster
Kennedy
came
and
spoke
on
the
medical
attitude.
He'd
seen
a
very
hopeless
gal
naughty
man
recover
one
of
his
Tyson.
I
got
up
and
talked
about
life
among
the
anonymized
and
the
bankers
assembled
75
strong
and
embraced
wealth,
sat
at
the
table
with
the
alcohol.
Well,
the
bankers
had
come
probably
as
a
sort
of
a
command
performance,
and
they
were
a
little
suspicious
that
perhaps
it
was
another
cohesion
deal.
Let
the
Ryan
the
hero,
the
hero
episodes
still
sober.
For
example,
this
table
was
asked
by
a
distinguished
banker,
Why,
Mr.
Ryan,
we
presume
the
children
of
the
bashing
bird,
Mr.
Ryan
said.
Not
a
call,
Sir,
I'm
just
out
of
grace
on
the
fire.
Well,
I
increased
the
bankers
and
they
were
all
warming
up
the
pond,
but
unfortunately
Mr.
Oscar
couldn't
get
to
the
Denver.
He
was
sick,
actually
quite
sick
that
night
and
he
sent
his
son,
a
wonderful
gent,
not
melting
rocks
of
color
in
these
places
today.
And
after
the
show
is
over,
everybody
was
in
Vine
Farm
and
we
were
already
again
for
the
big
cut
melting
rock
stars.
Got
up
and
speaking
for
his
father
and
said
my
father
sends
word
that
he
is
so
sorry.
You
cannot
be
but
so
glad
so
many
of
his
friends
can
see
the
beginning
of
this
great
and
wonderful
thing,
something
Melton
Acapella
says
that
it
affected
his
life
more
than
almost
anything.
That
is
caution.
A
silk
pan
is
plugged
that
way,
then,
said
Nelson.
But
first,
gentleman,
this
is
work
that
proceeds
on
goodwill
and
requiring
no
money,
$2
billion.
Got
up
and
walked
at
wow,
that
was
a
terrific
let
down.
But
we
weren't
let
down
very
long.
Again,
the
Hand
of
Providence
had
intervened
right
after
the
dinner.
Mr.
Rocco
asked
that
the
talk
the
public
and
the
pamphlet
he
of
course
the
rather
defunct
work
publishing
company
and
said
he
would
like
to
buy
400
bucks
to
send
to
all
of
the
ventures
that
come
to
the
center
and
all
had
not.
Well,
seeing
if
this
was
for
a
good
purpose,
we
let
him
have
the
books
cheap,
bought
them
cheaper
than
anybody
had
said.
We
sold
400
books
to
John
B
Rockefeller
Junior
for
one
bus
piece
to
send
his
Bank
of
France.
So
he
sat
out
the
boat
in
the
pamphlet
and
with
it
he
wrote
a
personal
letter
and
signed
every
dog
wrong
one.
And
in
this
letter
he
began
recited.
I'm
glad
he
was.
And
he's
been
able
to
see
this
great
beginning
of
what
he
thought
would
be
a
wonderful
thing,
how
deeply,
and
it
affected
him.
And
then
he
said,
ultimately,
gentlemen,
this
is
a
word
of
goodwill
and
leave
little
depending
money,
perhaps
a
slight
amount
of
temporary
health
by
the
John
D
Rockefeller
and
giving
these
good
people
1000
bucks.
All
the
bankers,
all
achievements,
rock
colored
letters,
they
all
tied
it
up
on
the
cuff.
Well,
John
D
is
giving
$1000
me
with
only
a
few
millions,
I
could
send
these
boys
about
10
bucks
there
one
you'll
have
an
alcoholic
rather
than
salt
and
it's
been
as
high
as
$300.00.
So
we
let
the
rock
stars
$1000
plus
the
solicitation
of
all
the
rest
of
these
factories.
We
got
together
to
quickly
sum
of
$3000
waste
like
the
first
outside
contribution
to
the
Alcoholic
Foundation.
That
$3000
was
divided
equally
between
Smithy
and
Main
so
that
we
could
keep
you
on
somehow.
And
we
solicited
that
dinner
list
for
five
years
and
got
about
$3000
a
year
on
for
five
years.
And
at
the
end
of
that
time
we
were
able
to
say
to
Mr.
Rockefeller,
we
don't
need
any
more
money.
The
bookend
car
is
helping
to
support
our
office.
The
groups
are
contributing
to
fill
in,
the
royalty
are
taking
care
of
Doctor
Bob
and
they're
welcome.
We
don't
need
any
more
money
now.
You
see,
Mr.
Rockefeller
has
taken
not
to
give
us
money
deserve
himself.
He
gave
his
himself
to
the
time
when
he
was
under
public
ridicule
for
his
view
was
about
alcohol.
He
said
to
the
whole
world
this
is
good.
The
story
went
out
on
the
wire
all
over
the
world.
People
went
into
the
bookstore
to
get
to
know
book
and
boy
realistic
and
to
get
some
book
cards.
An
awful
lot
of
inquiry
came
into
the
little
the
book
money
began
to
pay
glances.
We
hired
one
more
house.
There
was
Rosie,
another
gallon
mate,
and
There
comes
Jack.
Alexander
was
a
terrific
article
in
the
Charity
Post
came
and
immense
flooded
inquiry.
6
or
7000
of
them,
and
Alcoholics
Anonymous
has
become
a
National
Institute
that
is
the
story
and
population
of
the
book
Alcoholics
and
not
and
it
is
stopped
the
quantifact.
You
all
have
some
notes,
the
postage
of
that
book
that
repeatedly
saved
the
office
in
New
York.
What
it
is
in,
the
money
that
has
come
out
of
it,
is
matter.
It
is
a
matter,
let
it
carry
them,
that
is
transcended.
Lana.
I'm
deceived
and
it's
evil
at
this
moment.
Lighting
candles
in
dark
Tavern
and
on
distance
speech.