Bill W. and Dr. Bob S. in a big meeting in Cleveland 1950
We
do
things
together
and
I
wonder
if
you
will
stand
and
say
with
me
the
a
prayer
Oh
God
Grant
makes
the
serenity
to
accept
the
things
I
cannot
change
courage
change
the
things
I
can
and
wisdom
no
difference.
I
really
want
to
say
how
much
I
personally
appreciate
your
tremendous
health
that
Cleveland
A
a
Akron
a
as
have
been
through
the
committee
that
tried
to
pin
this
conference
together.
The
cooperation
has
been
mobbed
and
Cleveland
A
1/2
an
A
a
want
to
welcome
those
people
who
have
settled
from
far
places
to
be
with
us
and
help
us
express
high
gratitude.
For
15
years
of
AK
I
did
nothing
might
answer
that.
And
our
Indigenous
one
of
our
cofathers,
Doctor
Bob.
France
in
a,
A
and
a.
I
feel
I
would
be
very
immense
if
I
didn't
take
this
opportunity
to
welcome
you
here
to
Cleveland,
not
only
to
this
meeting,
but
those
that
have
already
transpired.
I
hope
very
much
that
they
have
the
presence
of
so
many
people
and
the
words
that
you
heard
will
prove
an
inspiration
to
you.
Not
only
to
you,
but
may
you
be
able
to
impart
that
inspiration
to
the
boys
and
girls
back
home
who
are
not
fortunate
enough
to
be
able
to
count.
In
other
words,
we
hope
that
your
visit
here
has
been
both
enjoyable
and
profitable.
I
got
a
big
thrill
looking
over
a
vast
field,
faces
like
this,
with
a
feeling
that's
possibly
some
small
thing
that
I've
been
a
number
of
years
ago,
played
a
infinite
small
thought.
In
making
this
meeting
possible,
I
also
get
quite
a
throw.
And
I
think
that
we
all
have
the
same
problem.
We
all
did
the
same
thing.
We
all
got
the
same
results
in
proportion
to
our
zeal
and
enthusiasm.
And
stick
to
itiveness.
If
you'll
find
the
injection
of
a
personal
note
at
this
time,
let
me
say
that
I've
been
in
bed
for
five
of
the
last
seven
months.
My
strength
hasn't
returned
as
I'd
like,
so
my
macho
of
necessity
be
very
brief,
but
there
was
two
or
three
things
that
flashed
into
my
mind
on
which
it
would
be
fitting
to
lay
a
little
emphasis.
One
is
the
simplicity
of
our
program.
Let's
not
blouse
it
all
out
with
Freudian
complexes
and
things
that
are
interesting
to
the
scientific
mind
that
have
very
little
to
do
with
our
actual
AA
work
are
12
steps,
when
tumored
down
to
the
last,
resolve
themselves
into
the
words
love
and
service.
We
understand
what
love
is,
and
we
understand
what
service
is.
So
let's
bear
those
two
things
in
mind.
Let
us
also
remember
to
God
that
airing
number
of
the
comp.
And
if
we
must
use
it,
let's
use
it
with
kindness
and
consideration
on.
And
one
more
thing,
none
of
us
would
be
here
today
or
if
somebody
hadn't
taken
time
to
explain
things
to
us,
to
give
us
a
little
pat
on
the
back
to
take
us
to
a
meeting
up
to,
to
have
done
numerous
little
times
and
possible
acts
in
Malibu.
So
let
us
never
get
the
degree
of
non
complacency
so
that
we're
not
willing
to
extend
or
attempt
to
that
help
that
attempt
old
demonstrations
for
us
to
our
last
fortunate
brother,
thank
you
very
much.
I'm
sure
that
we
here
in
Cleveland
and
those
of
us
who
enjoy
the
privilege
being
associated
with
not
to
all
regions
and
appreciate
that
he
spoke
from
experience
when
he
spoke
in
having
the
talent
being
not
only
willing
but
needed
to
help.
We
alcohol
and
I
just
attention
and
one
of
my
friends.
The
results
have
been
had
any
differences,
darker
personality.
I
know
that
you
might
be
embarrassed
and
I
say
that
he
has
in
the
last
15
years
worked
with
4
or
5000
people
that
were
hospitalized.
In
addition
to
the
problems
we've
spoken
to
admitting
an
entitled
conversation
all
having
the
time
necessary
to
do
that
work.
A
a
has
been
the
result
of
the
joining
together
are
dual
experience
1
doctrine
and
the
other
bill
who
said
we
did
his
mind
he
was
introduced.
Two
is
there
one
doctor
and
the
other?
So
we
said
we
could
do
mine
to
introduce.
I
12
years
ago
this
fellowship
commenced
with
the
Tariff
Book.
The
book
we
know
today
is
Alcoholic
Phenomenon
and
in
the
last
pages
of
its
text
the
book
express
the
fault.
Yet
it
was
more
than
a
hope
Detroit
of
a
train
that
we
then
in
this
fellowship
had,
and
we
express
our
hope
and
our
dream
in
these
words.
Someday
we
hope
that
every
alcoholic
who
journey
will
find
a
fellowship
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous
at
this
destination.
To
some
extent,
this
is
already
true.
Some
of
us
are
salesman
involved,
little
clusters
are
twos
and
threes,
and
five
have
sprung
up
in
other
communities
through
contact
with
our
larger
center.
Those
of
us
who
travel
drop
in
as
often
as
we
can.
This
practice
enables
us
to
land
at
hand,
at
the
same
time
avoiding
certain
alluring
distractions
of
the
road
about
which
any
traveling
man
can
inform
them.
Such
was
our
dream,
and
it
had
been
given
to
only
a
few.
To
see
an
impossible
dream
come
true
almost
in
its
entirety,
one
wondering
what
could
be
added
to
what
we
have
already
seen
and
felt
and
heard
in
these
last
two
or
three
days.
The
song
of
this
assembly
is
gratitude,
and
we
rejoined
in
our
world
unity,
now
spread
into
some
34
countries
and
reflected
back
on
us.
Here
we
rejoined.
Today
is
still
simple
and
more
deeply
meaningful
than
ever.
Yes,
this
is
a
time
for
gratitude,
a
time
for
rejoining.
It
may
be
truly
time
of
happy
reminiscent
when
we
can
think
back
a
little
upon
the
days
of
our
birth,
our
childhood,
and
our
adventure.
It
may
be
a
time
when
we
can
think
together
once
more
about
those
principles
upon
which
we
resolved
yesterday,
which
may
bind
us
together
in
unity
for
so
long
as
God
shall
need.
First,
let's
take
the
bump.
And
you
think
for
which
we
are
greater.
Of
course
we
are
grateful
and
find
no
words
to
expect
it
through
the
Father
of
Light
who
presides
over
us
all.
So
He's
out
for
it
is
great
to
fund,
and
has
made
this
salvation
and
ran
away.
One
begins
to
think
of
friends
who
have
been
part
of
this
benign
conspiracy.
Conspiracy,
which
is
alcoholic
amount.
I
think
right
away
of
the
friend
that
first
came
to
me
with
a
very
simple
message
today,
Thank
God,
still
the
core
of
our
procedure.
I
think
of
a
wife
who
stood
by.
I
think
of
Doctor
Sponsor,
the
first
Protestant
person
to
say
that.
I
think
it's
Father
Dowling
out
there
in
Saint
Louis
for
a
Catholic
Church
in
every
state.
I
think
of
my
own
doctor
in
town
constantly.
The
one
I
had,
my
sudden
experience
said
no,
Bill,
you
are
not
crazy.
You
would
better
hang
on
to
what
you've
got.
Norwich
were
indeed
faithful
words
for
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
Suppose
that
man
of
science
that
said,
ah,
this
is
what
an
illusion
it
will
soon
pass
away.
What
a
vital
contribution,
and
I
think
that
the
first
client
is
still
the
friend
of
the
and
who
has
since
brought
us
before
his
whole
See,
I
think
of
the
editors
of
the
Saturday
Post
who
published
the
good
news
to
the
world
and
made
us
a
national
institution.
Yes,
these
men
and
medicines,
these
men
of
religion.
Once
Upon
a
time
we
stood
in
a
no
man's
land
between
them.
We
weren't
exactly
scientific,
and
some
thought
we
weren't
religious
enough.
Today
we
find
ourselves
in
a
common
meeting
place,
working
together
as
one.
Ah
yeah,
the
frangled
defender,
without
whom
this
movement
could
never
have
been.
And
each
of
us,
of
course,
think
of
that
one
who
was
the
very
nearest,
the
odd
one,
the
wife,
the
father,
the
mother,
who
saw
it
true,
but
went
down
into
The
Cave
with
us
and
stayed
when
all
others
had
gone.
I
think
the
Lord
and
she
and
I
would
like
to
join
in
saying
a
special
service
to
the
one
who
is
the
mother
of
the
first
day,
April
and
man.
She
was
a
mother,
the
networks
group
with
all
of
the
attributes
of
motherhood.
Her
deep
understanding
for
class
of
the
factors
through
the
needs
of
our
children
are
things
we
Alzheimer's
shall
never
forget.
Got
West
and
keypad.
I
am
sure
he
looks
down
on
our
care
today
and
I
think
of
the
one
who
perhaps
would
care.
And
we
had
a
who
had
time,
when
nine
or
ten
others
did
not,
to
bring
Smithy
and
me
together,
Yet
another
link
that
played
this
wondrous
thing.
You
know
what
a
a
we
have,
what
a
national
rule
that
we
never
praise
people.
But
I
think
for
once
we
ought
to
get
around
that
role.
So
I'm
going
to
tell
you
why
I
am
so
grateful
for
Smithers.
You
remember,
after
working
with
Alcoholics,
or
rather
freaking
at
them
for
six
months,
I
came
to
Akron,
OH
and
fail
miserably
in
a
business
manner.
For
the
first
time,
I
realized
that
I
needed
another
alcoholic
as
much
as
you
could
possibly
need
me
and
drive.
Bob
is
the
man
who
has
filled,
who
filled
that
need.
He
and
I
have
been
associated
together
in
all
these
wonderful
years.
15
now
gone
by.
I
cannot
think
or
remember
the
time
when
we
ever
had
an
angry
argument,
angry
word
between
and.
This
is
a
tribute
indeed
to
him,
the
shortest
many
of
you
know
who.
I
have
been
mad
at
lots
of
other
people.
On
Tuesday
afternoon
Bob
and
I
made
our
pilgrimage,
and
I
mean
it
when
I
say
that
to
Henrietta
Cow,
and
she
knows
an
expression
which
I
think
is
so
fit.
She
described
Doctor
Bob
as
the
rock
on
what?
On
which
A
A
was
found.
How
said
he
meant
what?
How
that
so,
I
beg
you,
as
you
leave
here,
perhaps
not
to
return
for
another
10
years,
but
you
barely
are
away
with
you.
An
image
of
those
two,
the
mother
of
the
first
a
a
group
and
the
rock
on
which
it
was
found.
You
know
people
have
to
pay
nowadays.
Genuine
concern
today
is
very
different
than
it
used
to
be.
It's
constantly
complicated.
It
has
become
big
business.
There
are
those
who
would
commercialize
it.
Well,
I'm
glad
that
that
concern
exists
for
law.
For
so
long
as
we
exhibit
that
prudent,
those
things
will
never
happen.
And
a
recent
trip
to
Europe
convinced
me
that
our
essential
message
is
just
as
simple
and
just
as
the
spirit
in
its
workings.
I
could
always
watch.
On
May
12th
a
plane
descended
on
Arrow
airfield,
very
large
from
Nathan,
Norway.
Our
contact
with
that
country
has
been
so
slight
and
we
didn't
know
whether
we
find
it
doesn't,
I
hate
or
maybe
at
the
outside
a
couple
of
times.
Well,
while
we
were
going
through
customs,
we
heard
a
commotion.
We
heard
a
language
of
us.
We
didn't
understand
the
syllable
and
lawyers
looked
at
me
and
said,
yes,
there's
the
drop
came
out
of
money
and
we
should
not
make
out
a
word
when
it
was
sent
by
a
sign
language.
We
were
in
motion
to
make
car.
We
got
down
to
the
hotel,
another
dozen
turns
off,
among
them
a
fellow
who
could
speak
a
little
English.
Ah,
they
couldn't
talk
English,
but
how?
Well,
in
their
faces
they
expressed
our
universal
language
of
love
is
an
experience
that
we
shall
never
forget.
As
I
met
picture
unfold
and
we
found
a
of
the
three
years
old
in
this
city,
yet
they
have
taken
through
their
hospitals
at
that
point
something
like
1000
cases
that
their
membership
might
run
in
100,
Although
because
of
their
extreme
anonymity,
nobody
could
say
just
commenting
there
were.
You
see
in
Norway
we
found
that
there
are
two
kinds
of
people
because
of
the
tremendous
stigma,
you
have
the
kind
of
people
who
dare
come
to
meeting
and
you
have
the
kind
the
vast
majority
who
dare
not.
After
a
while,
we
learned
that
there
were
six
waiters
in
an
Oslo
restaurant,
none
of
whom
knew
that
the
other
was
in
a
A.
Yet
they'd
all
been
sobering
to
them
over
one
year,
and
you'd
be
sad.
And
old
ones
formed
themselves
into
little
squads
of
one
and
two
and
three,
and
visited
these
people
every
other
time
I
asked.
We
finally
taken
over
in
Germany.
There
they
had
a
couple.
We
found
that
the
finest
psychiatrist
in
Oswald
studied
sample
of
approval
upon
these
Norwegian,
and
then
we
learned
to
our
great
joy
that
he
was
a
man
of
deep
religious
conviction.
One
of
the
finest
lawyers
and
judges
in
on
flow
had
already
associated
himself
in
a
benign
way
with
the
enterprise.
And
then
we
journey
to
birth
and
to
Christians
and
His
of
honor
and
found
their
flourishing
a
group.
And
how
did
this
all
happen?
Very
simply,
very
movingly
and
very
miraculously,
as
it
always
has
happened.
Five
years
ago
at
Greenwich,
CT,
a
Norwegian
American
who
had
been
drunk
for
20
years.
It's
over
now.
By
contact
with
that
proof,
he
commenced
the
right
to
the
old
country,
telling
the
family
what
has
happened.
I'm
sending
along
a
little
money
which
he
could
deal
with
fair
as
an
artist.
Finally,
you
gotta
let
him
back
saying
that
his
father
was
in
this
same
calibre
situation.
What
could
be
done
about
it?
Well,
the
man
from
Greenwich
walked
it
over
with
his
wife
and
following
the
classic
pattern,
they
decided
they
would
sell
all
they
had
in
the
world,
namely
a
very
small
restaurant
and
cash.
They
would
buy
a
round
trip
to
Arguello
to
see
if
they
could
help
that
partner.
So
like
Lawson
means
three
years
before
they
came
down
and
Oslo
Airport,
some
of
the
family
was
not
the
alcoholic
were
there
to
meet
them
and
that
was
all.
With
great
vigor
and
enthusiasm,
they
laid
our
message
before
their
suffering
drop.
It
turned
out
he
was
a
typesetter
on
one
of
the
papers.
Why?
And
I'm
no
alcoholic.
Why
have
we
heard
that
before?
He
said.
I'll
have
no
part
of
any
salvation
business
like
this.
Where
have
we
heard
that
before?
And
he
wouldn't
have
any
salvation.
Well,
he
visited
him
out
of
his
home,
a
$0.25
Ben
out
on
the
fjord
opposite
by
the
Norwegians.
Not
that
great
German
battleship.
What
an
old
man.
So
then
the
management
rally
said
well
there
is
going
to
be
an
AA
group
at
this
town.
So
he
sent
out
and
he
visited
all
his
courses
and
they
praised
him
for
his
enterprise,
but
they
gave
him
no
drops
to
work
on.
Apparently
they
didn't
know
anything
and
he
heard
it
from
doctor
and
there
was
number
for
example.
Saw
the
nano
and
soul
only
man
was
now
time
to
turn
around
and
go
home
and
start
over
at
that
very
moment
is
recalcitrant
brother.
They
stay
drunk.
That
was
a
honey.
It
was
Dwayne
Danger
and
them
all,
as
indeed
it
did
Anthony
Agony
of
The
Hangover.
Better
call
to
his
brother,
the
mansion
Greenwich
and
he
said
say
Howie
once
more
about
this
thing.
The
anonymous
alcohol
and
the
man
converted
as
well.
It's
very
wonderful,
but
it's
very
I
just
admitted
that
I
could
no
longer
control
my
drinking,
that
it
controlled
me.
I
got
honest
with
myself,
as
I
have
never
got
honest
with
you
before.
I
quit
this
business
of
living
alone
and
taught
myself
out
for
somebody
else.
I
went
to
the
people
who
I
harmed
and
I
made
a
man.
And
then
he
said,
you
know,
I
was
not
a
person
of
any
faith,
but
I
have
common
to
believe
in
a
power
greater
than
I,
the
power
which
has
indeed
worked
a
miracle
in
me,
for
I
was
hoping.
And
then
he
said
I
was
taught
of
a
new
kind
of
giving,
the
kind
of
giving
that
demands
no
reward,
One
alcoholic
helping
up.
And
that
is
why,
my
brother,
I
have
come
to
Norway
to
see
you.
That
was
the
entire
message
from
the
man
who
had
come
from
Granite
July
12,
the
man
who
had
sold
all
he
had
in
the
world.
Before
he
left,
he
took
a
little
pamphlet,
printed
of
course,
in
English
by
the
White
Plains
group,
and
he
made
a
longhand
translation
in
Norwegian,
which
he
had
done
forgotten
forget,
and
he
left.
That
translation
went
further,
and
that
was
the
beginning
of
AARP.
The
printer
hasn't
had
the
drinks
in
this
day.
The
first
printer
inserted
ads
in
the
envelope
paper
saying
he
was
a
recovered
alcoholic
who
wished
to
help
others
without
cost
to
them.
The
ads
ran
for
weeks
because
of
the
stigma.
Nobody
responded
and
finally,
as
he
was
about
to
give
up,
he
got
one
reply.
It
came
from
a
forest
who
and
his
wife
ran
a
little
sidewalk
shop
and
kind.
You
see
a
knock?
The
Forest
was
a
grand
cafe.
He
heard
the
story.
He
read
this
translation
of
the
12th
Step,
he
went
to
work
on
other
Alcoholics
and
he
had
not
had
a
drink
to
this
day.
And
they
put
more
ads
in
the
paper
and
they
grew
very,
very
slow.
And
then
they
came
in
contact
with
this
doctor.
Where
we
find
these
wonderful
friends,
I
don't
know.
Who
knows?
Psychiatrist
larger
than
I
said,
a
man
of
deep
religious
conviction
who
instantly
saw
the
implication
of
what
went
on.
And
that's
how
I
ain't
got
to
Oslo.
Does
that
sound
like
big
business?
Does
that
sound
like
over
organization?
Isn't
that
honestly
simple
yet
an
experience
and
it's
working
indeed.
Yes,
and
I
think
if
we
will
look
around
anywhere
in
a
where
new
people
are
receiving
this
message,
they
will
see
the
same
thing
reenact
and
of
course
all
the
highest
from
here
will
want
to
know
how
it
got
to
Ireland.
In
much
the
same
fashion,
one
time,
a
little
over
three
years
ago,
an
Irish
American
in
Philadelphia,
whose
bankroll
was
better,
decided
that
even
his
wife
would
take
a
vacation.
They
go
over
to
Dublin,
revisit
the
old
land,
but
he's
been
in
trouble
in
no
time
when
he
began
to
forget
about
the
vacation.
Why,
if
there's
no
a
crocodile,
they
better
have
one
again.
He
looks
up
a
doctor.
Maybe
we're
down.
I'm
a
psychiatrist,
but
this
was
another
one.
And
this
man
was
also
a
man
of
deep
religious
conviction
and
saw
the
point.
And
he
told
this
doctor
the
story.
And
the
doctor
had
charge
of
a
large
hospital
once
endowed
by
the
writer
split
for
people
who
were
ailing
medalist,
and
they
took
some
alcohol.
And
he
left
this
simple
message
and
the
template
was
just
one
man.
And
when
Lawrence
and
I
came
to
Dublin
we
found
300
members
in
South
Ireland.
We
found
groups
at
court,
we
found
groups
at
Limerick.
In
fact,
let
me
tell
you,
the
Irish,
that
that
group
at
Clark
is
within
sight
of
Barney
S
I
saw
it
came
to
London,
a
Canadian
metal
artist
brought
it
there.
I
am
Lloyd
and
I
saw
Alcoholics
Anonymous
transcending
every
single
barrier
of
race,
creed,
tradition
and
language.
It
was
a
never
to
be
forgotten
experience.
Comparable
in
today
when
she
and
I
discovered
that
I
could
be
free.
Comparable
with
that
day
when
Slippy
and
I
sat
in
his
living
room
after
three
years
and
counted
them
up
and
there
were
forty
who
had
been
stolen,
and
we
realized
that
a
new
life
had
come
into
this
Dark
World
of
alcoholism.
I
have
indeed
this
at
the
time
for
drivers
gratitude
for
all
these
things
need.
Let's
look
back
once
more,
briefly
upon
the
time
of
our
birth.
I
don't
need
to
qualify
as
an
alcoholic.
I
want
where
he
goes
who
already
know
about
it,
whether
fresh
account
of
that
sudden
experience,
which
really,
but
I
would
like
to
bring
you
again
and
let
us
replace
together
what
happened
over
here
in
Ankara
years
ago.
I
have
come
here,
as
I
said,
on
a
business
trip
which
I
hope
would
repair
our
forces
and
bring
lawyers
out
of
that
department
store
where
she
was
still
supporting
me.
I
have
been
working
with
Alcoholics,
or
rather
I
have
been
preaching
at
Alcoholics,
where
the
piously,
I
suspect,
and
quite
rightly
nothing
has
happened
when
I
suddenly
find
myself
in
need
and
desperate
need
indeed.
And
there
are
many
in
this
audience
who
have
been
spelled.
I
was
alone
down
the
Mayflower
Hotel,
walking
up
and
down
there,
love.
It
was
Saturday
afternoon.
My
business
deal
had
fallen
through.
I
was
dispirited.
I
was
full
self
pity.
I
am
subway.
I
panic
in
fear
of
getting
drunk.
And
then
came
and
thought,
oh,
how
much
I
need
another
alcoholic.
And
I
remember
seeing
the
church
directory,
I
was
going
into
the
lobby
and
I
went
to
it
and
sort
of
absent
mindedly
drew
my
finger
down
the
list
of
names
there
and
finger
stop
at
a
man
who
has
since
proved
himself
a
great
friend
of
our
society,
Doctor
Walter
Thomas.
He
turned
out
to
be
in
a
physical
compadre.
I
called
up
a
good
man
and
said,
well,
I'm
an
alcoholic
from
New
York
who
was
looking
for
a
drop
to
work
on.
He
seemed
a
little
dumbfounded
as
that
he's
very
unusual
request.
Quite
naturally,
he
felt
that
one
alcoholic
at
a
time
might
be
enough.
And
he
gave
me
a
list
of
people,
some
of
them
connected
with
the
old
Oxford
rule,
to
whom
we
owe
so
much,
both
as
to
what
and
what
not
to
do.
And
he
said
some
of
these
people
may
be
able
to,
you
know,
find
an
alcoholic
body
to
work
on.
I
think
I
had
a
list
of
about
10,
and
I
began
to
call
them.
It
was
on
a
Saturday
afternoon.
Quite
naturally,
these
people
said,
well,
I'll
see
you
in
church
tomorrow.
I'm
sorry,
I've
got
a
holiday.
Others
were
out.
Others
didn't
seem
to
take
in
my
knees
at
all.
And
finally
I
came
to
the
very
end
of
that
list
and
by
then
I
was
getting
very
blue
indeed.
And
the
name
there
was
our
last
name
is
a
well
known
name
in
the
rubber
industry.
Oh,
I
have
that
good
lady.
Wouldn't
want
to
see
an
alcoholic
on
a
Saturday
afternoon
looking
for
another
alcoholic
to
work
upon.
Oh
no,
I
can't
call
her.
And
then
something
said,
well,
it's
better.
And
I
called
on
her
delightful
Southern
voice
came
down
over
the
wire
and
I
told
her
of
my
knees.
And
she
said,
I
think
I
understand
once
you
come
right
off.
Are
all
those
people.
She
was
the
only
one
who
had
time
to
look
after
my
knee.
And
when
I
arrived
there,
we
talked
about
and
she
said,
I
think
I
know
just
now,
well,
no
doctor
here
in
town
or
he's
in
terrible
shape
now.
Fried
medicine,
fried
religion
is
best.
Of
course.
I'm
sure
he
wants
to
get
well.
Supposing
I
call
up
his
wife,
man.
I
said
yes,
please
do.
The
chance
that
it
was
Mother's
Day.
So
how
do
I
explain
to
Anne
that
there
was
a
man
in
New
York
who
thought
he
could
help
Alcoholics
and
we
probably
needed
some
help
himself
when
she
and
Bob
lacked
up
over.
I
don't
know
just
how
Anne
put
it,
but
there's
some
of
it
was
there.
But
it
was
Mother's
Day
and
the
good
doctor
had
just
come
in
with
the
greatest
6
potted
plant.
He
had
placed
a
potted
plant
on
a
cable
as
a
tribute,
but
had
gone
upstairs
and
was
so
potted
that
he
himself
could
not
drive.
Nothing
solid.
And
we
understood
once
you
come
tomorrow.
Oh
yes,
how
I
work.
And
that
afternoon,
the
door
opened.
And
in
what?
My
baby.
And
then
I
tell
you,
none
of
us
felt
like
founders
that
day
and
I
ardently
wish
that
we
can
soon
get
over
the
feeling
nowadays.
But
this
time
I
knew
I
needed
him
as
much
as
he
needed
me.
He
had
an
awful
hangover.
He
thought
he
could
only
stay
5
minutes.
He
was
very
thirsty.
How
did
we
talk
for
hours?
And
there,
I
suppose
for
the
first
time,
we
became
worthy
of
grace
of
God
and
sparked.
That
was
to
be.
Alcoholic
Anonymous
was
struck
learning
that
of
my
business
difficulty
and
my
hope
of
reviving
it
and
I
think
with
the
idea
of
keeping
a
weather
eye
on
the
Old
Boy
Bank
here
and
said
why
don't
you
come
over
to
the
house
and
live
a
while.
So
when
I
got
over
there
it
watched
long
before
Smith.
They
looked
at
me
rather
quickly
and
he
said,
don't
you
think
it's
about
time
we
did
some
work
on
some
drugs
just
as
a
matter
of
self
protection.
Well,
maybe
I've
got
something
there.
I
think
that
I'll
call
up
the
Akron
City
Hospital.
I'll
talk
to
the
head
nurse
down
in
the
receiving.
And
soon
he
was
telling
her
that,
well,
along
with
a
man
from
New
York,
he
thought
they
had
a
new
cure
for
alcoholism.
He
blushed
a
little.
And
I
since
learned,
the
nurse
said,
going.
Well,
doctor,
why
don't
you
try
it
yourself?
And
I
didn't
write
see
that?
Yeah,
it's
about
damaged.
Just
came
in
there
bombing
lawyer
rounds
down.
He
worked
Once
Upon
time,
members
of
the
City
Council
all
falling
apart
then
drunk
six
times
in
the
last
four
months.
He
can't
even
leave
here
and
get
home
without
getting
screwed
again.
Just
now
he's
got
the
DTS,
he's
pushed
the
nurses
around,
but
he's
full
of
Piraldo
hide
and
scrap
down
now.
How
was
that
one
doing
so
the
next
day,
or
the
day
thereafter?
Doctor
Bob
looked
on
its
sight
with
10s
of
thousands
of
us
have
seen
and
God
willing
hundreds
of
thousands
of
us
will
still
see
it
is
the
size
of
the
alcoholic
on
that
bed.
Who
does
not
know?
But
he
can
death
well,
So
we
made
our
parents
before
the
man
on
the
bench.
We
call
him
of
the
nature
of
his
melody,
magically
speaking.
We
also
told
him
the
nature
of
his
malady
spiritually,
and
they
repeated
they're
very
simple
self
say
employment.
Whose
transport
to
Oswald
I
just
described
just
like
that,
nothing
more.
But
the
man
on
the
bench
took
his
head
and
said,
no,
I'm
so
far
gone.
He
said.
You
probably
know
what
you're
talking
about.
He
said,
you've
been
through
the
mail
all
right
with
me.
You're
not
so
bad
as
I
am.
I
don't
dare
go
out
again.
I
was
drunk
every
time
I
went
out
of
here
on
the
way
home.
I'm
quite
as
too
late
for
the
life
of
me.
And
he
said,
you
know,
I'm
a
man
who
has
faith
in
God,
but
very
obviously
God
has
not
his
faith
in
me.
Well,
we
said
we
come
back
tomorrow
all
we
asked.
He
said
I'd
like
to
talk
with
this
tomorrow,
although
I
don't
think
it's
much
you.
Well,
on
tomorrow
we
came
again.
As
we
entered
the
room,
the
man's
wife
was
sitting
at
the
foot
of
his
bed
looking
at
him
insane.
Why?
How
you
would
change?
What
is
God
in
you?
And
he
turned
to
us,
he
said.
There
they
are.
They
are
the
people
who
understand.
And
then
he
went
on
to
relate
how
during
the
night,
his
hopelessness
had
changed
to
hope,
how
perhaps
he
might
be
released
from
his
throne.
And
then
if
he
resolves
his
practice,
our
simple
precepts,
and
abandoned
himself
with
God,
something
more
than
hope
can,
which
has
now
swelled
into
a
mighty
assure.
Oh,
the
man
on
the
bed
stand
up
and
he
said,
please
fetch
me
my
clothes.
We
are
going
to
get
up
and
go
out
there.
No,
a
#3
rose
from
his
breath
and
he
walked
out
of
there,
and
he
hadn't
had
a
drink
to
this
day.
So
that
was
the
first
fulfillment.
Saw
a
tiny
flame
started
to
burn
now
right
deep,
shedding
his
life
throughout
the
world,
reaching
every
distance.
Beachhead
indeed.
We
must
explain
what
happened.
God,
what?
Oh,
then
what
am
I
left
one
of
the
lessons
of
that?
And
where
do
we
find
ourselves
today?
And
what
my
future
whole
in
store
for
us.
So
how
do
I
remember
the
day
in
smithing
his
living
room
when
we
knew
that
this
thing
was
worked
and
we
said
to
ourselves,
we
must
call
a
meeting
here
in
Akron
to
see
what
we
should
do.
It
has
taken
three
years
of
hard
work
to
produce
40
recovery
within
guns
out
of
it.
Men
and
women
are
guy.
How
shall
we
let
them
know?
Well,
I've
been
in
a
businessman
and
promoter
immediately
began
to
think
in
terms
of
big
money
and
big
organization.
And
I
said
to
myself,
well,
don't
we
need
hospital?
These
hospitals
don't
like
drugs.
We
should
have
our
own
chain
hospitals
and
they
can
produce
all
the
money
we
need.
Look
at
the
money
they
dry
out
going
today
and
then
sent
to
this
taking
such
a
long
time
to
bring
about
these
two
recoveries.
Shouldn't
each
of
us
get
something
done
and
become
missionaries
temporarily
and
go
out
to
other
cities
and
start
being
sent?
And
that's
Lindy
and
I
reflected.
Well
certainly
we
ought
to
make
a
record
of
this,
some
kind
of
a
pamphlet
or
book
in
which
we
can
set
down
our
experience
and
how
this
thing
has
worked
so
far.
Well,
I'll
never
forget
that
evening,
1
fateful
decisions
were
taken
and
see
Henry
Williams
living
room
G
Henry
was
so
drunk
before
a
friend
he
was
there
must
have
been
some
18
on
his
presence.
I
went
on
enthusiastically
about
these
great
plans,
saw
the
faces
of
my
colors
fall,
and
they
began
to
say
to
me,
no,
if
we
bring
money
into
this
thing,
it's
going
to
spoil.
If
we
hire
people
to
do
these
things,
it's
going
to
reflect
more.
And
I
asked
for
books.
Well,
who's
going
to
write
books
and
what
we
quarrel
about
that?
Well,
there
was
great
force
to
what
those
people
said
and
there
is
still
going
for
a
story.
They
held
up
a
warning,
but
I
paid
the
two
little
deeds.
You
know,
I'm
pushed
to
failed
money.
I
began
to
argue,
but
he
supported
me.
He
said,
but
we
have
to
do
something,
We
at
least
have
it,
otherwise
our
message
will
get
gobbled.
We'll
get
distorted.
Have
an
alcoholic
for
the
great
distance
got
a
right
to
know
what
has
happened
here?
So
the
conclusion
of
the
meeting
was
that
if
I
thought
we
needed
money,
I'd
better
go
back
to
New
York
and
raise
where
there
was
supposed
to
be
plenty
and
happy
birthday
ideas.
Full
of
enthusiasm.
I
got
home
and
immediately
but
thought
myself
as
a
Rockefeller
foundation.
I
figured
there'd
be
plenty
of
soul
there,
but
the
Rockefeller
Foundation
wasn't
in
right.
They
said
there
was
a
depression
on.
They
felt
a
little
hard
up.
Besides,
this
new
movement
I
described
with
40
people
were
didn't
seem
to
have
any
special
classification.
It
wasn't
exactly
religious,
it
wasn't
exactly
a
medical,
it
wasn't
exactly
scientific.
It
was
exactly
educational.
It
probably
didn't
fit
in
any
capital
well.
I
felt
terribly
passed
down.
Made
some
other
approaches
for
money
for
hospitals
and
missionaries
and
books.
Nothing
happened
until
one
day
I
happened
to
stand
in
the
office
of
my
brother-in-law
who's
a
doctor.
He'd
heard
these
complaints
of
mine
before.
He
said
why
don't
you
step
in
and
talk
to
Doctor
Charlie
Wind
and
chairs
an
office
nearby.
Used
to
be
the
commissioner
of
health
here
in
New
York.
He
would
understand
what
you're
talking
about.
So
I
talked
to
find
myself
soon
talking
to
Charlie
Wynn
and
he
said
yes
to
me.
Said
I
have
a
feeling
that
has
very
prompted,
I
like
yourself,
I
feel
that
this
means
a
tremendous
lot
of
money
or
well,
time.
Now
he
said,
how
about
the
Rockefeller
Foundation?
And
I
said
no,
no,
he
said,
I've
got
a
better
one.
He
said
over
at
the
foundation,
they
really
wouldn't
understand
this
thing.
He
said
the
man
who
was
really
understand
is
John
D
Rockefeller
himself.
Well,
I
said,
doctor,
that's
fine,
but
what
about
an
introduction?
Maybe
you
can
give
me
an
introduction
to
the
front
of
Wales
after
we
reach
John
D
Rockstar.
And
just
then
my
brother-in-law
woke
up
and
he
said
when
I
was
a
young
fellow
going
to
school,
I
used
to
know
a
girl,
and
that
girl
had
an
uncle.
And
I
think
he
was
somehow
connected
with
the
Rockefeller
character.
I
don't
even
know
if
he's
alive.
I
don't
know
this.
He
would
even
remember
my
name.
But
suppose
I
call
up
Mr.
John
D
Rockefeller's
office
and
see
if
there
is
such
a
man
around.
No,
you
made
a
simple
call
on
the
phone
to
Mr.
John
Lee's
personal
office.
The
voice
of
Mr.
WS
Richard,
one
of
the
greatest
friends
in
society
will
ever
have
came
on
the
wire.
He
said
to
my
brother-in-law.
Where
have
you
been,
Leonard?
All
these
games?
I'm
so
glad
to
hear
from
you.
Unlike
me,
my
brother-in-law
is
a
man
of
very
few
words.
So
he
said
quite
abruptly.
Well,
Mr.
Richardson,
I
have
a
relative
here
who
thinks
he
can
do
something
for
alcoholic.
We'd
like
to
tell
you
the
story.
May
we
come
over,
answered
the
old
man.
Why
surely
he
said,
walk
right
over.
So
we
soon
find
ourselves
going
on
56
stories.
Walked
into
Mr.
John
DS
private
office
and
there
said,
dear
old
man
was
he
listened
attentively
to
the
story
around
three
years
old.
He
said,
yes.
He
said,
I'm
deeply
interested.
I
have
some
friends
around
here
who
I
think
might
be
interesting.
And
we
have
the
meaning.
Oh,
what
a
sigh
of
relief.
I
breathe.
I
said,
my
Lord,
now
the
the
big
money
is
really
inside
and
the
old
man
said
to
me,
I'll
be
glad
to
tell
junior
about
this.
Any
message
on
day
Junior?
He
said
once
you'll
have
lunch
with
me.
Well,
I
felt
that
for
promoter
I
was
really
doing
very
well,
so
I
had
lunch
with
him
in
the
fall
of
1937.
There
was
a
little
meeting.
Some
of
the
Alcoholics
from
Akron
came.
I
think
it
was
one
from
Cleveland.
Some
of
the
New
Yorkers
and
Mr.
Richardson
and
several
of
Mr.
Rockefellers
friends
and
associates
Madden
John
Dee's
personal
boardroom.
And
I
thought
to
myself,
now
folks,
our
money
trouble
grows.
Well,
each
of
us
told
our
story.
That's
all
of
our
story,
this
same
simple
story.
And
then
Mr.
Scott,
chairman
at
the
Riverside
Church.
He
spoke
up
and
he
said,
well,
what
is
your
name?
And
was
becoming
reluctant.
I
let
him
know
that
it's
mine
and
he
said,
But
aren't
you
afraid
that
you
will
professionalize
this
thing?
Isn't
this
purely
a
work
of
goodwill?
We
admitted
that
it
was.
Why?
But
we
said
also
we
certainly
have
to
have
at
least
a
book
of
some
kind.
We
have
to
have
at
least
a
little
money.
And
the
salesman
president,
eventually
a
gentleman
that
we
ought
to
have
some
money.
And
one
of
them
came
out
to
Akron
where
Smithy
was
a
little
harder
up
at
the
moment
and
where
the
first
group
had
started
and
where
there
was
a
typical
community
situation.
He
came
out
to
Akron
and
went
over
a
a
with
Defiance,
whose
call,
of
course,
we
still
didn't
have
the
name
of
it.
He
came
back
and
he
made
a
report
to
Mr.
Rockefeller
that
we
ought
to
have
$50,000
right
at
once
just
to
start
open
a
rest
home
in
Akron.
We
put
Smithy
in
as
a
doctor.
That
would
be
just
a
pilot
plant,
a
model
for
the
other,
and
naturally
the
definitive
money
for
book
publishing.
And
we
might
probably
get
a
few
missionaries.
Well,
as
I
have
often
observed,
A
A
has
many,
many
founders.
Time
after
time
the
singer
of
Providence
has
laid
his
hand
on
a
person
who
has
altered
the
whole
course
of
this
movie.
And
just
now
the
Hand
of
Providence
was
touching
Mr.
John
D
Roscoe.
He
looked
at
that
report
and
he
said
to
his
friends.
Dick,
Dick,
aren't
you
afraid
that
money
will
spoil
it?
I
just
pray
the
suspectal
I
did
it,
he
said.
I'll
look
a
little
bit
at
$2.00
in
the
Riverside
Church
treasury
that
you
can
draw
to
help
these
two
men
out.
But
he
said
don't
come
back
and
ask
me
for
anymore
and
said
we
mustn't
spoil
that
thing
with
money.
I'm
not
a
cleaner
trade.
Our
destiny
have,
Mr.
Rockefeller
has
since
said,
has
told
me
that
from
the
beginning
this
work
engages
every
entity.
Nothing
more
affecting
has
ever
caused
his
life.
And
he
who
has
made
a
life
work
of
giving
away
money
that
he
should
save
for
once,
this
time
I
won't
give.
Well,
that's
why
that's
Alcoholics.
To
raise
our
own
money
to
publish
a
book.
Sorry
for
written
action.
The
story
of
two
From
Here
stories
in
New
York
among
our
friends,
chipping
in
small
amounts
in
subscription
money.
We
finally
got
the
job
done.
OK,
a
periodical
national
circulation
published
the
piece
and
then
came
this
month
so
that
the
at
the
end
of
four
year
when
the
book
had
just
appeared,
the
book
itself
was
bankrupt.
Every
one
of
us
was
quote
A.
A
was
very,
very
poor,
and
thank
God
that
was
so.
We
had
a
hard
struggle
through
1939.
In
that
year,
however,
The
Plain
Dealer
in
this
town
caused
a
A
by
its
good
sightings
to
grow
so
fast
here.
They
proved
that
we
could
become
large,
we
could
become
strong,
we
could
recover
in
numbers.
That
was
the
great
news
back
here
in
19140.
Mr.
Rockefeller,
who
we
hadn't
heard
from,
Ben
37,
suddenly
said.
I'd
like
to
give
a
general
to
tell
my
friends
about
this
Alcoholics
Anonymous
movement.
Again,
we
thought
our
money
troubles
are
over,
Mr.
Richardson
bought
in
electricity,
meeting
the
list
of
the
guests.
I
made
a
quick
calculation
and
I
said,
Gee,
these
guys
land
up
to
about
$2
billion
one
a
month.
But
again,
Mr.
Rockefeller
gave
him
himself
and
when
the
dinner
was
over
is
on
Nelson,
speaking
on
his
behalf.
Got
up
and
he
said,
my
father,
who
was
ill
tonight,
wants
me
to
say
that
this
is
one
of
the
most
affecting
things
that
ever
cost
my
life.
But
fortunately,
gentlemen,
said
Nelson
Rockefeller,
this
is
not
a
no
movement
that
needs
money.
And
the
$2
billion
got
up
and
walked
right
out
of
North.
Ah,
so
our
destiny
has
been
affected.
Now
the
next
period.
In
all,
The
Saturday
Post
published
and
our
great
growth
began.
In
the
days
since,
we
have
had
a
joyful
but
strenuous
experience
of
learning
to
live
and
work
together,
to
relate
ourselves
rightly
to
money.
Questions
of
questions,
questions
of
power
to
world
outside.
Out
of
this
experience
we
have
been
involving
the
tradition
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous.
All
what
great
changes
since
our
first
ideas.
Our
very,
very
first
position
today
says
the
common
welfare
comes
first
in
all
matters
touching
our
unity
or
without
unity.
There
can
be
little
or
no
recovery.
We
say
in
a
in
the
second
position
that
no
human
being
is
to
be
an
authority
over
us.
Only
authority
is
to
be
found
in
a
loving
God
expressing
Himself
to
our
group.
Our
leaders
are
but
custard
servants.
They
do
not
go
on
membership.
What
a
tremendous
pain
about
In
the
early
days
we
had
membership
rules
which
were
legion.
We
feared
all
sorts
of
situations
and
people.
We
were
constantly
talking
about
the
pillar
alcoholic,
whatever
that
is,
but
now
it's
all
saying
the
doors
are
wide
open.
We
want
to
be
all
inclusive,
never
exclusive.
So
today
a
man
or
a
woman
suffering
alcoholism
is
a
member
so
long
as
they
stay
there.
What
a
great
replica
experience
at
Barclays.
Typically
I'm
very
much
like
drunks
as
you
want
to
see.
We
used
to
think
that
we
ought
to
have
a
lot
of
money
and
that
that
could
be
somebody
elses
money.
Today
we
realize
that
as
a
society,
our
earning
power
is
good.
Our
expenses
are.
Of
course,
we'll
pay
our
own
bills.
For
once
we
shall
take
givers
to
the
community
and
not
take.
There
was
a
time
when
I
toy
with
the
idea
of
running
Alcoholics
and
honest
from
down
in
New
York.
It
was
a
very
pleasant
thought
until
I
learned
better,
but
today
every
a
group
that
manages
his
parents,
provided
they
don't
seriously
interfere
with
the
general
welfare.
By
the
time,
oh
how
different
that
already
even
our
original
foundation
was
tired
to
educate
and
to
research,
to
do
all
sorts
of
things
I
remember,
except
loudly
for
12
issues.
Well,
now
that's
all
changed.
We
know
that
this
Society
of
art
has
but
one
single
purpose,
and
that
is
to
carry
the
message
face
to
face
to
the
other.
Alcohol.
We
cannot
land
financing
and
we
know
we
must
stick
to
that
sole
end
for
which
God
seems
to
have
a
point.
All
how
time
to
change
now
and
then
too.
We
are
confused
about
this
matter
of
our
services.
People
are
saying,
hey,
it's
getting
to
be
organized,
getting
to
be
big
business,
lots
of
quarreling
about
money.
Yes,
there
is
a
lot
of
quarreling
about
money,
but
why
should
it
be
here
in
the
city
of
Cleveland?
Maybe
4000
Alcoholics
and
their
families
living
within
10
miles
of
their
call.
The
big
business
consists
in
passing
a
hat
and
meeting
places
to
pay
the
heating
light
of
the
meeting.
The
big
expense
which
runs
all
the
time
is
that
of
two
workers
in
a
little
bit
of
an
office.
No,
that
is
very
important
business,
but
it
is
not
big
business.
Down
in
New
York
there
is
a
movement
100,000.
We
have
exactly
5
Alcoholics
employees
down
there.
Not
in
recent
hours
either.
Justice
Secretary
is
doing,
if
I
might
say,
a
wonderfully
good
job
in
helping
to
propagate
this
thing
regarding
public
relations,
to
easily
climb
it
out
in
the
backroom.
We've
got
another
dozen
people
who
shut
the
book,
who
keep
track
of
the
account,
who
type
the
letter.
Is
that
big
business
or
a
fellowship
of
100,000
people?
No,
not
big
bidder,
but
very
important
business.
We
realize
then,
that
these
services,
organized
as
they
are,
do
not
represent
an
organization
of
the
A.
They
are
merely
a
few
chores
which
have
to
be
done
in
order
to
keep
our
records
straight
with
the
world
outside,
to
issue
our
literature
and
to
facilitate
good
12
step
work.
Services
at
that
time
are
mostly
carried
on
for
the
benefits
of
the
millions
who
still
don't
know.
We
think
we
owe
them
that
much,
so
our
services
are
organized
to
that
extent,
but
you
and
I
know
that
Alcoholics
Anonymous
will
never
be
organized.
Now
there's
another
tradition
we
have
which
starts
with
controversy.
NA,
you'll
find
lots
of
controversy.
Sometimes,
put
it
mildly,
we
act
like
hell.
We
can
be
vying
cruel.
Sometimes
we
can
be
very
thoughtful.
Thoughtful
sometimes
in
the
way
concert.
Sometimes
we
quarrel
violently
over
our
small
businesses.
Oh
yeah,
this
is
no
perfect
society.
We
have
many
sense,
but
from
the
very
beginning,
as
though
by
some
deep
and
sure
instinct,
this
society
is
known
that
it
could
never
quarrel
over
the
issues
of
politics,
sectarian
religion,
alcohol
reform,
and
the
life.
I
have
never
heard
in
a
a
a
better
religious
or
political
art
aggregate
larger
and
forces
which
terrify
this
modern
world
tremendous.
We
shall
have
to
be
ever
more
on
the
card
against
these
things,
these
real
threats.
I
am
confident
we
shall
never.
It's
got
a
matter
of
relating
ourselves
to
the
world
outside.
No,
Alcoholics
are
the
greatest
promoters
in
the
world
and
it
isn't
a
remarkable
class
that
out
of
all
of
us
failed.
You
can't
find
5
people
in
the
whole
Society
of
Alcoholics
Anonymous
who
get
their
names
and
pictures
funded
in
the
newspapers.
Nowadays
we
realize
that
we
must
place
principle
before
personality.
We
see
anonymity
as
it's
open
of
our
group
humility
as
the
greatest
protection
directly
tax.
I
must
confess
that
I
myself,
Once
Upon
a
time,
disagreed
with
every
single
one
of
these
traditions
to
some
extent
or
other.
I
have
violated
them
nearly
all
at
times.
At
other
times
I
have
been
tempted
to
violate
them
and
then
the
group
conference
has
spoken
to
me
and
said,
no,
Bill,
the
group
would
say
you
can't
do
this
thing.
To
what?
What
you
propose
is
good,
perhaps,
but
it
is
not
good
enough.
Aren't
you
the
fellow
for
which
forever
said
sometimes
the
good
is
the
enemy
of
the
best?
I
think
one
of
the
great
things
that's
happened
in
IA
is
our
claims
attitude
for
Trump
in
the
first
place.
Though
some
might
think
there's
a
success
story,
it's
really
interesting.
We
deeply
realize
that
this
is
not
our
success,
this
is
God.
We
see
a
new
youth
or
trouble
and
problems.
This
whole
meeting,
to
be
sure,
is
that
a
time
of
great
job.
All
around
us
we
have
heard
stories.
In
their
beauty
one
success
is
followed
upon
another
economic
and
what
time
but
life,
NIA,
as
you
always
like
that
at
the
table
last
night
where
I'm
happy
to
serve.
I
guess
we
drew
my
lot
for
place
instead
of
something
sort
of
a
good
idea.
A
man
says
there
and
no
self
idiot
fall
told
how
his
wife
was
suffering
that
strange
diabetes,
multiple
chlorophyll,
a
creeping
paralegal
and
how
in
our
simple
principles
she
had
found
a
new
release
and
how
now
she
was
getting
somewhat
on
her
feet.
Another
call
how
Lenny's
son
was
killed
in
action.
It
had
gone
once
to
an
Amy
feeling
the
back
party
belong.
And
in
the
midst
of
our
joy,
this
assembly
has
had
one
great
storm.
One
of
our
members,
a
great
worker
in
Iowa,
made
the
journey
here
to
see
Alcoholics
Anonymous
Holidays.
And
today
that
we
confirm
the
tradition
he
passed
on
of
a
heart
attack
here
in
the
Cleveland
Hotel.
I'm
coming
out
of
a
position
meeting.
I
met
his
widow
there.
She
was
at
an
A
A
meeting
and
she
looked
at
me
and
she
smiled
just
a
little
and
she
said,
you
know,
I
think
he
wanted
that
one.
No,
we
are
coming
to
regard
trouble
in
a
very
different
line.
When
it
comes,
we
say
to
ourselves,
how
can
we
accept
it,
how
can
we
deal
with
it?
Or
if
God
gives
us
the
grace
and
demonstrate,
then
this
trouble
may
be
a
lesson
for
us.
I'm
sure
all
of
us
are
deeply
affected
by
this
lathe
right
there
in
America.
Some
of
the
things
laser
rather
silly
what
this
one
was.
It
is
a
sofa
on
their
participation
in
what
is
perhaps
a
very
historic
home,
spent
from
an
island
of
resistance,
of
systems,
a
problem
of
affection,
of
appreciation,
said
by
those
who
will
never
come
to
any
a
convention
or
even
honey
a
meeting
off
their
island.
For
that,
Lay
was
sent
to
us
by
the
alcoholic
leopard
of
economy
near
Hawaii.
Ah,
yes,
God,
it's
gonna
break.
I'm
good
to
watch.
May
we
always
be
worthless,
but
on
some
days
the
need
for
our
society
makes
time
and
one
of
his
method
needs.
And
if
we
are
worthy
of
it,
I
hope
God
may
look
down
upon
us
and
say,
well
done,
good
and
faithful.
Sir,
perhaps
there
is
no
better
way
at
this
time
of
party
for
me
to
conclude
than
to
read
to
you
the
last
week
paragraph
written
in
Alcoholics
Anonymous
12
years
ago.
Abandon
yourself
to
God
as
you
understand
them.
Admit
your
fault
to
Him
and
to
your
fellow.
Clear
away
the
wreckage
of
your
faith,
give
freely
of
what
you
find,
and
join
us.
We
shall
be
with
you
in
the
fellowship
of
Spirit,
and
you
will
surely
meet
some
of
us
as
you
fudge
the
road
of
happy
death.
May
God
bless
you
and
keep
you
until
then.